An Sorry for the break guys I've been in hospital to have surgery so unable to do anything I am ok but am recovering so not doing a lot of writing as I have to rest a lot but wanted to get a chapter done. I can't promise that there will be another update for a little while but I promise that I am still doing this story but updates may take a little time I am loving your comments. Hope you enjoy this story.

Bella Pov

I was frozen for what seemed like an age but in the back of my mind I knew it was for less than even a second the lack of pain had shocked me and it took me that second to start breathing again and when the tastes hit my mouth I was shocked again there was so much to taste and smell there were four people in the room with me each had their own scents. But it was only one that pulled my full attention he smelled like cedar wood with the hint of vanilla and I just had to see him opening my eyes I was distracted by the view everything was so detailed from the grain of the wood on bed to the dust flying through the air I watched as my breath out pushed the particles of dust forward they picked up speed and then watched as they were caught by my inward breath.

"Bella?" his voice was different yet the same smoother I could hear the tenor in his voice I wondered why he had said my name so hesitantly and then I felt something squeeze my right hand, I was out of the lying position and in the corner of the room crouched a sound rumbling in my chest before my mind had even registered the thought to move. "Bella?" his voice was even more tentative as he stood by the bed his hands risen palm raised towards me the sound in my chest stopped and I stood up straight once more before my mind had even thought of it.

"Oh!" even the small sound made me freeze once more distracting me "Jasper?" My voice was different I could tell it was mine but like Jaspers had sounded smoother mine sounded as if it had gone through auto tuning. Jasper moved around the bed stopping a few feet away "everything is so different" I wasn't really speaking to anyone "and the same" My mind was going in a hundred miles a second my breathing became much faster, Jasper took a few more steps toward me as I remembered what had happened.

"Bella just focus on me, only me" he cooed, my eyes eventually met his and I started to calm. "that's it Bella." I took in a few deep breaths ignoring the different scents as best I could. I managed to push myself out of the crouch and stand straight the speed of which would have made me dizzy if I had been human. I could see all of them and for a moment I registered the differences and similarities and I realised as a human I had been blind. They were all stunning Jasper most of all I could see the ripple of his muscles the way his scars seemed to make beautiful patterns over his neck each on that adorned his skin told me a story of pain.

"It's all so much" I admitted and the one thing I needed was only a few feet away from me and with that thought I was wrapping my arms around him it took him a moment to respond his arms going around me and when they did my body relaxed and my mind slowed down enough that I could catch up.

"you are going to be ok" he murmured into my hair and I nodded my arms tightened around him and Jasper stiffened "Ermm Bella... oww" I instantly stepped away at his pained voice my eyes wide in shocked but I didn't panic mainly because Emmett and Peter with trying hard not to laugh. "It's alright Bella you have new born strength so you are just a bit stronger than me at the moment."

"Sorry" He chuckled which made me smile then moving forward placing his hand under my chin he leaned down kissing me it was as if time stopped there was nothing in the world but us. Someone cleared their throat and we pulled away from each other and the world came back into focus only it seemed easier than before the kiss. "Is this normal..." I didn't mean to say it out loud I looked up to Jasper who had a strange look on his face "What is it?"

"Your emotions when you awoke I couldn't sense them then when you hugged me I could then when you pulled away I couldn't it seems that I can only sense your emotions when we in contact."

"What does that mean?" I was beginning to panic Jasper instantly took my hand and I felt a wave of calm enter me through my hand easing the rising panic.

"It could be your gift but we can focus on that later" He told me rubbing circles on the back of my hand and I nodded "we should take you hunting, you must be thirsty" as he said it my mind registered the word and the burn in the back of my throat came to the forefront of my mind and I nodded unable to speak. We were moving then we passed the others and were out of the house in seconds. We broke into a run and it felt like he most natural thing in the world.

"Why didn't the others say anything?" I asked we had been running for only a minute but the fact that the others had been in the room but hadn't spoke to me was strange.

"that was my fault sorry" He said "The way your turning came about was traumatic and brought a the much darker side of me out It wasn't really safe to approach or even talk to me and in all honesty I have only gained full control of myself in the last few minutes and I believe that they could sense it was best just to stay silent."

"So its not because they don't like me now because I'm no longer human" He laughed then which in turn made me laugh.

"No defiantly not" We continued running and with a sudden urge of mischievousness I let go of his hand and took off, I knew I could go faster could feel it in y muscles but I could also recall all the conversations I had with Jasper and Iris and even with Charlotte about newborns and their thirst and how they could be uncontrollable. So although I kept ahead of him I made sure that he wasn't too far behind and I knew if he really needed to he could catch me Peter had once told me that Jasper was just as fast as Edward he just didn't enjoy running as much as the prick did.

"Bella STOP!" I imminently stopped as he shouted his voice panicked I looked at him confused he reached me wrapping his arms tightly around me.

"Jasper what is it?" I asked confused I knew I could break his hold on me buy the idea of ever hurting Jasper made me physically sick.

"I'm sorry Bella I should have checked the area first there shouldn't be any humans out here" I tried to look at him but his hold was tight enough that I couldn't move round to dee his face.

