Note: I don't own and in Sybelle's POV
I had much to think over as I packed my things for the weekend with X. I could see Pam and Paul watching me. It felt like they were trying to ask me a question. It was very annoying. I mean Pam, who looked just like Supergirl with Wonder Woman's hair and eyes, was staring wholes into. Paul was watching me like I was a rat in a maze.
I hated this so much. I placed a few shirts into my bag before turning to look at them. I sighed as I pushed my hair back. "What?"
"We don't like you doing this." Pam said with a hateful gaze. "His a Racer. He could be doing this to hurt you. I don't think you should go alone."
"It's fine. It will only be an hour and then you guys will show up and we'll have fun. Don't worry about it. I just need to tell him something and that's it."
Paul moved to my side. "I worry that you won't tell him. It's fine if you don't." He didn't seem worried. "Just don't do anything that would make your grandfather happy, you know what I mean." I did and I didn't have the heart to tell him that I wanted to do it. I smiled at him as I shook my head.
"I've no idea what you mean. I just want to talk to him about races and becoming my rival. That's all." I looked down at my stuff. "And I may ask him to about his girlfriend's dad."
"Belle, you're not still on that." Pam said with disgust. "You need to let that go. Diana is dead and buried. You didn't even know her."
"Pam, she's apart of me. I need to help her find peace." I screamed.
"Are you sure you're helping her find peace or are you doing it for yourself?" She walked out after that. I turned to Paul. He enjoyed the show. I felt like slapping him.
"I think you're doing both. It's not a bad thing." He stared right into my eyes as if searching for something. "I think you should ask him about Zile." I felt confused. Pam and Paul didn't disagree very often. They helped me make up my mind about things or kept me safe. Now, I wasn't sure of myself. The new Sybelle was breaking free of having others make up her mind which I liked very much but it did have its down sides.
I felt naked by the way he looked at me. What was I doing? I knew so much about everything and what I didn't knew I had someone on speed dial that did. X had to know the truth, but that didn't mean I had the right to tell him and there was no reason to think he could really help me in my quest.
I thought about what it would do to Annalise. It would humiliate her. That was a pleasing thought, but I knew that doing this would make me more of a Daring. I sighed as I thought over what I was doing. I zipped up my body when I was sure on my actions.