Fangirls: Declassified

Freyris

A/n: This sucks. School is about to start. My classes are going to start on wednesday and I don't know if I can have enough time to update like I usually do every week. I mean I had Summer class while making this fic but my subjects back in summer class were easy however this start of the semester I have to deal with loads of subject so don't be surprise if I do go missing. D; I am really sorry guys BUUUT don't fret I will finish this fic and will not abandon it. If you guys notice I've been making ONESHOTs lately so I guess that can reassure you I am not running low on ideas and leave this fic unfinished. AND BY THE WAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REVIEEEWS. I love you guys really. I would be really happy if this fic hits at least a 100 reviews before my birthdaaaay~ (which is just around the corner weee)

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14. Your idols in deep shit.

They say careers can end in a snap of a finger or even in a blink of an eye. Especially when they end because they were careless about their work and private life. Just like in the game of cards. You stake everything in it and the cards you play depend on how long you can last in the game.

Rau Le Crueset, PLANTS Entertainment Agency, Director throws the magazine on his desk as four young man fell in line infront of him followed by their distressed manager, Mwu La Flagga.

"WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN FOOLS DOING?" Rau yelled on top of his lungs. "I can't believe you guys pulled out a stunt like this!" He said dabbing his finger on the mangazine where Dearka and Athrun's picture were. "what were you boys thinking?"

The four idols remained quiet and didn't dare to speak a word while Rau continued screaming on top of his lungs obviously still fuming in rage. In all honesty , they were afraid of their Director.

"Elsman, Yamato, better speak up or this will be the end of your career!" He hollered with a hint of threat at the three mentioned members.

"Rau, isn't that too harsh?" Mwu asked trying to step in, attempting to calm the enraged blonde director.

"I am serious La Flagga! They know the rules, our rules yet look at what they've done!" He looks at Mwu for a brief second then back at the clammed up boys."Dearka, if what this article says is true I want you to break up with this girl"

"WHAT!"Dearka eyes grew wide as he finally spoke, looking at Rau for the first time after they had entered the room.

"Break up with this little girl Elsman. It wouldn't do you any good" Rau commanded "You aswell, Athrun and Kira! Whatever relationship you have with these girls I want you three to break it, cut it, sever all the connections you have with them! This is for your own good."

"Director, I can't do that!" The younger blonded protested. Athrun and Kira remained quiet. Yzak was just as silent as the two were as they observed Dearka protesting.

Rau's patience was going thin, Mwu could see that but Dearka still pressed on his protests against their Directors orders.

"It's true, we're going out but I have no intentions of breaking up with her. "Dearka raised his voice louder and clearer now "I don't want to hurt her feelings and I love her Mr. Le Creuset!"

The light blonde director slammed his fist on the table loudly making the remaining three members wince. "You fool! What is one girl versus a million others feelings? Do you realize what the fans will say? She's just all those other girls madly inlove with you because you are someone famous!"

Dearka snapped. He gritted his teeth in anger. He wanted to punch his superior but tried to control himself "No, Miriallia isn't the same as those fans. She isn't like any other girl. She's different! She loves me for me as a person not an idol and I love her! I don't care what you say or what others will say! The hell with them. I won't leave her!"

Mwu observed Dearka for a second. Man he was hit hard.

"Dearka, you choose."Their blonde director massaged his throbbing temple." Her or your career?" Rau looked at him as if he wanted to strangle him or something.

"Director, why can't we have both our private life and our career!" Lead Guitarist, Athrun Zala finally spoke. "I don't see why we can't have both"

Their fidgeting manager was about to answer him when Rau finally spoke again "Athrun, Athrun, Athrun" He walked towards the side of his desk and watch his 4 talents: Dearka shaking in anger, Athrun looking at him waiting for an answer, Kira and Yzak standing quietly behind them. "Do you think a man in a relationship would last in the show biz when million and millions of girls want him for themselves? Do you think a man in a relationship wouldn't encounter problems with the girl he loves because he had another affair with a girl lingering near her man? Do you think...a single bachelor,a young man such as yourselves would be better off staying single for the fans?" Rau dropped a frown and glared at them "Show business and Entertainment are different. It's all about the sales, fame, popularity and providing entertainment services to people boys there is no room for such as relationship."

