*I did post up a chapter on Christmas, but it was a big spoiler alert so it had to be taken down. He'll hold you down and do you til you drop, so you better run before he catches you. WARNING SEX/SEXUAL CONTENT, ABUSIVE/SADIST KANDA AND BLOOD.*

Regna began to kick and scream as Kanda dragged up the stairs. As our heads touched the first step it sent agonizing pain through us.

"Stop this Kanda!" I yelled at Kanda but he didn't answer instead he increased his speed. With each time my body hit on the steps my mind would get more unclear. I turned to my side to see Lavi watching as tears slipped out. Regna's struggling grew and so did his control over the body. My consciousness grew weak as I faded away as pain took over.

-Change between Aoi to Regna-

"Help me!" I yelled as I thrashed my arms wildly, but it didn't help. Someone took notice of me as, I looked to their way they looked away running the other way which made me cringe. No one going to save me, so I'm gonna have to fight. We finally got to his room, he kicked the door open as he threw me onto the bed.

He did the same to Lavi but instead of on a bed he threw him head first into the front of the bed which had metal. Lavi let out a horrid scream as blood gushed out from his head. He removed his scarf and tied it around his head in try to stop the bleeding. Kand didn't care as he locked the door placing the key somewhere else. Lavi went unconscious as he tipped over onto the ground.

"Serves him right," Kanda said as he marched up to the bed. I knew exactly what was going to happen which freaked me out. I got up and off the bed and ran towards the door. But failed as he caught me, he moved right where I was running. His arms wrapped around me as he lifted me moving me over his shoulder to the bed placing me down. He somehow missed stepping on Lavi as he placed me down.

As he moved onto the bed I tried to crawl away to the right side of the bed. Kands hands slithered from behind me moving around me like in a hug. His hot body pressed up against my back, he let out a hot breath beside my ear which made my body shiver.

His warmth from his body burned, my body began to fail on me as my arms grew too weak. Kanda took notice, his body moved away from mine as he laid on the pillow which was touching the backboard. Now's my chance I thought, I moved my right hand forward as I did the strength in my arms gave out. First went my arm crashing down then my face "eep!", Kanda watched as he chuckled a little then sighed.

"Just how hopeless can you get" he sighed as warm arms moved around me dragging me into his arms. His head rested on my left shoulder, as his hands explored around my body.

"Stop." Kanda heard this but he just brushed it off. His lips felt soo amazing as his lips brushed against my neck, then he placed a kiss on my neck. His fingers slipped under my butt as he tried to take off my underwear but failed.

A smile curled on my face, he's trying to get away with taking off my underwear. I did not say any words as I moved my hands to my underwear slowly slipping them off as everything was revealed. As the skin was revealed he moved his right hand to my dick as he began to pump "ahh" my body shivered at his touch, his other hand moved to my belly as he pushed down onto my belly.

It was like he knew exactly where he was when he was in me "where you that lonely" he whispered into my ear as they responded back by twitching. My ears burned as he moved the other hand to my hole. His finger rubbed against my hole as they tempted to enter with each passing minute.

I shook my head in denial to his question, my body is burning soo much that his warmth felt like heaven. Soo good, his fingers slipped inside me "ahh.." I could feel his fingers creeping inside me further and further inside me. I could feel his patience grow thin as his finger moved inside me with a rush as if he was getting annoyed with the thought of waiting.

The hand which was on my dicked moved and so did the fingers move out of me. He moved me down into the bed between his legs as my head rested on his shoulder. I could hear the sound of a zipper unzipping following the sounds of rustling clothing. He let out a grunt as his hands moved again as he held me up by my legs.

Luckily there was no mirror in the room cause who know what he would have done. The feeling of relief washed over me knowing that I wouldn't have to deal with that. But as soon and the relief came so did the panic, the time allowed me to realize what will happen. I began to kick furiously which left it unbalanced as Kanda grip on me loosened. His hands slipped from under my legs as I feel down.

I feel straight onto his dick as I yelped with pain "ahhh!" I yelled as he dug himself deeper inside me as my head moved back into his shoulder. It seemed like the sound I made woke Lavi up as I could see the small red headed boy pop up from under the bed. He began to scratch his head as he stood up looking around, first he looked to the door then to me then back to the door.

It seemed like he was hazy because his eyes were slightly open as he turned back to me his eyes wide open in shock. I moved my head to the side in shame as I try to hide, but I could tell that Kanda wanted to show me off like a new toy that he just got. He let out a hard thrust which made me squeal as he lifted up his hands which were under my legs as he risen them showing the place where we were connected.

"Why so nervous?" his whispered in my ear which burned as he let out another hard thrust. My feet stayed up in the air as I could feel some of Kanda's cum start to slip out, my body shivered at the feeling. Lavi watched as the cum was escaping, I could feel his hot gaze.

I'm doing the same thing that Allen did, maybe not because Aoi is dead in love with Kanda so maybe it doesn't count. Maybe because we both love another person it is okay cause Aoi does love Kanda and I love Lavi. But Aoi is not awake so it wouldn't count, Kanda watched me deep in thought "che" that little sound warned me that Kanda is getting angry or annoyed I looked at Kanda.

My face pleading for him to calm down but that didn't work as he moved his arms to my shoulder as he pushed me down onto the bed. My arms went out in front of me in an act of shielding me from the impact of the bed, but I couldn't get away from him. Kanda began to pound and thrust deeply as my hips swung with the impact.

Kanda's weight was too much for me to support as my arms gave out and moved in front of me as they clung onto the sheets. My face was buried into the sheets as Kanda's hot body was pressed up against mine. I could feel his breath against my ear, I moved my right hand out in a way as I tried to grab for Lavi. Kanda noticed as his hand slipped over mine.

It's no good to get to Lavi, I could feel Kanda too much as he pounded harder. I could feel the other hand at my dick as it gripped it too hard for me to cum. My body shook violently as it was restrained to cum "who do you want?" Kanda whispered in my ear, his voice was sadistic and eager. I could feel my body obeying his command as words began to slip out "I.. want.." tears slipped out of my eyes as the words came out before I could say Kanda's name I heard someone call me.

"Regna" It was Lavi's voice, my body ached at his voice "I didn't mean to hurt you, it was Allen who did" the words he said made my heart throb for him, but my body was looking for something else. I could tell my body wanted to cum and the sweet scent of cherry blossom in the air, while I wanted Lavi's care and love.

Chapter End Notes

Author's Note: Like really it took me like forever to write this chapter because I didn't get enough sleep to write. And when I actually did get sleep another idea of a story pop up in my head like really. I mentioned the part about the mirror, it was based off or was a part of a game. The story has been going very slow because of life and because I can't really choose who Regna should be with in the end. It would really help if you could give me feedback or your idea on this matter. Like who you think Regna should go with.