Hey, all. Welcome to chapter fourteen of Shut Me Up!
I'd just like to start by apologizing for the long wait. Well, it felt long to me. I've been diagnosed with this disease, I dunno if I mentioned it earlier, and it causes me to get lots of headaches and stomach aches... The only problem is that I'm starting to get extreme headaches and such, so I've been going to a bunch of doctors and stuff. MRI Tuesday... And I had midterms to study for. I just took 'em a few days ago, though.
Anyways, thank you reviewers!
I'd like to especially thank Deidara-Roxs-Lili's-Soxz! It was really soo sweet of you to mention me in your story... I really appreciate it :) THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO YOU!
Well, on with the chapter, ne?
Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Lawl. Naruto is not owned by myself.
Shut Me Up. Chapter Fourteen.
Sakura hesitently opened her eyes, bright rays of sunlight streaming through her eyelashes in a rude wake-up call. She grumbled to herself, yawning. That was when she realized what had happened yesterday.
'What the fuck is wrong with me?' She inquired herself, mentally kicking her ass. 'I made-out with him... then rejected him? All because of the stupid mission.'
Sakura hastily threw on a pair of shorts and a tee shirt, combing through her messy pink locks in disgust. What the hell had made her done what she had done yesterday?
'Am I... Afraid of a relationship with Deidara?' Sakura asked herself in horror. Why was she afraid of love?
Was it because of Sasuke?
Sakura glared at the name. She loved him but... Why had he made her feel this way about men?
She knew for a fact that Deidara wouldn't leave her. He wouldn't want to leave her... But he'd probably be forced to leave her. Was that what she hated so? The fact that Deidara could be whisked away from her in a millisecond, never to be seen again?
Or was there some old feelings that held her back? Did she still have feelings for Sasuke?
Sakura pondered for a moment.
No. She did not. He had ditched his own village to become stronger... He had undoubtedly become nasty and cruel and probably even more like Orochimaru. There was no doubt about that. Plus he had tried to kill Naruto... More than once.
But so had the Akatsuki. But that was only Itachi and Kisame. So it wasn't really Deidara's fault. It was just his mission. Sakura didn't like all of her missions, either. Besides, Gaara was fine now. No harm done, as long as you over looked Chiyo's untimely death.
Wow. Sakura was beginning to scare herself a bit. She'd be fine with forgetting about Chiyo's demise, as long as her and Deidara were cool?
Well, they do say that when you're in love you're willing to forget and forgive...
Was she in love?
Sakura bounced downstairs, praying that she could just be alone with Deidara for a moments time. Just one tiny second, and everything would be back to normal. No more akwardness, no more excuses. Just all love.
Sakura nearly groaned as she walked into the kitchen. Seating obviously right in front of her was Deidara, accompanied by Hidan and Tobi. Dammit. Would he ever be alone? Deidara looked up for a moment, his once smiling face turning cold and stoney.
'I must have really hurt him...' The rosette thought to herself, ashamed of her past actions.
It was ridiculous. The whole thing. So what if she might never see him again? All she needed to do was take the plunge... If it turned out bad, well then at least she wouldn't be wondering what could have happened, or about alternatives. Once it was over, it was over. Bam. Done. End of story. Tsunade wouldn't care too much if she ended up dating Deidara or something... Because, after all, it would make Sakura very happy, and that's what Tsunade wanted, right? Sakura's happiness?
That was what Sakura hoped.
So, Sakura took the plunge, much against her own will. Damned rushed actions...
"Deidara... Can I erm... Talk to you alone, maybe?" She spoke quietly, nearly whispering. The three men leaned in, trying to hear Sakura more clearly. Deidara's mouth twitched. Was it going to form a frown or a smile?
Or possibly a smirk?
The blonde stood up from the table and followed Sakura back to the other room. Sakura took a seat on the coach and sighed deeply.