The young blonde drummer was really getting furious now. "I still refuse. If its all business then let me do the honors of dismissing myself from this agency." He glared at Rau.

"Dearka!"Athrun, Kira, Yzak yelled in chorus. Dearka was dead serious alright. His remaining three groupmates threw him a mixture of a confused and shocked faces. He could only throw a small smirk back at them.

"Sorry guys. I won't let my star pass me by when she's right infront of me and within my grasp now"Dearka grinned before walking out of the room with his hands behind his head. "I'm long overdue for this single crap, Ciao!"

"Wait a minute Dearka! Get your sorry ass back here mister!" Mwu yelled but it was too late Dearka was gone.

Rau sighs and scrutinize his 3 remaining talents in his offce "So do you have plans on following your group mates footsteps?"

Athrun cleared his throat and looked at his Director "Can I say one thing then? I can't promise not to fall for anyone but I will try my best to keep away from her.

"Athrun Zala. Can't you understand what I'm saying? Relationship will just bring you down." Rau pat his shoulder and glanced at Kira and Yzak who were both silent throughout his sermon. "Am I right Yamato. Everything's looking good with that model but your current image will bring you and her down at this rate."

"Director I..." Kira looked up at him when Mwu walked infront of his talents.

"Rau!" Mwu looked at his friend slash Director in disbelief "That's enough, Let me deal with them"

But Rau paid no heed to Mwu and continued "Of course that goes to Yzak as well. I've been hearing a lot about this little fanclub of yours with Miss Hahnenfuss. And it has really truly been entertaining the fans but..."

Yzak watch him as Rau walked back and sat on his seat again and leaned back clasping his hands together as his elbows rested on the armrest"I still don't like it"

"Rau, you can't control the lives of these kids"

"They signed up for this Mwu!The moment they started performing on stage they were married to it and the fans."

The remaining members looked their director. They never saw him this...this furious, strange, and so much hate with regards to relationship. They thought Rau was a light,composed, calm and carefree person who goes by the flow and always had this unwavering smile on his face but they were wrong. The smile was replaced with a frown, a terrible one.

"You may go now..."He dismisses everyone in his room and sighs heavily.

Mwu glances at Rau for a few seconds as he pushed Kira, Athrun and Yzak out of the room. Leaving him and Rau alone. "You can't be serious in dismissing Dearka are you?"

"I don't know. He was the one who said he wanted to now did he" Rau shrugged his shoulder looking like he didn't care for the young drummer. "You do fully understand what relationship can do with a career am I right Mr. Hawk of Endymion"

"You don't have to bring out the past Rau" Mwu groaned and sat across on the couch across Rau.

Sahib cleared his throat as the game two of his staffs were playing started to irk him to the highest level. They weren't like this previously when they had their first shoot. Now that Athrun's agency had agreed to let him continue to model for the toothpaste, they had a couple of shoots lined up for him because the marketing and advertising department of the product company wanted to make sure Athrun and their product looked well and very much presentable to the public. Usually, his assistant producer would tell Athrun what to do, assist him and laugh around with him but something was a little off right now since someone else was doing the job, him.

The concerned Director-Producer announced a break and approached the tired model. He shoved a cold can of orange juice on his cheeks and sat beside him. "Hey"

Athrun felt a cold metal object press on his warm cheeks and jerked a little. His hopes suddenly jumped out hoping to see a blonde but it was only their old man Prod, Sahib. "Ah, thanks Prod" he sighed heavily.

Sahib observed him as he drank his juice with one gulp. "Why the long face there boy?" he nudge him lightly by the shoulder.

