Misty: Aaaaaand here's chap 12 :33 So in the previous chap (more like the second author's note) I had ased you readers to vote for who I should pair Araya with :P Welp, here are the results:

Pan: 1 vote

Felix: 1 vote

So since it became a draw between the two, I came up with a great idea :3

I will just keep on going with my original plan for the story, that Felix and Araya would be a pair, and then I can have Christine get paired up with Pan. Then everyone is (hopefully) happy :P

Araya: Onto dah storah! X33

Misty: *Smacks Araya and throws her out the window*

It has been a little over a week since the whole incident with Pan kissing me. I had surprisingly managed to avoid him since then, and I had spent some time with my sister. When we had taken a walk in the forest, we stumbled upon a large tree, and we both decided to make a tree-house.

So here we are now, just finished with making the tree-house. It was a nice looking place, not too small nor too big. It had enough space for a small sofa and a double bed, in case me and my sis wanted to spend the night in our secret little 'house'.

During these days, I had not only made the tree-house with Christine, but I also had gotten the chance to think about my feelings. I had had feelings for both Felix and Pan, but I wasn't sure of which one to choose. It was hard with what had happened since I came here to Neverland.

I had found Felix kissing Wendy when the two of us had been together for a few days. I was sure that Pan was behind it somehow seeing as how the brunette male would glare at his friend when I would be spending time with Felix. But then again, I couldn't be sure, and it could have been Felix's own choice to kiss Wendy.

Pan on the other hand has been hiding things from me. I just know it. Even though it seems like he likes me, I can't really return his feelings because of everything he has ever done. Kidnapping Henry, trying to get Felix and me apart, and who knows what more.

I still was unsure of who to choose. I was currently sitting outside in the camp on a log, chatting with Henry about random things that would pop up in our minds. We were having a nice conversation when we were disturbed by someone clearing their throat.

I looked up to see Felix standing in front of us. "Araya, I have to talk to you. Alone" he said. I looked at him in confusion, but stood up and followed him a little bit away from the camp so no one would hear us.

"What's up?" I asked once I was sure that no one would here us. "I wanted to talk to you about that day when you saw me and Wendy... you know..." Felix said, looking at the ground and heaving a sigh. I instandly felt a little sad at the memory of what had happened that day.

"It wasn't my fault. Acording to Wendy, Pan said to her that she had to kiss me when you would see it, so you would think that I was cheating on you. He wanted you for himself, and that's why he tried to get us apart. I tried to tell you before, but you just ignored me..." he continued, eventually looking up at me "I'm sorry for what happened. I love you and only you. I always have and always will."

A small smile spread across my face. "I knew that Pan had something to do with it, I just wasn't sure. I'm sorry for ignoring you. My feelings got the better of me" I mumbled softly and sighed softly, looking up at Felix "I love you too, and I always will. Pan won't get in between us ever again... Even tho he did kiss me a few days ago..." I added and looked at the ground, rubbing the back of my neck.

Felix pulled me into a hug and buried his face in my hair, as I buried my face in his chest. We stayed like that for a few seconds before pulling away and leaning in again for a kiss. The kiss was sweet and full of passion.

Eventually, I pulled away due to lack of air. I placed my forehead against his and smiled brightly at him. "We should get back before Pan gets suspicious. We should keep this a secret between us for the time being. If he found out, we would be in deep shit and he will try to get us apart again..." I said with a soft giggle.

We both walked back into camp and I went back to sit on the log beside Henry, Christine sitting there as well. "Well good mornin' sunshine. Don't you look awefully happy all of a sudden. What happened?" my sister asked, wiggling her eyebrows.

I playfully punched her shoulder. "Oh shut it poo-bag" I said and we both burst out laughing. Henry looked at us with a curious look. "What's so funny?" he asked. Me and my sister looked at each other once we calmed down, both having a huge grin on our faces. "Nothing, just an inside joke we usually have" she replied.

We spent the rest of the day talking and having fun, until it eventually became dark. We went to sit around the campfire with the other boys. I took a seat between Felix and Rufio, one of the lost boys I became really close friends with. He was like a brother to me, being a bit protective over me, tho he was nice to talk with.

I had grabbed my guitar from my room on the way to the camp-fire and strated to strum it. I hadn't played since a little over a week ago, so I decided that it would be nice to sing and play again since the boys liked it.

I looked around in thought and tried to come up with a good song to sing, but nothing special came up to mind. I eventually decided to play 'Hurt' from Johnny Cash. I closed my eyes and started to sing, putting all my feelings into the song to make it seem even sadder than it originally was.

"I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel.

I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting.

Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything.

What have I become, my sweetest friend?

Everyone I know goes away in the end.

And you could have it all, my empire of dirt.

I will let you down, I will make you hurt"

As I was singing, Christine joined in and we sang together. When we finished, I stared into the fire with a sad smile, slightly sad because of the song, but that feeling quickly went away when I started to talk with the boys.

After an hour or two, some of the boys left to go to sleep, tho a couple of them stayed behind to either watch the camp for the night, or to chat with each other. Christine walked up to me and plopped down beside me. We cahtted for a bit until we both got tired and went to our rooms.

I changed into my Pjs and crawled into bed. I smiled to myself, feeling happy again now that I got back together with Felix. I put my earbuds in my ears and turned on some random music. Looking at my phone, I saw that it was still displaying the date, as if the days went by like normal. I was slightly shocked when I saw which date it was.

My phone showed that it was 8th of December, meaning that it soon would be Christmas eve. I smiled to myself, thinking about what I should do tomorrow to make it seem like it really was Christmas.

Misty: Aright :3 I hope you guys liked this chap :P Since it soon will be Christmas (in like 16 days) I wanted to make a bit of a 'Christmas special Chapter' but I will make it be Christmas in the plot and not just one chapter XP

Araya: Yay! Christmas! Presents and being with family and food... lots of food X33

Misty: Well, I'm going to visit my grandparents this Christmas, so I most likely won't update until around january, tho I will still update until I leave in 10 days XD

Welp, until next time! 3 buh-bye!