"I'm... Sorry, Dei. I really am. I wasn't thinking straight. I was being shallow and thoughtless and selfish. I only told you to stay away for my own good, so I wouldn't be as heartbroken when you left. But I shouldn't have said that... I was afraid, I think." The rosette whispered, tears welling up in her emerald eyes. Deidara's face formed a very solemn and serious expression.
"Sakura, un. That's not selfish. You should be afraid... I'm an S-class criminal, un. I'm probably insane. Hell, I kill people for fun, Saku, I'm definately not a normal guy, un. If anyone else told me to stay away, I gladly would. But... I just... Don't want to... Lose you, I guess, un." He finished very seriously, icy blue eyes meeting green orbs.
Sakura shook her head.
"You're not insane. If you're insane... Then I am, too. For feeling to way I do. Only a psycopath can love another psycopath, Dei. It goes hand-in-hand. If you have to leave on a mission or something... then I'll go with you. If you have to leave and never come back because of the Akatsuki... I guess I'll... Just have to join you guys. No matter what that takes." Sakura spoke, seeming to have just made a very important decision. A life-threatening situation.
"You're not joining the Akatsuki, un." Deidara argued, eyebrows furrowing in thought. Sakura scowled.
"And why not?! I think I'm old enough to make my own decisions, thank you very much."
"Sakura, you are not risking your life just to see me. If I have to leave I'll come back and visit you every week, if I can, un." Deidara scowled back. Sakura laughed and shook her head slowly.
"Why don't you just get it? I don't want to live without you! I wouldn't be able to take it if you just left me, coming back once a month. I would go insane. I would have to get commited..." Sakura thought out loud at the last part. Deidara's eyes opened wide.
"You're not risking your life to see me, un, so you are not joining the Akatsuki. What if you died on a mission?! I wouldn't be able to handle that, Sakura, I would blame it all on myself! I'd never forgive myself, un." Deidara protested harshly.
"Well you aren't sneaking into Konoha to see me all the time. You'd get caught and probably exacuted. You aren't going to get killed because of me, Deidara. I'm going with you."
"No you're not."
"Yes I am."
"No, un."
"Yes, un." Sakura spoke, mimicking him exactly. Deidara scowled.
"Cute." He mocked.
"Yes you are." Sakura teased, pinching his cheeks like a little boy. Deidara nearly laughed, until he realized they were in a serious conversation.
"Sakura, I forbid you to join the Akatsuki, un."
"I forbid you to sneak into Konoha and risk your life, only to see me."
"Then we'll have to come to an agreement, won't we, un?" Deidara asked, getting agitated.
"We will..." Sakura began, brainstorming. "What if I became a spy or something for you guys?"
"No!" Deidara gasped, grabbing ahold of her arm. He blushed and let go. "Spies don't last very long, Sakura. I thought you'd know that... Being a spy would be worse than actually joining, probably."
Sakura carressed her chin gently, thinking some more. Deidara copied her actions.
How could they both be happy? They both wanted such different things.
"We could always start our own organization, un." Deidara spoke jokingly, laughing to himself about the thought. Sakura grinned.
"That actually isn't such a bad idea." She replied, pondering on the subject. Deidara's face froze in horror.
"Sakura, I was kidding."
"It's a good idea, though..." Sakura responded, smiling at the man who frowned.
"That's against the rules, un." Deidara complied sheepishly, looking down at the floor. Sakura laughed.
"Against the rules of the Akatsuki? What, no ditching?" Sakura laughed. Deidara looked very serious.
"That's why we've been hunting down Orochimaru, un." He spoke quietly, averting his eyes to the ground. Sakura stopped laughing.
"Oh." She replied, nearly whispering.
Deidara briefly wondered if the information they had given to Konoha was correct. If perhaps on this mission they were killing two birds with one stone. If they were, then Leader was definately smarter than he gave him credit more. If they finally captured Orochimaru... Maybe, just maybe, Deidara would feel like he accomplished something for Sasori in his life. Deidara was pretty sure falling in love with Sakura was the opposite of avenging his old friend, after all, she was the one who killed him. Or was it Chiyo?