"Jasper what are you talking about what human?" I took a deep breath then and the scent hit me it was strange I could tell that it was human my body instinctively knew it was, and yet the smell wasn't what I had been expecting the burn in the back of my throat didn't increase and although I knew that if I were to drink from the unusual scent it would relieve the burn there was no part of me that wanted it. Jaspers grip lightened and I managed to turn around and look at him "Thats not what I was expecting" I admitted

"Nor was I" Jasper spoke "by rights you should be fighting me to get at the human but I am not getting any extra bloodlust from you" Once again I began to panic "what's wrong?"

"I'm not normal what if something went wrong..." I was beginning to rant when he kissed me and all the panic melted away and the feeling of it just being us came back. When he pulled away I was much calmer.

"Nothing went wrong, you told me that Iris had more control over her thirst maybe its a similar thing or maybe its part of your gift" He told me and I nodded in agreement.

"You're right we can talk about it later for now lets hunt but maybe in the opposite direction" I didn't trust whatever it was stopping me going for the human to last so I wanted out of its range. As we ran I was concerned if humans didn't smell appetizing would that mean animals would taste even worse. My fears were unfounded because when we had run over 30 miles in the opposite direction and being surprised by the fact I knew how far I had run the scent of something mouth watering caught my attention, without thought I broke away from Jasper he didn't call after me so I felt no reason to be concerned. I jumped on the creature my hands automatically breaking its neck and pulling it to my mouth. The taste shocked me because even my sister who's ability made it so she could make animal blood taste better even complained about it, a the warm liquid filled my mouth I was aware as a satisfied moan reverberated through me It was wonderful and I was disappointed when it was all gone I wanted more my body craved it. However when I looked down at the discarded carcass the urge to find more lessoned at the sight of the dead buck, somewhere in the back of my mind I realised that even with the fact that it was the best thing I had ever tasted I couldn't go and destroy a whole ecosystem just because I enjoyed the taste of an animals blood so much.

"Screw it" I hissed as I caught the scent of another buck and took off one more wouldn't hurt.

Jasper POV

I was amazed there was no other word for it, When Bella had told me about her sisters control I had hoped even prayed slightly that she would have some of that control even if it was just enough to make the thirst later on less painful around humans, and when we had caught the scent I was amazed. I had called her name and she had stopped a miracle all in its self and then she had acted as if there wasn't a human in the area. When she asked if something had gone wrong I did my best to reassure her that it hadn't but I wasn't sure and then we had caught the scent of a buck and she was gone and my concern melted away the moan I heard from her was out of place because I had never heard a vampire drinking from an animal enjoy it in such a way I knew she was gifted she had to be it was just the how that was intriguing and I wondered if I should call up Denali and ask Eleazor. When Bella was finished with her second Buck she stood up and seemed to come back from the wildness of a hunt she looked at me her eyes focusing and tentatively smiled.

"Part of me wants more but the burn in my throat is gone I don't think I would be able to stop if there were more in the area." She admitted and I was glad she was open about it and also relieved that she at least had the craving that newborns had even if it was for animal blood.

"That is very normal for a newborn the cravings will ease but you will need to hunt more than anyone but it gets easier after a few months, although with you it will probably be a few weeks" She smiled although I wouldn't admit just how out of sorts I was Bella was in no way a normal new born and my experience was not going to cover her also because I loved her and even if she was a normal newborn I wasn't sure how I would handle it and I thanked what ever deity that was out there that she wasn't rabid.

"Will I get better at eating them, look at me" I laughed she was covered in blood her hair was matted and her shirt was torn from the second buck kicking at her

"We'll have to stock up you closet I'll send Char and Rose" she sighed and nodded a little disappointed or at least I thought she was disappointed as I was unable to read her emotions unless I was touching her as she approached my phone rang "Peter?" I answered

"Are you guys ok?" his voice was urgent

"Yeah Bella just finished two bucks we're on our way back." I told him

"Alice rang her visions of Bella disappeared after she woke up" his voice was calmer as he told me "But we can figure it out when you get back" It was another clue to Bella's gift and I would have to confirm with Peter I hung up after a few words and turned to Bella who was now within arms reach

"Alice can't see me?" She was concerned I could feel it as I took her hand in mine.

"It seems so but I wouldn't worry I think it's your gift if I'm right in my thinking you are a shield and a pretty powerful one as it manifested when you were human to protect your mind."

"A shield?" I nodded we started walking moving towards the house.

"Yes, A sheild is someone who can block other peoples gifts from being used on them like how Edward couldn't read your mind or Jane's gift having no effect now with my gift only working with actual physical touch, and Alice not being able to see you it all adds up. Peter should be able to confirm, but if he can't the Denali coven have a member who can sense what someone's gift is and what it can do."

"Alright so is that why I can feel when you manipulate my emotions and why I could fight it" I nodded she had done it once before when she was upset over missing her sister I had tried to calm her but it had no effect she had explained that whenever I tried to calm her she could feel it normally she would accept the help but in that instance she was just to angry.

"Yes most likely" She smiled I felt the tension in her ease and we once again started to run Bella was eager to see the others.

AN Sorry it's short but I am still recovering from surgery I hope to get another chapter up in the next week but I apologize if there is another wait I want to thank all who have stuck with the story.