Cato lay his hands on mine, helping me with the driving. Probably to not crash again, but okay. My heart was actually beating really, really fast and I got a bit stressed from all the people on the road. How could people handle this stress, seriously.

I pressed the honk a few times.

'What are you doing?' Cato grinned.

'They annoy me.' I stared at the cars in front of me. 'Go off my road!' I yelled to them.

Cato laughed even more.

'These fuckers, seriously why don't they shut up.' I muttered and strengthened my grip on the steering wheel.

'How can you be even more cute when you're angry.'

'I am not angry.' I stared still in front of me. 'I am a fucking good person, okay.'

'Good persons get angry too.'

'Holy shit what do I have to do?' I got a little nervous when we drove on a highway.

'Stay on the right side, and keep your hands steady.' He answered.

So I tried to keep myself calm, because I was still shaking a bit.

...

'You didn't know how happy I was when you said that you wanted to ''play'' again.'

'I think I made the right choice.' I said, still doubting a little bit. I rotated the steering wheel, making the car go the left.

'You think that you made the right choice?'

'Uh, yeah..' Why did he repeat that?

'You did make the right decision,' he said. 'Stop doubting, please.'

'How do I know that you're not going to screw up everything again? How do I know that you're not lying to me?' My mood changed a bit.

'Why would I lie to you?' He grinned.

'To break me again, duh.' I rolled my eyes. 'Sometimes I think that you're just playing a game with me.'

'That's right.' He said.

'WHAT?!' My eyes widened.

'But we play the game together, or not at all, right?' Cato answered. 'You knew that.'

'Okay, good.' I sighed.

'You really don't trust me, do you?' He said while he kissed me on my cheek.

'Not really.' I tried to be honest, in the hope that he wouldn't lie either.

'My lovely four leaved clover, I promise on my death that I won't ever screw anything up again. The day I'd say goodbye to you, would be the day I would die.'

Okay that was fucking sweet for him to say, of course it wasn't real, but at least he tried. Though if everything he said was real, this would be definitely the definition of a perfect boyfriend. Too sad that perfections and infinities don't exist, still, this is just a cruel world and not a fairy tale.

...

After a while we arrived at a place, with big walls around it with an electric fence on top. The gates opened, and we drove at a footpace in between of the walls. Inside of it, there was a big, really big forest which was pretty creepy now because of the darkness. Next to the parking places there were a lot of tents, and sleeping bags laying on a pile. We parked the car on a parking place, which actually used to be grass, but was just a bare plain now, with mud on it.

I got out of the same door as Cato, because I was still sitting on his seat.

He closed, and locked the door till Glimmer walked over him. She hugged him immediately, I rolled my eyes, pretending that I didn't care, but I did. I leaned with my elbows on the top of the car, looking at them, kissing. Not just a quick one, but it was like she was trying to torture me or something. And it hurt, like a piece of glass which tries to reach your heart, to kill you. But I didn't show anything on the outside.

I almost had no words for how much I hated Glimmer. She was wearing really tight clothes, which showed literally everything. I'd wish her luck with being in these clothes for like three days, ha, the perfect definition of a dumb human being.

I was just awkwardly waiting till they were done kissing, but it could last longer time than I thought, so I went towards Annie.

'Good luck with surviving that thing.' I looked at Glimmer.

'Thanks, you too.' She grinned when she looked at them too. I just smiled, I didn't need any luck. I was happy with my partner.

'Okay, everyone come here!' A cracking voice out of a megaphone yelled over the terrain. 'Everyone grabs with their partner a tent, two sleeping bags, there is a pillow inside, and a backpack. After that you all split up, and walk into the woods. Do not go with another duo.'

Thanks god that Cato and Glimmer were not standing with each other. He stood next to me, and Glimmer with her annoying friends.

Everyone, including us, walked towards the pile, and grabbed the stuff we would need.

I put the backpack on, and grabbed a sleeping bag. Cato got the tent and the other sleeping bag.

We walked to the right side of the pile, towards the place where the dark forest began. I swallowed, and then I walked inside of it.

...

We walked for like 15 minutes, and I didn't say a word to him. But when I stepped over a fallen branch, he began to talk to me.

'Clove, just tell me what's wrong.' He said.

I just stared in front of me, looking down a bit, so I wouldn't fall over a branch or something. 'Why did you have to kiss her, in front of me?' I asked him.

But no answer was coming. He just kept walking, and so did I.

'Aren't we far enough?' He asked me after a few minutes.

Maybe we were, we walked all the way, and pretty long. 'No. I want to go further.'

I felt like we had to go further into the forest. I didn't know where it was going to lead me, and it didn't felt good at all. But a feeling inside of me almost made it necessary to continue walking over the cracking leaves.

