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Chapter 14: Forgetting, who am I kidding I couldn't forget

Nessie POV

I awoke to a dim light coming through my bedroom window. What time was it? I rolled over and looked at the clock 6:30 am. Great. What the hell was I going to do for an hour until Rosalie came to dress me.

"you could talk to me" a heavenly voice called from the right of me. I jumped out of bed landing with a bang on the floor. Ow that hurt. I scanned the room to find daddy stood near the door. I was now taking deep breaths.

"you gave me a heart attack, just because you cant have one doesn't mean I cant" I replied. Pounding hard against my chest trying to restart it.

"sorry sweetie" daddy replied rushing over and helping me up. Once up he sat me on the bed and took a seat next to me. I knew what he wanted to talk about. What happened yesterday.

"yes sweetie. I know you probably don't want to talk about it, but everyone is so worried about you that I had to fight with them over who would come and talk to you" he said the last bit with a chuckle. That didn't surprise me, I knew they would be worried and I knew that they all wanted to comfort me.

"that's correct, you are our little miracle. None of us, especially me ever dreamed of having you in our lives. Now that you're here can you blame us for loving you so much" he replied with deep sincerity. I loved my family so much, I could feel the tears building up in my eyes. Daddy must have seen to because he pulled me into a cold hug. I cried for a while until I decided it was time to tell him. I didn't feel like talking so I showed him. That was my gift, I could show people what I wanted them to see.

After I was finished he held me tighter to his chest. I could feel him push a curl from my untidy hair from around my face behind my ear. He started humming my lullaby. He created it for me after I was born. I often heard it but my mothers was the one which was played most frequently. I felt safe here.

"do you want to go to the part on Friday" he asked out of the blue. He obviously read my mind. I simply nodded.

"well that's fine, but I just want to let you know I don't like that Josh kid" he replied in a hard tone. Don't worry daddy I don't either. It was hard to say but it was true, throughout the night I had decided something. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't stop loving Jacob, so I was going to fight for him. Not in the term actually fight, I meant not give up. I knew it was wrong to use Josh, did I? On some level I did I think. Daddy just sighed and nodded.

"I don't like this method, but I guess it is destiny" he said. Wait destiny, it was my destiny to end up with Jacob. But how? Daddy must have read my mind.

"your too young to understand" that was all he said. I decided to drop the matter, I really didn't feel like talking about it anyway and I could sense daddy didn't either. There was a light tapping at the door, one guess to who. Rosalie walked in and stood in the doorway. I sighed and with that daddy gave me a kiss on the head, put me down and strode by Rosalie. She looked at me a moment with what I thought was concern. With another sigh I jumped off the bed and opened my arms, motioning her to come and give me a hug. Without a second glance she strode over and gave me a hug.

"Aunt Rosalie I need yours and Aunt Alice's help with something" I said into her hair. And within a second Alice was stood at the door smiling away. Rosalie put me down and I looked at them with a smile. Here we go.

"okay I haven't told anyone other than daddy about this so here goes" mum and grandma came into the room as well. Mum came beside me and smiled a dazzling smile.

"well this will sound crazy but I love Jacob" I stated. There faces were at first shocked but then turned to smiles all except Rosalie. She and Jacob had a comical relationship, they said they hated each other but I think as time went on they became some what closer. But not friends definitely not friends.

"that's great hunni" mum replied in a gentle voice. Here comes the hard part.

"I know. But he is dating Leah, so I was thinking maybe a dose of jealousy" I replied with a sheepish grin. Aunt Alice and Rosalie beamed while mum and grandma looked a little shocked.

"okay then come on people lets get going, we have a great deal to do this morning" Alice chimed ushering everyone out the door. That left myself and Rosalie in my room.

"go and get a shower we have a lot to do" she said with a small glistening in her eyes. I did as I was told and walked off to the bathroom and hopped in the shower. I was in here for about 15 minutes and once I was finished I walked out. Once I was in my room I saw all kinds of hair products and make-up on top of my vanity, it looked very expensive. Then something glistened and it caught my eye, a pair of scissors. That could only mean one thing I was having my hair cut. Before I could say a word Rosalie pushed me on the seat in front of my vanity. She picked up the scissors and began.

It had been about 10 minutes since she began cutting my hair. And was now finished, she wouldn't let me look until she had completely finished. Then she began blow-drying my hair. Once finished she took out her straight irons and began smoothing my hair. It didn't take long before she was done, now onto the make-up.

She started by applying a light green eye shadow to my eyelids, then a darker shade of green to the corners. Then she started putting on the eyeliner, but more thicker and smudging it to the corners. Then she applied black mascara to my lashes. She started brushing my cheeks with what I thought was blusher then applying a clear gloss to my lips. I didn't even try to look, I knew what would happen instead I made my way to Alice's room.

I looked inside the room, clothes were strewn over everything. If you didn't know Alice then you may think a bomb had gone off in here. I sighed and ventured further in.

"oh my God! You look amazing, but you will look better when your wearing the clothes I picked out for you" she practically sang to me. She handed me the clothes and pushed me into the bathroom. The mirror had been covered so I couldn't see myself. I looked at the clothes in my hand. A mini denim skirt, a green halter top and 4 inch, green peep toe wedges. Wow. I slipped on the clothes and walked out.

Once in the room I was pulled over to Alice's jewellery box. She rummaged through until she found a green gemmed necklace, no doubt a expensive one. A pair of green studs and a Jade bangle. Now they would finally let me look. Alice danced of and brought back a huge mirror, twice the size of her and held it in front of me. And what I saw pleased me.

The clothes looked amazing, and my hair. Wow that was the only word to describe it. Rosalie only cut a little off the bottom but gave me a full fringe. It reached just over my eyebrows. My hair was polka straight and reached the middle of my back. I was mesmerised, Rosalie walked in and gave me a white leather jacket. I slipped it on and I looked at myself again. I hoped this worked. I could smell him, he was downstairs.

The moment of truth, I was stood at the top of the stairs. Rosalie walked down first. I heard Seth greet her and she said hello back. Okay here goes. I began walking down the stairs. I saw Seth leaning against the door frame.

"hey Nessie …. Wow" was all he said. I stopped at the bottom. Seth's face was a mixture of confusion and shock. His mouth was shaped in a perfect 'O' as I stood there.

"Seth you're here" Embry said as he walked out of the living room. Once his gaze turned to me it was the same expression as Seth's, shocked. We stood like this for a couple of minutes. Until daddy growled. There thoughts must be inappropriate. I heard Jacob, Leah, Jasper and Emmett outside talking.

"you ready" an angel voice said from behind me. I turned around to see Rosalie stood there waiting anxiously. I simply nodded and walked out of the door.

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