Hi sorry for not posting any new chapters for a few weeks, my laptop broke and had to be sent off to be fixed.
thankfully its finally fixed now, so I will continue the story.
enjoy :-)
"Well what would you like to do now Mr Grey?" I smile at him once my breathing had steadied, my fingers absentmindedly playing with his hair again.
"Well I was very much enjoying what we were doing Miss Steele." He grins raising his eyebrows up and down. I laugh at his playfulness and give him a quick kiss on the lips.
"Hmmmm." Christian moans pleasantly, "Well if you're up to it, we could go to my parents for dinner. Save me from getting moaned at later by Mia." He suggests, "my mum is working today, so it'll be my dad cooking. Which means BBQ." He laughs carefreely at the thought of his family and it makes my chest swell with that unknown feeling again.
"OK, but I need to change first." I say as I look down at my jeans and t-shirt. Christian looks up and down my body.
"You look good to me." He smiles at me. I roll my eyes at him. "That's sweet. Not true, but sweet." I gently give him a quick kiss and climb off his lap and stand up. My watch buzzes at me. I grab my medication out of my hospital bag and head to the kitchen for a glass of water. I just finished taking my medication when Christian joins me with a worried look on his face.
" I'm fine. It's just time for my meds." I smile at him as he puts his hands on my waist. His thumb skims over where my stitches are under my t-shirt. I place my hands on his chest bringing him back from where ever his thoughts had taken him. He smiles lovingly at me and gently kisses me on the lips.
"I'm going to leave you to get ready. I'll be back in an hour." Christian says. I smile and nod at him. He gently cups my face with one hand and kisses me slowly. His other hand on the small of my back pulling me closer to him.
"Hmmmm, or I could stay and we just do more of this." Christian breathes as he pulls out of the kiss. I laugh and roll my eyes at him.
"Laters baby." Christian smiles, gives me a quick kiss on the lips then heads for the door. I watch him leave before I head to the room that'll be mine.
I jump in the shower and quickly go through the routine to make myself feel more human after being in hospital. I'm nervous about meeting his family, as Kate had told me they were all there when the incident at the restaurant happened. What will they think of me? His mum seemed nice at the hospital, but I wasn't dating her son then. I sigh and close my eyes as I turn my face upwards into the stream of the shower, letting the water wash away my nerves.
*Flashback! *
I'm in the shower, the waters nice
and warm hitting my face.
The shower door opens surprising me.
I spin around to see Jack walks in. What's he doing?
We have only been going out 2 months.
He seems sweet. He smiles at me but there's
something off with it.
"Jack what are you doing?"
He doesn't answer he just pushes me against
the wall of the shower and starts kissing me
fiercely as his hands snake all over my body.
My stomach jolts at the ferociousness of his attack.
"Jack!" I manage to say as I break the kiss.
"Stop! Jack!" I say as I try to get him off me.
I manage to push him off and I feel relieved for a second.
Jack grabs my hair and pulls, spinning me around and
pushing me face first back into the wall.
"AH! JACK! STOP! PLEASE!" I scream so scared.
What is happening? Where is this coming from?
He's always been so nice. I mean he gets jealous very easily,
Which upsets him but nothing like this.
"Come on babe, you know you want it…You want to make me happy, don't you?"
He says slimily as he spreads my legs and forces himself on me.
I gasp and steady myself with the wall. I can't stay in here, I quickly turn the shower off and get out. I wrap a towel around me and rush out of the bathroom. I feel light headed so I sit on the edge of the bed trying to slow my breathing. What the hell just happened? I wasn't asleep this time, so I know it wasn't a dream; or should I say nightmare. I feel dirty and sick. I just want to hide away from the world. I curl up in a ball on the bed. Why did I have to remember that?