A/N:

So sorry for not updating but you know how it is school, home work and projects. This shows more of Elena with her diary because in the show they barely show any diaries even though its name is The Vampire Diaries.

NIGHT FALL

Previously

"Can you pass me that napkin?"

"Why?"

"Because I'm bleeding" I held up my hand that was cut. His face turned pale. I couldn't explain it, these veins grew underneath his. He quickly turned around.

"Stefan, what's wrong" I put my hand on his shoulder. I tried to look at his face but he kept turning around. He fast walked forward and left me standing there bleeding. I felt a tear come down my cheek. What was he? I saw what happened to his face. He couldn't deny it. I saw everything from his eyes getting red and the veins growing underneath his eyes. I wonder what he is. What is he afraid to tell me? I have to find out.

OMG!

-Stefan's POV-

She wanted know. I almost exposed myself. I don't want her to know that monsters existed but I want to tell her but revealing all these secrets could become way too dangerous. I can't tell her the truth.

I heard a creek. I ran to the door. It was just Damon.

"What do you want Damon" I asked.

"Nothing, I was just at an All you can eat buffet" He said

I sighed.

-Elena's POV-

What is he hiding? What could be so bad for me to know? I'm so sick of all these secrets! I'll have to do some research. I got in my car and went home. I finally arrived home and noticed Jeremy still awake.

"Goodnight Jer" I said.

. "Night, Elena" He replied. I crawled into bed. I looked at my dresser; my diary was right on top.

"DEAR DIARY,

Stefan Salvatore the one I can't get out of my head. He's charming and handsome just like Damon his older brother. I don't know what else to say I'm speechless of what he is hiding. I'm tired.

Goodnight

Elena Gilbert

THE NEXT MORNING

AT SCHOOL

"Elena! Over hereeeeee!"

"Oh Caroline, Hi, uhh… how are you?"

"Fine, I just thought that you and I could go… shopping?"

"Sure but I thought you hated me, I mean that is why you slapped me?"

"To be honest, I never hated you, I envied you"

"You envied me? But why?"

"Well because you had it all, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect life, you are popular, beautiful and everybody likes you"

"Caroline, I thought you didn't like me because well just because"

"I'm sorry Elena"

"It okay Caroline?" I said unsure.

"Well do you still want to go shopping though?"

"Umm…. Sure Caroline see you after school"

"Okay" Caroline walked away. I walked into class. But Stefan wasn't there

BING! My cell phone dinged.

It was a text from Bonnie

HEY SEXYY!

WHERE ARE YOU

-B

I quickly texted her back

HEY BON BON

WHERE R U? IM IN CLASS RIGHT NOW?

-E

BING!

ALRIGHT THEN SEE YOU IN 5

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-B

I smiled at her last text. She makes me smile when I'm in a bad mood.

AFTER SCHOOL

"Hello Caroline" She smiled.

"Okay you ready, my car or yours?"

"Either." I shrugged.

"Okay then we'll take mine then" I smiled. What was up with Caroline seriously, she was being…. Nice? Which was weird for her. We got in her pink convertible.

"So why are you being nice to me?"

"I… well because I want a fresh start, I noticed why am I being so mean to everybody. I want to learn to just be happy, you know?" I nodded. I wonder in she has a trick up here sleeve.

"So Elena" She looked at me with a serious face.

"Yea?" I asked curiously

"Would you want to come to a dinner at my new boyfriend's house?"

"Umm… sure? Who's your boyfriend?"

"He is so hot. His name is Damon."

"As in Damon Salvatore?"

"Yes. What jealous , because I got the other brother?" She said flipping the long auburn hair.

"Not really." I said. She just shrugged. The rest of the trip was just me sitting on a chair watching Caroline try on outfits and me repeating over and over again "That's so cute!"

I was so bored then finally I went home, I felt so happy that it was finally over. I did want to be friends with Caroline but every time I was with her I got bored, because we had nothing to talk about of course.

Dear Diary

I spent the day with Caroline. It was…. To be honest it sucked. I can't lie to you diary. I feel you're the only thing I can confine in. Well good night .

Elena Gilbert

OMGGGG! THANKS FOR KEEPING OUT WITH ME! I FREAKING LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

KKAY

LOVE YOU

TWIandVDLUVER13

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