Cato grabbed my arm, forcing me to stop walking. 'It wasn't the kiss.' He shook his head. 'What is really wrong?'

'Dude, I don't know anymore okay. I fell in love with you, I don't know where, and not how, but I just did. But you almost seem to enjoy watching me burn inside.' I answered.

He pulled me into a hug, me wrapping my arms around him too. I rested my head against his chest, following his heartbeat.

'Please answer the truth. Was this all a challenge or not?' I asked quietly

'From that evening?' He asked me.

I nodded.

'I would like to keep you from hurt by telling a lie, but since you wanted the truth, I have to say yes.'

I stepped back from the hug, and walked away from him. I headed further in the forest, yes I was scared, no I didn't let me stop by some stupid fear.

Cato followed me, trying to stop me again, but I kept walking. I knew that this point was where we went wrong last night.

'But,' He said. 'I was like 'okay no problem' when they told me to do that.'

I slapped him with the sleeping bag. 'You son of a bitch.' I said with tears in my eyes, even though I didn't want to cry again. All I wanted was someone who would just love me, no matter what. What did I do to deserve this pain? I walked away even harder.

'Clove, let me finish.' He told me.

I stopped walking, still avoiding eye contact. He walked towards me, grabbing my hand this time.

'I thought it was no problem, because I already liked you okay. So I thought, I'll fix this, quickly so we'd save time. And then I screwed things up, you know how it went.' He said.

'How do you mean, save time?' I spat.

'I don't know. Time scares me.'

'Someday I'll throw a clock to your head.' I grinned.

...

I grabbed the tent out of his hands, and opened the bag. We both didn't talk for a while, just set up the tent. After half an hour, with making many mistakes which confused us both, we finally made it to set up the whole thing. It was an pretty open place in the forest, where we would stay for the rest of this weekend.

I crawl into the tent, bringing my sleeping bag with me. I rolled my eyes when I saw how small the cabin really was inside the tent.

'Stay there.' I told Cato, which was still outside the tent.

Quickly I put out my clothes, bumping my head several times to the sticks inside the tent, which were keeping it standing. I put on my sweater and sweatpants to sleep in, it was still fucking cold in here.

'You're done?' Cato suddenly asked me.

'Yup.' I answered, kicking my normal shirt and legging aside.

He zipped the tent open and moved in here too. 'Jeez this area is small.' He frowned when he saw the cabin I sat in, struggling with my sleeping bag.

'I know that it's dark, but look out for all these sticks.' I said. 'My head is starting to hurt by these things.'

He just smiled at me while I rubbed my head after I bumped into one of the sticks again.

I finally got my sleeping bag rolled out, and looked disappointed at the pillow.

'Is this a pillow?' I swear it was so fucking small, and wouldn't lay your head comfortable or something. Though I lay it down on the place in the tent where my head should lay. I tried to get in my sleeping bag, what after a lot of rolling finally worked.

I hardly could see in the dark, but I caught Cato looking at me, he didn't look away when he saw that I was looking back.

'Yeah,' I said. 'I know I'm not the best partner if we have to survive in a tent okay. I can't even get in a sleeping bag.'

'I couldn't wish for a better one.' He responded, making me smile a little.

I rolled myself up like a burrito and lay my head down on the stupid little pillow. Then I heard raindrops splashing on top of the tent, which actually made a pretty nice sound. It was like a sound which you could use to concentrate better when studying, but now it was like, real. It started raining harder, and I stared at the canvas of the tent above me. It was cold, but not like you would freeze.

A few minutes later, after that Cato had found himself laying too, I slowly shuffled myself, and my pillow aside till I bumped into his body.

I didn't say a word, sometimes silence speaks enough. He lifted his arm, so I could move a little closer, and I took advantage of that. I lay my head on his shoulder, and felt his arm holding me there. Actually this was laying way more comfortable than how I just laid on my side of the tent. We didn't have any matrasses, so I was sure that all my bones would hurt tomorrow.

We just lay there for an half hour, listening to the rain splashing on the tent and the owls making their noises.

'Goodnight,' I said.

'Goodnight.' He repeated.

'Goodbye.' I mumbled.

'Bye.' He didn't repeat me this time.

'Why didn't you repeat that? Are you trying to wish me a bad bye?' I looked at him.

'No,' he said. 'I just keep my promises from now on. The day I'll say goodbye to you, is going to be the day I'd die.'

I closed my eyes, still rolled up against him with his arm around me.

Slowly the background noises faded away, and I fell asleep, knowing that maybe this time, everything would be okay.


It's monday, and everybody hates mondays.

So this chapter was a bit cuter :3.

Now its time for y'all to review to make my monday okay.

Did you notice that my chapters are similar to the days of April? (14-4-'14) = Chapter 14.

Coincidence? I think not.

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