Cassidy's POV
Connor had charged at me with his gun in one hand and with his free hand he cupped my face and took hold of my jaw and kissed me. I was shocked at what was happening as Connor's lips were pressed against mine, but I wasn't fighting him I was frozen and couldn't move but a part of my brain was screaming 'finally'. When I realized what was happening and regained control of my body again I tried to push Connor away but as soon as he was pushed back he came right at me again and I was lost once again in the bliss of it all and reached my hand up to hold his face similar to the way he was holding mine. My instincts finally took over and I shoved Connor back with all my might and glared at him.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing!" I screamed and he stood there eyeing me and I suddenly felt very exposed even though I was completely clothed. The look on his face was driving me crazy and all I could do was stand there, I wanted to kill him I wanted to run out the door, but a tiny part of my brain wanted to run towards him and pick up where we left off. Suddenly I was aware that Connor was slowly walking towards me not taking his eyes off mine, instinctively I glanced away at the awkward eye contact. But when I looked back at him he was right in my face and he narrowed his eyes and cocked an eyebrow quickly before catching me off guard again with one of his violent yet gentle kisses. This time I was to weak in the stomach to push him away, the hate that I had previously felt for him was instantaneously turned into passion and I found myself kissing him back just as hard a desperately as he was. We fought for possession of the lead and I finally gave into him as he pushed me up against the wall and continued to kiss my lips and then dropped down to kiss my neck. When I grew impatient I reached my hand up and grabbed his chin to bring his lips back up to mine for another kiss and it was so breathtaking that I forgot where I was for a second. It felt like he was trying to become one with me as he pressed his lips against mine aggressively and I finally playfully shoved him back so I could catch my breath.
"I fucking hate you" I growled.
"I fuckin' 'ate ya too" He replied and dove back in for another kiss and I was lost again. The little part of my brain that had previously denied all its pleasure was now at the forefront and the rational part of my brain was quietly yelling in the background 'kill him'. I ignored the rational part and gave in to the denied portion and was not regretting anything at the moment. I finally shoved myself off of the wall and Connor and I stumbled back towards the bed as out lips stayed glued together. I continued to push Connor back until we finally made it to the bed and Connor fell backwards as I fell on top of him and I couldn't help but laugh at the stupidity of it all. When I looked down at Connor he had the same wild look on his face that he had earlier but he was smiling and I could see light in his eyes. I couldn't help but smile at the fact that I was finally able to see the real Connor, not the hard exterior that he wanted people to think was the real him, I was also enjoying the real smile that I was seeing, the kind that reaches up into the cheeks and makes the eyes smile and twinkle. As I was admiring his smile and his eyes Connor threw me to the side of him and crawled on top of me and resumed our kissing. Every kiss he laid on my lips made it seem like he was desperate for affection, like he hadn't been this close to anyone in a long time and he was trying to absorb all that he could. As the kissing got less intense the rational part of my brain started getting louder and louder and I didn't notice it but I started kissing more aggressively and clawing at Connor's back. When I opened my eyes and saw who it was again my anger boiled over and it was immediately turned into passion, but not loving passion, hate and despise that fueled the intimate beating I was giving Connor. Connor finally backed off of me and stood up and pulled his shirt over his shoulder, the tiny part of my brain spoke up again but I silenced it once again, if I was going to do this I needed my anger to fuel this. I could tell Connor saw the fire in my eyes and the light fled out of his own and was replaced by darkness, the darkness that was so familiar to me and that just fueled my anger more. As he stood there watching me I scooted back onto the bed and narrowed my eyes daring him to make a move. He continued to stand there and I groaned as I climbed onto my knees and walked over to the side of the bed in front of him.
"Just fucking do it already you good for nothing prick" I provoked and he finally looked down at me and I smiled wildly at the look on his face. He reached his hand behind me and grabbed onto my hair as he pushed me back on the bed with his kisses and crawled onto the bed with me. I was pushed back into the bed violently and he continued to kiss me and dropped down to my neck and then grabbed the shirt I was wearing and ripped it down the middle from the ribbed v-neck down. I glared at him as that was one of my favorite shirts and he just shrugged before continuing his kisses down my stomach and around my belly button. I squirmed under his kisses trying not to laugh at the fact that everything he was touching was extremely ticklish. Finally my squirming started to piss him off and he used his body weight against me to stop me from moving and unbuttoned my pants and pulled them off in one swift movement. I was thankful that he didn't rip those off too, but I was still mad about the shit so when he came back to my lips for a kiss I bit down on his lips hard.
"Ya bitch" He grumbled and this just made him kiss me harder as he wrapped his arm around my back and brought me closer to him. I was getting much to comfortable in the position I was in so I pushed him off of me and slammed him onto his back as I swung my leg over him and sat down on his pelvis. I leaned down aggressively and kissed him before taking his pants off in a similar fashion to how mine were taken off and I could feel him beneath me much more now.
"So angry women get you off?" I asked looking down at him and trying to make him more mad, no sense in only one of us being infuriated.