"Huh?" Athrun smiled a little "Oh nothing Prod just a little tired, you know"

His Producer arched a brow and shook his head. There is no doubt something was troubling him. Call him a prying producer but he didn't want anyone getting bummed over something while at work. "Not see-ing much of her today are we?"

The midnight haired model looked at him confused. "What do you mean?"

"Cagalli" He replied talking straight to the point. He didn't want to play dumb because everything was obvious. Both him and her. " She hasn't come by this area today nor the past few days. She's usually behind the camera taking over my job in directing but she's talking to the advertising managers instead of me now" Sahib chuckled "Looks to me she's avoiding you. Really, you kids are something" For a second Sahib sounded more amused than worried.

"You have sharp eyes Prod" the young model mumbled with his head titled on the ground. "It's my fault I guess?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm trying to avoid her or get to close to her lately"

Cagalli looked at the other end of the studio and found Sahib and Athrun talking to each other. She turned her head away and sighed as she collected a few of her papers and her clipboard.

"Anything left for me to do?" She asks a production staff but there was nothing much left than the shoot itself. Retreating to the lounge she slumped on the table and stared at the blank wall. Just when she was trying to be honest to herself for once, He avoids her. She wasn't stupid. If there was one thing she was really really good at. It was reading people. He was avoiding her.

"Morning Athrun" She chirped behind him in attempt to scare him but Athrun could only nod without looking at her and walk away from her.

A series of other things happend: Just when she was about to approach him to give him a heads up of what's next he stands up and excuses himself from the staffs and disappears for a few minutes. Soon he was giving her cold shoulders and Cagalli finally decided to give up. She didn't want to make a scene even if she was already starting to get really pissed off at Athrun Zala.

She was aware Athrun and the whole group were featured in the headlines of the Show Business section on the newspapers a few days ago. Who wouldn't miss it. It was and it is still a pretty hot topic :SEEDs Members dating and playing around with girls, Who are lucky girls a famous idol band are dating, Drummer, Guitarist and Lead Voalist of SEED caught in the act. etc. The first day she saw the news she almost flipped because not only her face was almost exposed but also her house. The only thing she was glad that day was Miriallia wasn't shoving the newspaper on her face.

Cagalli was aware that they might loose their careers if more issues like what happened earlier would repeat itself again. But can't that wait outside work? He can play all his little I-don't-know-you charades outside work because right now at work everyone talks to everyone. He's making things more suspicious with the way he acts towards her at the moment. To make things worst she started play along his game as well. Avoid Athrun Zala as much as possible.

She messed her blonde hair in frustration and rested her head on the table. "Why am I acting so frustrated" She groans. She mentally noted to herself she had to contact her friends regarding the issue as well. They all know who's who anyway and they need to talk about it. The sooner the better.

"Baah, Forget all those crazy rumors sheesh" DJ Housenka giggled as she blew off all the forming rumors with a small laugh and proceeded with her show "So for today's guest it's as always...Yzak Joule!" Shiho hit the applauding sound effects which earned her a grunt from him "Oh my, Someone's in a grumpy mood today huh?" She smirked "How about we lighten that mood up with a song! Come on grumpy how about a grin!"

Within a few seconds a song started playing and Shiho removed her headset "Sick are you Joule?" She raised a brow looking at the young man across her.

"Shut up Housenka!" Yzak crossed his arms on his chest and started to drown himself in his thought.

"What's the matter with yo-"

"Um..Shiho" Nicol, the young green haired booth technician popped his head in the booth, interupting her before she started yelling at Yzak again and waved a piece of paper "It's for the both of you"

"What's that?" Shiho stood up and approached Nicol who had a sadden expression painted across his face. "Not a good news I suppose" He mumbled as he handed it over to her and retreat back from the booth.

"Joule is this why you're acting strange today?" Shiho's hands slightly trembled as she finish reading the not and looked up to her co host with widened eyes.

Yzak looked at Shiho Hahnenfuss bewildered and at the piece of paper in her hand. "What?" He pushed himself from his seat and grabbed the piece of paper in her hands. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!"

A withdrawl request.

