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I had only been crying for ten minutes when I heard someone knock on my door. I wasn't in the mood to talk right now.

"Go away!" I wailed.

"It is me," I heard Alice's voice call out from the other side of the door.

"I really don't want to talk now," I said in between sobs.

"Please, Bella. I can help," Alice promised.

"Fine," I groaned, giving in.

The door opened slightly and Alice squeezed in. She closed the door right behind her. She walked over to my bed where I was laying and wrapped her small arms around me.

"Tell me everything," She said softly.

I took minute to slow down by breathing before telling her. I told Alice the whole story from going to the house all the way up to the phone call. Alice hugged me tightly when I was done.

She grabbed my hand and furrowed her eyebrows. "Where is it?" Alice asked.

I looked over at the dresser. "I put it in there. I didn't want Charlie to realize I still had," I explained then sighed.

"Oh," Alice said with a small nod.

"You said you could help?" I asked hopefully.

"Yep." Alice reached into her pocket and pulled out her pink phone. She placed it next to me on the bed with and with a sympathetic smile she left the room.

I picked up the phone and started dialing the numbers. I was at the fifth number before I stopped. What if he doesn't forgive me. The thought made me set the phone in my lap.

What if he won't talk to me? What if I can't fix this?

I started arguing with myself in my head.

But he loves me.

I hurt him though. I heard it in his voice.

Quit being stupid. Just call him.

I don't think I could handle it if he didn't believe me.

I'm being selfish now. I hurt him. So what if I get hurt? I might be able to fix this.

I groaned and laid back on the bed, realizing I was now talking to myself.

"Alice!" I cried.

She appeared in the doorway in a few seconds. "What?" She asked confused.

"What if he doesn't forgive me?" I asked.

Alice rolled her eyes at me. "Call him now," She said then left.

I picked up the phone and dialed the numbers again. This time I managed to type in the entire number. I waited for him to pick up, my heart increasing tempo with each ring.

"Hello?" I heard Edward answer.

"I'mso,so,so,so,sosorryEdward. Ididn'tmeananyofit," I rambled even to fast for myself to completely understand.

"Bella? What?" Edward asked.

"I said I was sorry," I said, clearly this time.

"Wh-what do you mean?"

I breathed in heavily before continuing. "I sorry for hurting you. Charlie made me call you and say those things. I didn't mean any of those things. I still love you and want to be with you. But I understand if you don't want to-"

Edward stopped me. "Of course, I want to be with you, Bella. I love you so much."

I let out a sigh of relief. "So you aren't mad?" I was still a little worried.

"Why would I be mad?"

"I don't know," I mumbled lamely.

"I love you, Bella. Don't ever doubt that," Edward promised.

"I love you too," I said with a small smile even though I knew no one could see me. "So, what do we do now?"

It was silent on the other end and I knew Edward was thinking. "I guess we are back to how things were?"

"I guess so."

I then heard footsteps coming up the stairs.

"I have to go," I whispered, "Bye."

"Bye, Bella," Edward said before I hung up.

I looked around frantically for somewhere to put the phone when I heard the footsteps coming toward my door. I ended up sitting down on it as the door opened. It was Rosalie.

"Hey," She said from the door.

"Hi," I replied.

Rosalie walked into the room and sat down next to me on the bed. I made sure the phone was well hidden. She stared at me for a second before looking down and sighing.

"How much did you hear?" I asked.

"Just that you've been secretly dating Edward Masen. I also heard Charlie yell something about a phone call and Florida," Rosalie said.

"He made me break up with him and he threatened to send me to live in Florida with Renee if I didn't," I explained.

"You look better," Rosalie commented.

I shrugged my shoulders.

She sighed. "You told Alice?" I nodded. "Why didn't you tell me?"

I bit my lip. "Alice is better with secrets. Plus, she kind of helped me figure out who he was... in a way."

"So she has known all this time?" I could hear her getting angrier.

"Yes, but she was there when I first met him," I told her.

"You could have told me," Rosalie said.

"Rosalie," I sighed. "I'm sorry okay?

"Whatever," She mumbled. "Hey, but I guess it is a good thing you broke up with him."

"What?!" I asked shocked.

"Well, now you can find someone better," Rosalie said like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Someone that doesn't make you lie."

"First of all, there is no one better for me than Edward," I was angry now, "And secondly, he didn't make me lie."

"You do what I mean." Rosalie rolled her eyes, "But like I was saying you can date a new guy. Oh! Remember... what was his name... James."

I couldn't believe this! Was she serious?

"No, Rosalie. I'm not going to date someone new," I said trying to control my temper, "And James? Seriously? You wouldn't say that if you knew what kind of guy he is."

"What kind of guy is he, Bella?!" Rosalie yelled, getting up. "Or is it a secret? I'm guessing Alice knows then!"

I opened my mouth to argue with her but had to shut it. She was right about Alice knowing.

Rosalie threw up her arms and laughed without humor. "It is a secret! Oh that is just great, Bella. I'm leaving now, but don't worry. I'll be sure to get Alice for you so you to can share all your secrets. Don't bother telling me though!"

Rosalie left the room, slamming the door behind her. I threw myself back onto my bed and shouted out in frustration as soon as the door closed.

Why couldn't things go right for just five minutes?

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