Deidara remembered hearing about Chiyo before. Though not much, since Sasori wasn't really one to talk about his past. Hell, none of the Akatsuki really did. As soon as they joined the Akatsuki, their past was forgotten and forgiven. Whatever happened happened, and that was it. No dreading on the past.
Which was scared Deidara the most in this world. That whatever you did in the past... was forgotten. And one day, after you breathed your last breath, your whole self would be forgotten. Forever. All your life work... gone.
But, that was how life should be. You should live it with enthusiasm, and go out with a bang. That was for damn sure. If you were going to live like you should live, you better make your death the most wonderful and exhilarating one yet. At least then, perhaps you'd be remembered for something.
And that thought was what made Deidara truely happy, at least somewhat. He remembered always wondering how he'd die... Would he die honerably, dying for his partner or something? Or would he die as a traitor... Trying to escape from the Akatsuki, bringing down as many men with him as he possibly could?
The possibilities made Deidara's head spun, which was why he didn't think about these things very much anymore. Actually, the only thing that really had been in Deidara's head for awhile was the thoughts and daydreams about the beautiful, graceful rosette sitting in front of him this very moment. She made his heart slow down and speed up... If she only knew what power she had over him.
Actually, Deidara was terrified if she ever would realize the power she had over him. One look and her wish was his command.
'Damn woman, un.' Deidara thought to himself, bending and cracking his knuckles on his left hand. Before he knew it, Sakura was speaking again.
"Do you think we'll find Sasuke and Orochimaru?"
Deidara thought for a moment.
"I don't know, un." He replied somberly as Sakura looked at him. She sighed.
"What, are you worrying about Sasuke or whatever, un?" Deidara inquired rather angrily. He felt his blood boil at even thinking of his name. Damned kid. Sakura nearly blushed.
"Uh... No. I just... Haven't seen him in a long time it feels like. I want to know what he's like now." She responded quickly, explaning the situation.
"He's probably the same bastard he always was..." Deidara spoke under his breath. Sakura glared.
"What?" Sakura questioned harshly. Deidara smiled.
"Nothing, un."
"That's what I thought you said." Sakura spoke, wondering what Deidara would do if he ever met Sasuke. He'd probably blow his guts up, the jealous prick. Though she couldn't really blame him... If he used to be in love with some other girl and she was going to meet her, Sakura would want to kick her ass, too. His feelings were understood.
Yet, Sakura couldn't help but feel giddy at the thought of seeing Sasuke again. She didn't like him, she just wanted to know what he was like. It was exciting seeing an old crush... Wasn't it?
"Sakura..." Deidara began, taking a look into the woman's harsh eyes. Said woman looked up. "Maybe we should just... Try to be friends, un. Like, see how that goes. At least then we wouldn't be thinking of twenty ways for me to break into Konoha and forty ways for you to join the Akatsuki, ya know? Plus we'd be able to... Think things over all we want, un."
Sakura thought for a moment. Just friends?
Well... There was always friends with benefits.
"That sounds reasonable." She replied, placing her hand in front of her new friend's. "Shake on it?"
Deidara smiled, grabbing her right hand with his own. He did a damn well job of controlling that hand's tongue, if he did say so himself.
Hidan waltz in the room, cocking an eyebrow at the two ninja's actions.
"Should I ask...?" He spoke warily, clasping the television remote firmly in his pale left hand. Sakura laughed lightly.
"We're the best of friends now." She explained with a grin. Hidan looked just as confused as before.
"Ah." He decided to speak quickly, turning to look to the flat screen in front of him. Deidara rolled his eyes.
Hidan finally decided to make some small talk. "So I guess Itachi's not gunna maime your ass, then?" He asked with a smirk, averting his eyes towards Deidara, who grimaced in response.
"Ha, un."
"Sakura, I think when we get back from this mission, we should all go to that gay bar again." Hidan joked, smiling like a wolf. Sakura formed a half smirk.
