I do not own twilight...Ok forgive me now...this my first time writing a lemon. My best friend Stine help me write it.

Thank you Stine for helping me out! Love you much mama.

Surprise Questioning

Bella's POV

I was sitting at the table thinking about Edward which was odd. The looks he always gives me and the way he asks when Jasper and I are getting too close. He makes me so uncomfortable Jasper even talked to him about it. Edward always has a pained look on his face as is his heart is breaking very time he sees Jasper and I together.

As I sit here playing with my food I decided that I would ask Jasper a few questions that I was not too sure about. We finally kissed after all this time since I've been out of the hospital. Yes it was the first time we were completely alone. Being in a house full of vampires puts a damper on things.

"Bella, what's wrong you know you can talk to me?"

I cleared my throat I felt a blush creeping its way to the surface of my skin on my face.

"I was wondering why we haven't been intimate."

"Umm…Bella we never have been before."

My mouth formed and "O".

"So that means I'm a virgin?"

He was very hesitant to answer. And is he was human he would be blushing. But he put his head down.

"Yes"

"Well that explains a lot. Don't you ever think about it? With me I mean?"

I blushed a nice scarlet so I looked out the window.

"Don't you love me?"

Jasper sighed.

"Yes, Bella of course I do."

With that I got up and walked over to Jasper and sat in his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He looked into my eyes, as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He was about to speak but I cut him off. I kissed him instead. At first he stiffened and didn't respond. I guess he was scared of the way I was feeling. I wanted him so very much. I needed to show him how much I loved him. I pulled away and looked back into his eyes and pouted.

"Please."

I kissed him again this time he responded to me. His arms came from around my waist and slid up my back and tangles into my hair. His lips were hard and cold against my soft warm lips. It was a different kiss from last nights kiss.

I parted my lips and allowed my tongue to glide along his bottom lip. Then his lips parted and instead of a sweet gentle kiss it was raw and passionate, almost animalistic in nature. His tongue was in my mouth demanding dominance over mine. And he pulled me closer.

He pulled away so I could breathe. His eyes were black and filled with lust. He almost looked like he was going to eat me. I have never seen that look on his face before it kind of scared me but at the same time it turned me on.

Breathing heavily he growled at me and proceeded to kiss me again. In an instant we were on the bed. With him hovering over me he took a deep breath.

"Are you sure you want this?"

"Yes" I said almost breathless.

Jasper kissed me deeply. His tongue slid into my mouth and played a sensual dance with mine. I could feel pressure build between my legs. As he touched me, I arched into his hand craving the contact. I wanted to feel more skin to skin.

I felt a wave of lust course through me. I smile as Jasper stopped to look at me. He grabbed the hem of my shirt and ripped it off of me. Sending a jolt of passion straight to my already aching crotch.

I tangled my fingers in his hair as I felt his cold lips trail kisses down my chest and stomach to the top of my jeans. I tugged at his shirt trying to pull it off. He looked up at me, with a devilish smile. He sat up and ripped his own shirt off. I sat up and ran my hands up and down his rock hard chest.

I kissed and licked my way down to the top of his jeans. I unbutton them and with a movement I didn't see and his jeans and boxers was completely off. There he stood with all his glory. I bit my bottom lip in anticipation.

"Are you fond of those?"

Pointing to my jeans I couldn't find my voice to speak. I could only nodded my head yes. And he gave me a wicked evil smile. Which was very sexy?

"Sorry."

The sound of my favorite pair of jeans being ripped off my body sent a shiver down my spine and I thought to myself

"They can be replaced I really didn't like them anyway."

"WAIT."

As I scurried away before my bra and panties joined the pile of rags that Jasper and I used to call clothes. I unhooked my bra slowly letting it fall off my shoulders, and I pulled my panties off. Jasper looked at me hungrily. Another wicked smile crossed his lips.

I started to blush and looked away.

"Bella," He growled. "Look at me."

As I looked at him. Jasper crawled from the foot of the bed up to my body. As he did this he looked like an animal wanting to devour me. I lie on my back and spread my legs opened, inviting him to my center, aching for him to take me and claim me as his.

Jasper stopped moving at my waist, never breaking eye contact. I was going to ask what was wrong, when he slowly lowered his head and licked my stomach, placing slow kisses and nips around my belly button, hips and my thighs. The sensation he was causing me was intense, make my heart race and my body shake. Every nibble on my thighs made me ache with desire.

Every inch he moved closer to my center excruciatingly slow He was driving me wild.

I closed my eyes, waiting for the next glorious sensation, when he stopped.

"Bella."

I opened my eyes and looked at him, and I stopped breathing. He was perched above my opening, breathing on my skin. His cold breath made me squirm.

"Don't close your eyes. Look at me."

I nodded, wondering how I was going to do that as I watched him lower his head and swipe his tongue across my center, sending a tingling tickle sensation through me. His eyes never left mine as he tasted me from my opening to my clit alternating his amazing mouth between licks, nibbles and sucking. He inserted one and then two fingers into me, crooking them in a "come-heather" motion as he latched on to my clit and sucked hard.

