I put new clothes that I found in the rubble on Thresh so that you can't see his wounds. We dry up the blood that is all over him. When we are done, something is missing. I put the knife I found in his hand. We put the other arm up like he is saluting.
Please forgive me, mom. Please forgive me, dad. Please forgive me, Thresh's parents. Please, I didn't mean to. Please.
His body is taken. The knife falls from his hand. That does it. I begin crying. He couldn't even be taken with a weapon. I don't want it. I throw the knife as hard as I can.
I look up. Katniss starts crying. She points up at the sky. All I hear is "revoked". No! NO! We both can't win! They did this so that we would have to battle! I hate the capitol! I won't kill Katniss. She saved my life. Then, I remember her saying "I'll let you win of it's just you and me". And then I watch in horror as Katniss throws herself in front of the knife.
"I love you." Are the last words she says. She's only alive long enough to hear me say "I love you, too."
This isn't fair! She saved me 2 times, and now I killed her? What is wrong with me? I'm a devil! I've been possessed! I did exactly what the capitol wanted! WHY?