Yzak Joule is to be withdrawed from DJ Housenka's radio show effective today.

Looks like Rau isn't fooling around this time.

"So what? It's all going back to how it used to be?" Shiho lowered her head and her hands slowly dropped to her side. Yzak felt a pang of guilt for his co-host. He might not be a regular host who was in the booth everyday but his weekly appearance through almost a year felt like he was a regular. He may meet Shiho only once a week but no matter how much he denied it he enjoyed arguing with her and he felt he grew closer to her. He enjoyed his time with DJ Housenka and her music. Yzak, despite always being ill tempered and like a time bomb who was always exploding, He was really a good guy even if he may not seem like it at first glance. His hands reached out for the brunette's shoulder and pulled her into a hug. "Sorry...It's our fault"

Shiho buried her face on his chest as she leaned at him for comfort. Yzak only recieved a muffled voice and followed by a sob

Dearka leaned on his seat and sighed. What will happen to him? To his friends? To his career? He wondered. He hasn't shown up to any of the members or to Mwu the day the news come out. Mwu had tried to contact him several times but he had ignored his manager and went off on his own with Miriallia.

"Dearka?" a voice called from inside the room.

"At the balcony Milly" He answered back his eyes still fixated at the sky and within seconds Miriallia was standing beside him

"Worried about them?"she asked.

The blonde could only sigh and nod his head."I should have been more careful"

Miriallia patted his shoulder lightly and sat beside him on the small bench. "You really didn't have to turn your back at the group and the agency for me you know."

Dearka looked at Miriallia his purple eyes widened "B-but Mi-"

She placed a finger on his lips, shushing him "Your work is important. Your work should come first and I only come in second right now."she looked up at the sky as well "hmm, well maybe third since you have your family too" She lightly laughed.

He held her hand tightly and sighed "Sorry to put you through something like this"

The brunette photographer snorted and pinched his cheeks "You better be" She kidded "But You know I've been through worst I knew things would turn up like this sooner or later but you and I risked everything now just to be with each other" She smiled.

Very well said. Dearka couldn't agree more and kiss her forehead. He was really willing to quite everything and start a normal life with Miriallia. He didn't want to let go because he was afraid he might loose her. For now she tops in her priority list. That was what was going on Dearka Elsman's mind "We better check out of the hotel now it's almost time anyway"

"Yeah"

Dearka knew he had to fix a few more things before they can settle in peace.

The young brunette vocalist closed his eyes and thought hard. A few days of reflecting made him realized things. Namely, the whole rule Rau has been imposing on them and their personal lives. why do they have to deal with this kind of stupid rule anyway? It was stupid beyond doubt. It was just like against the human rights and freedom. Everyone deserves to be happy regardlesss of who and what kind of person he is. That is what he believes.

He had just finished composing a letter on his laptop and looked up to find his P.A standing on the door looking stressed than the usual.

"Kira?" Arnold glanced at him and sighed "I heard from DaCosta that Lacus' managment have their side covered. And will deliver a final announcement regarding the pictures and rumors tomorrow. What about you?"

"I have to talk to the others first."Kira pulled out a paper from the printer and held it on his hand. "It's either we make or break now"

Arnold Neuman's eyes narrowed. "What do you mean?"

"You'll see." Kira grinned as he started calling his band mates up on the phone.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you. SEEDs fan are mourning right now"

"Huh? WHAAAT?"

Sooo, I probably left some questions forming in your mind right now. About Mwu and Rau's past (which probably you guys might have an idea), where was Miriallia and Dearka LOOL, what is Kira up to and so is Lacus' management and a few more others. As for this chapter I just wanted to show how the management in an idols life act when they deal with these kind of situations. Though I'm pretty sure not all are like this but yeah...:s the rules suck bigtime.

Again, Please send me reviews and love guys tell me what you guys think of this chapter. I apologize for typos, grammatical errors because I am editing this at like 2:30am right now LOL . /heartspams

See you guys Next Chapter!

Freyris