"NO." Deidara roared rather loudly, nearly smacking himself in his head for his rashness. Why did he always have to sound so protective? "I mean... I'll go, too, un." Sakura giggled.
"I don't think they'd let us back in." She complied.
"Lesbian bar?"
"Hidan!" Sakura yelped, ready to smack him over his head. Hidan sighed.
"Regular... bar?" He suggested, hands out and ready to block any threatening movements.
"...Better." Sakura decided, relaxing a bit. Deidara made no facial expressions. Hidan smirked.
"I might have to do some karoake myself..." He spoke to himself more than everyone else.
"I don't think Kisame's going to want to be our designated walker, un." Deidara teased, taking a seat by Hidan.
Sakura sighed to herself. This Deidara situation was becoming stickier than she wanted it to be... She knew she needed to stay away from him. The farther she stayed away the better... But why was it becoming so hard to stay away?
If she was with him every second of the day, Sakura knew she wouldn't be able to keep away when he left. It would be far too hard and depressing without him. She'd probably try multiple ways of escaping Konoha and attempt to locate the Akatsuki bases. Or worse - betray her village completely.
She gulped.
Sakura would not become another Itachi.
Then again... It wasn't like she had anyone to kill off from her clan. With her parents being dead, well, murdered, and her being an only child, it would be pretty hard trying to pull an Itachi... And no, she wasn't talking about running around in her underpants.
Plus, Tsunade would be able to track her down and retreave her in a second. She knew Sakura too well. No, if Sakura was to run away she'd never make it. Ever. Not even if she planned it out perfectly...
And there she went again. Thinking of what would happen after the mission... What happened if something happened during the mission? Kami, she'd go suicidal.
So, Sakura put on her best fake smile, like a pro, and plopped her buttox down on the nice, soft cushion.
"Tobi's not old enough to be a designated walker." Sakura chirped in finally, remembering what the topic was again.
"Tobi's not old enough to do shit." Hidan commented, concentrating more on the television program than what Sakura was talking about. Deidara wiggled his nose.
"Tobi's a prick." He spoke silently. Sakura chocked on laughter.
"Deidara! That's not nice! You're cruel!" She squealed in between gasps, playfully hitting him on the shoulder. Deidara rolled his eyes in sarcasm.
"Yeah, I'm a real badass, un."
Hidan nearly cried.
"Oh... Hahahaha... Wow, Deidara...Haha. No you're not." He spoke the last bit very seriously, giving Deidara a harsh look. Deidara smiled nervously in response. Sakura shook her head, sighing a bit too loudly.
"Well what the shit was that about?" Hidan inquired the woman a little too harshly, trying to make the last bit of it sound lighter and more comforting, but failing horribly.
"I'm just... Thinking..." Sakura announced, eyes glued to the floor. Deidara's eyes pricked up.
"About what, un?" He chirped a little too enthusiastically than needed. Hidan cocked an eyebrow. Sakura half-smiled.
"The mission." She replied, looking somewhat depressed.
"What about it..." Hidan questioned, trying to drag more out of the rosette. Sakura looked up.
"I dunno. What's gunna end up happening... If anyone's gunna... Die." Sakura rushed the last part, blushing a little at the stupidity of her own comment.
"Sakura, no one's going to die, un." Deidara spoke calmly, assuring Sakura that everything would end up alright.
"We don't know that..." Sakura said.
"Sakura, we're not going to let anything happen to you, you dumbshit!" Hidan spoke calously. Deidara nodded his head in agreement.
"Yeah, you should know that already, un."
Sakura shook her head.
"I could care less about myself. I meant you guys." She argued, eyebrows narrowing somewhat. Hidan nearly gasped, Deidara's eyes oogled.
"What?!" They bellowed in unision, staring at the woman that sat in between them. Sakura meerly rolled her eyes, until Hidan roared with laughter.
"You care more about a pothead on crack organization than yourself?" He asked in disbelief.
"Yes." Sakura replied simply. Hidan and Deidara looked at each other for a second. They erupted in laughter.