I saw stars as I orgasm, hard screaming his name as the waves of pleasure washed over me. I was panting trying to catch my breath. I had never experienced that before it was amazing.

As he began sitting up he gave me the same wick evil smile licking his lips.

"Did you enjoy that?"

I was panting so hard it was I was barely able to find my voice.

"Yes."

"Tell me what you want now, Bella."

"Take me Jasper I need to feel you inside me."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes please don't make me beg."

Jasper crawled all the way up to me and kissed me. I could feel his erection on my thigh. I already knew that it may heart. Sliding my hand down his chest to his waist and placed my hand on his very hard member. I rubbed the whole length I thought.

"OH MY GOD THAT'S GOING INSIDE ME? What was I thinking?"

Jasper definitely felt how scared I got and stopped.

"Bella, we can stop I know your scared."

"No, I really want you please."

Jasper placed his hard member at my entrance and began kissing my lips. I moaned into his mouth. He trailed kissed down my jaw to my neck and licked. I knew he wanted to taste of something else. I trusted Jasper.

"It's ok if you bite me. I know you won't lose control."

"I don't want to turn you, not yet. One thing at a time. Ok."

Next thing I knew it Jasper pushed him self inside of me. I bit his shoulder and he growled. I knew it hurt me more then anything else but I didn't know what else to do I didn't want to scream out of pain.

"Are you ok?"

"Yes." I managed to squeak out. "Just give me a minute."

After a couple of minutes.

"Ok."

I adjusted to his size and he slowly pushed deeper inside my. I dragged my nails across his back and he made a feral growl. He pulled back out only to thrust inside of me again. Jasper started to pound into me. I screamed his name. My god it felt amazing. His rhythm picked up and he pulled my leg up to hitch it around his hip, making his member go deeper inside of me. Ht hit a very sensitive spot! I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like my whole body was on fire. The fire was getting hotter.

"Oh, Jasper you feel it don't you?"

"Yes" he growled.

"Please harder!"

His thrust was harder and faster but not enough to case me harm. I wanted to scream. I closed my eyes. But it was another face I saw. Edward? Hold me in bed. Me lying on his chest. I opened my eyes and saw Jasper.

"I love you."

I panted out. My breathing was erratic. I was going to explode.

"Cum with me Jasper."

"Yes." He said in a breathy moan.

Finally I began to shake and the fire in me exploded as Jasper grunted out

"BELLA, I love you!"

I closed my eyes feeling myself cum do hard. I felt Jasper's cold seed spill into me and felt him bit me. The smallest pain shot through me intensifying my orgasm.

Edwards face danced across my closed eyes.

"OH GOD EDWARD!"

Escaped my lips and I screamed

"JASPER LET GO!"

My eyes flew open and went wide as I realized what happened. I was supposed to be Edward's not Jasper's. In that moment Jasper was off of me and at the foot of the bed. I scrambled off the bed grabbing the blanket that was on the floor, trying to cover myself.

Jasper was looking at me in shock, I screamed at him.

"WHERE'S EDWARD! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!

Jasper looked at me with hurt eyes.

"You wanted me. To have you."

He walked towards me with his hands palms up in front of him.

"Bella its ok we are in a hotel in Seattle. You… I mean we decided to get away from everyone for a few days."

"WHAT?!"

"No one but you and I are here. Edward is with Alice back home."

The realization came to me. Jasper and I shared something I never felt before. I was scared. I was backing away from him. Jasper kept coming towards me. I started crying. Knowing what we've done.

It will kill Edward and Alice. I finally hit the wall behind me when I felt a sharp pain on the right side of my neck. I fell to the floor grabbing my beck I pulled my hand away and saw blood.

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?! I…"

Before I could finish he was in front of me. Pulling me close, I was scared. He almost killed me last time he smelled my blood. I tired pushing him away but it didn't work. He looked into my eyes.

"I know you're scared please. You've trusted me this much with your life just trust me a little longer."

With that Jasper bent his head down and I felt his lips on my neck. My eyes closed and rolled back in my head. He sucked on my neck it only felt like less then a minute.

I moaned WAIT! WHAT! I moaned?

It felt so good. The he stopped. I opened my eyes and he was looking into them. He had smirk on his face.

"I told you I wouldn't turn you. I love you Isabella Swan."

I felt my heart beating against my ribs as he hugged me.

"I'm going to have you go to sleep now and when you wake up we will leave and go back home. I won't kill you "

I felt a calm come over me I didn't fight it. I embraced it, and fell into a deep sleep.

Note!

And I was going to stop at "JASPER LET GO." But I decided not to it was killing me LOL

OK I know you have a question about her freaking out. It was like she was in a fog after hre accident on top of her memories flipping that makes any sense. LOL Any questions I will answer them.