Chapter 14
sorry, this one is kinda short!
I stayed out much longer than I intended. After dancing out butts off everyone migrated to the campfire and we sat and told stories and the humans at smores. It was 3 am when I finally got into my car. There was an after party at someone's place, but I didn't really feel like going. But I didn't want to go home either. I was still fairly mad at Edward. So I drove out to my favorite place in the world, (besides Paris… or Italy…or anywhere else…. Well you get the picture.) Seattle. There I parked my car in a closed dinner parking lot. I didn't expect anything to be open. Instead I just sat on top of a large building and watched the very little night life. A couple of pimps, some people coming home from clubs, a group of drunkards, pretty much all the nobodies.
It was somewhat boring, so I found myself traveling in thought. What if Jasper brought Maria with him? What is he going to say to me? Is he going to ignore me? Am I going to ignore him? What about the baby? Will it grow up in a confused paradox when he aunt and uncle hate each other? Do I hate jasper? No. I didn't want myself to think like that. I don't hate jasper, a barely hate anyone. but I hate what he did to me. What if he does confront me? Will I beg for him back? No. I 'm not that type of person. but he is my soul mate. no he isn't. if he was, he wouldn't have left me. This argument in my head traveled on for a while.
I shut the jasper thoughts off. I don't want to think about him right now. Maybe I should think about the baby. But that subject has enough trouble in itself. A sudden un-intentional thought ran across my brain. Anthony. now why did that happen? But then again, why shouldn't it? Maybe it will ease some of the pressure of jaspers arrival.
He is so funny. He couldn't stop cracking jokes tonight, and at one point I almost literally fell on the floor. He was a good dancer too. I guess he has had a lot of experience street dancing. That makes me think- I don't know that much about his past. Although we have talked a lot, I never was told where he came from. He is a new vampire, about three years. So his child hood was pretty modern I suppose. Huh.
I stayed on that roof until I noticed the sun coming up. I looked at my watch. 6 am. Oops. Haha. I drove home in my cute little car. I was happy with myself for not having a vision the entire ride home. But as I pulled in my drive I saw one too many cars. Great. He is here.
so what do you guys think? should alice and jasper get back together? im kinda stuck on that one, so review... review... and uh, oh ya, review!