"What?!" Sakura screeched defensively, crossing her skinny arms over her chest.
"Sakura... I think you need to get your head examined, un!"
"Yeah, what the hell have you been smoking and where can I get it?" Hidan asked between chortles of giggles.
"Hidan, drugs are strictly against your religion." Sakura roared angrily, turning away from the two, which was rather hard since they were on opposite sides of her. She decided to merely look ahead of her.
"What the fuck ever. Listen Sakura, you've obviously grown a little too attached to us..." Hidan stated, still laughing along with Deidara.
"Have not!" Sakura argued. She knew who was going to win this disagreement by a long shot.
"Mm..." Deidara grunted in pleasure, knowing who was going to win as well.
"I have not grown attached to you." She retorted.
Sakura knew that she was lying to Hidan, lying to Deidara, but most of all; lying to herself.
"Congratulations, Sakura. You're officially crazy enough to join the Akatsuki." Hidan smirked in sarcasm, grabbing Sakura's hand to shake it. Sakura rolled her eyes.
"In that case, good. I want to leave this goddamn awful village." Sakura spoke in her own defense. Deidara cocked his eyebrows.
"You'd really leave this village, un?" He asked in disbelief. Sakura nodded.
"Leave all your memories of Konoha?"
Sakura nodded.
"Leave Tsunade?"
Sakura hesitated, but nodded.
"Leave your friends?"
Sakura hesistated again, but nodded.
"Leave Naruto, un?"
Sakura thought for a moment, but stayed undecided.
Deidara felt his heart beat slowly and louder than ever before.
'Well, with what's really going on with this mission, she'd never look at the Akatsuki again. At least, except for looking at where our asses were so she could kick them, un.' Deidara thought to himself, outerly grinning in victory. A victory he didn't want to win...
"See, un?" He complied, high fiving Hidan. Sakura frowned.
"I could still visit him." She argued. Hidan looked at Deidara worridly.
"Mmmm..." Deidara spoke, playing with a lock of his hair hastily. Hidan shuffled his feet.
"What?" Sakura asked worridly. Deidara looked uncomfortable.
"I'm hungry, un." He spoke suddenly, walking into the kitchen. Hidan followed shortly after him.
Sakura shrugged to herself.
'They're acting weird... Though who doesn't before a big mission? Eh, they're fine.' Sakura thought to herself, joining Hidan and Deidara in the kitchen. She smiled when she saw Kisame, Itachi and Tobi accompanying them.
"'Morning." Sakura spoke sheepishly, noticing Itachi seemed to be wearing a meer towel. It took a great amount of self-control and self-preservation to keep from looking at his astonishing muscles. What could she say? She was a woman after all. It was only natural to oogle...
Deidara scowled at what Sakura seemed to be blushing at. Then he quickly regained his composure.
They were just... friends, after all. Friends don't get jealous when other friends stare at yet another friend's six packs.
...Right?
Nontheless, Deidara cleared his throat and opened the refridgerator in disgust. Damn Itachi's looks to hell!
He half-heartedly listened on to Sakura, Kisame and Itachi chat about the mission, while Tobi made a comment here and there. It was talk Deidara was accustomed to. He had become a little quiet and shy when Sasori passed...
There it went again. Deidara's heart hitched and he felt his eyes beginning to tear up. Dammit! He was supposed to get over this! Get over it a long time ago, say when it happened? He should have knew it was coming. They were the Akatsuki. They were going to be in danger, they'd always be in danger. People hated them. Feared them. Wanted to bring them down.
Though Deidara couldn't blame them. The Akatsuki did murder countless and destroy a couple of villages here and there. It was natural... The only way to truely end war was to have war, would was somewhat ironic to Deidara. It was like fucking for virginity... It was senseless. But, he would not argue with Leader. It wouldn't be very smart. He'd get his ass kicked out of the Akatsuki and probably killed, or have a fate worse than Orochimaru.