"Jus' you 'oney" She spat and I glared at him before leaning down and attacking his lips impatiently, as I kissed him he nipped at my lip and finally bit down and I recoiled and shook my head and him before reaching my hand down and grabbing him as a warning. My plan hadn't worked as he smirked at me turned on once again. He flipped us over so I was on the bottom and used his body weight and his strength to hold my hands above my head as he continued to kiss my body all over. Finally he came back up to my lips and I allowed him to slip his tongue in between my lips and toy with my own. The kiss deepened and deepened until I was completely lost in the movement of his body, the last thing I remembered was him shooting my panties across the room like a sling shot.
I woke up the next morning and stretched not remembering just where I was, it wasn't until I heard slight snoring beside me that my eyes shot open as I turned to see Connor sleeping peacefully with his arms tucked under the pillow. I climbed out of bed slowly and made sure not to wake him up, I searched the room for my clothes and put them on as I gathered them. When I found my shirt I cursed at Connor for ripping it because now I didn't have a shirt to wear so I grabbed my jacket and wrapped it around me. I picked up my gun off the floor and then spotted Connor's gun over by the wall, he must have dropped it when he shoved me up against the wall. I smirked to myself as I picked up the gun and hid it in my pocket, after all I had told him that one of us would leave without a gun. I snuck out of the door and practically ran out of the hotel and down to my car, I wanted to get as far away from Connor before he woke up, last night had not gone as I had expected and I sure as hell didn't want to face him after that, after all I still did hate him, sex changed nothing.
Connor's POV
I startled awake at the strange dream I was having, it had involved Cassidy and I in a hotel room and some very intense moments. When I opened my eyes and saw that I was in fact in a hotel room I groaned to myself as everything I thought was a dream was now realized as reality. I sat up in bed and ran a hand through my hair and rubbed my face with my hand trying to wake myself up.
"Damn what a night" I said to myself and started to put on my clothes, when I went to look for my gun I couldn't find it anywhere and I had a sneaking suspicion that Cassidy had taken it with her. I took out my phone and saw that I had 5 voicemails.
"Christ, who would be callin' me" I pressed the right buttons so I could listen to al my messages, the first four were from Murphy worried that I had killed Cassidy at first and then worried that Cassidy had killed me, my brother knew nothing. The fifth message made me smirk as I listened to Cassidy's arrogant voice tell me a message.
"Connor, I want to thank you so much for the gun, it really is a nice gun, I hope you won't be needing it anytime soon because I've grown quiet attached to it you see, I would really hate to part with it, well thanks again, see ya when my gun starts to miss you, have a nice day sweetie" After her last word she blew a kiss and I could help but laugh, she was a woman of many tricks and I had to admit that she had bested me. I gathered what I had left and started to walk out of the hotel and I dialed Cassidy's number so I could leave her a reply.
"Dear innocent Sadie, I'm just calling to let you know that I am very thankful that you took my gun because you see I have its twin at home and sooner or later it will want to be reunited with its brother, so don't be surprised if he randomly shows up and takes it back by force" I hung up the phone and started to walk back to the apartment. As I was walking up the stairs to the apartment my phone buzzed to life and I saw I had a text message, I opened the phone and read it 'looking forward to it stud' I shook my head at the ridiculous message Cassidy had sent and quickly read the next one that came in 'what did I tell you about calling me Sadie!' I smirked to myself, but Murphy rushing at me as soon as I opened the door soon disturbed my thoughts.
"Where da fuck 'ave ya been, I thought ya 'ere dead or she was dead or ya both 'ere dead, where 'ere ya?" Murphy asked standing in front of me.
"Good mornin' to ya too brudder" I groaned at the million things my brother was saying to me after I just walked in the door.
"Is she dead?" He asked this time slowing down his speech and not sounding as frantic.
"No, defiantly not dead" I smirked to myself and hoped that Murphy didn't see it.
"Well you ain't dead, so what da 'ell 'appened?" He asked following me everywhere I went.
"Ya mind" I snapped getting tired of him being so close, "We talked it out an' everyting is jus' fine" I lied and Murphy shook his head.
"It don't tak' all night to talk tings out" Murphy pushed on and I just tried to shrug him off.
"I don't know wha' ta tell ya Murph, dat's what 'appened an' dat's it" I walked over to the shower and stripped naked so I could wash the nights events off of my body.
"Yea, sure" Murphy grumbled to himself and all I did was shake my head, unlike my brother I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve so he would never suspect a thing about last night. It still amazed me how it went from a show down at the ok-coral to a heated hate-sex game, I had to admit she wasn't that bad for a rich spoiled girl.
A/N: So here is the next chapter, was that not intense, what are Connor and Cassidy going to do now, they still hate each other, or will this all change the way they feel. Hope you enjoy! So I have a play list for this story when I write it and some of the lyrics go with it so I am going to release song number one right now, not necessarily for this chapter, but more for Cassidy in general, Lucky Strike by: Maroon 5. Thank you so much McBrideReedusLover and Sissymac for your reviews! Wanna be mentioned R&R Please!