Deidara was really surprised at how Orochimaru had stayed alive for so long. With so many S-class criminals after him, you'd think he would've been taken out by now? He must be strong. Maybe that's why Sasori wanted him killed so badly...
And yet again, tears welled up in Deidara's blue eyes. He was luckily turned away from the others, searching through the contents of the ice box. He disguised a sniffle for a rather obnoxious cough and mentally kicked himself.
"I'll... Be right back, un." Deidara excused himself, rushing towards the bathroom, eyes tearing up even more.
He cursed to himself once the door was closed behind him, tears rolling down his pale, angular face down to his perfectly curved chin.
Why did he become an emotional wreck whenever he thought of his old partner? He shouldn't. Sasori had a partner run away from him and he never cried about it. Why should he? Why should he, Deidara, cry over the loss of a mere... companion? A companion that hadn't even died all too recently, it had been a couple of months now, after all.
It was ridiculous, to Deidara at least. It was the past. It was over with. Death happened. That would never change.
Deidara's breath hitched when he heard a knock at the door.
"What, un?" He spoke quietly, his voice sounding much weaker than intended.
"Dei? It's me..." Sakura replied worridly, hand on the knob. Deidara sighed.
"Come... in..." Deidara responded, head buried in his hands. He didn't know why... but he trusted Sakura. Trusted her enough to see this... side of Deidara. This weak, dependant, depressed side. Pathetic.
Sakura slowly opened the door, it felt like hours to Deidara. Agonizing hours, watching the door slowly creak open, inch after horrifying inch.
Sakura gasped, rushing towards the man immediately.
"Deidara!" She said softly, hugging her housemate who chuckled quietly in response.
"Are you..." Sakura began, but Deidara finished the sentence for her.
"I'm not okay, un..." He spoke jokingly in between sort sniffles and sobs. Sakura's grip tightened on her friend.
"Deidara... Why are you... Sobbing like this?" Sakura inquired, confused. Deidara smiled slightly.
"I'm worse than a girl, un." He joked, sniffing again. Sakura felt her own eyes tearing up.
"No you're not!" She defended him, whiping her own eye. "We all get like this, Dei." Deidara laughed lightly.
"I doubt that."
"Dei!"
"You seriously believe Itachi runs into a bathroom crying his eyes out, un?" Deidara asked with a straight face. Sakura snickered.
"No, since I can't even imagine that. But Dei, I'll be here for you. No matter what. Even if you... Are pmsing or something. You can talk to me, no matter what the situation is. I promise." Sakura said with a smile, holding her pinky out. Deidara chuckled.
"Sakura, that sounds great, but I'm sorry, un. I don't do the pinky promises."
"Shake on it?" She decided, now holding out her right hand. Deidara smiled, grabbing it.
"Deal, un." He agreed.
The two stared in silence for a few blissful moments, until one of them wrapped their arms tenderly around the other. Before they knew it, they were in a warm embrace.
And neither wanted to let go, even if it was against their 'friends only' contract.
There was always friends with benefits, right?
Tralalala... I didn't use any XOXOXOXOXOXO's today :( Those are my faves, lawl. Well I hope you enjoyed!
Once again, sorry 'bout the long wait. I discussed this with Gakaigal, I haven't really been in the writing or reading mood lately. Bleh, I'm in a miny depression or something. I will listen to Baby Got Back till I smile, dammit!
And sowwy if it was all over the place, emotion wise. I wrote it randomly, like a section every four hours, so I dunno how it turned out xD
So yeah... This chappie was a bit rushed. Well, not really. Next chapter they're starting their mission xD Oh lordyyy.
ALSO! I figured my next story will indeed be SasoSaku, but I wont post that for awhile, until after I finish this one. It's gunna be SakuxAkat but mainly SasoSaku. Like REALLY mainly SasoSaku. After than one I might do a sequel to this story? If I set myself up good enough to do one. Otherwise I'll do a oneshot. THEN I'll do a ItaSaku one shot xD I love how I'm brainstorming my future year for you guys :)
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