Chapter 14

Puck's POV:

I woke up of someone shaking my shoulder. I groaned and opened my eyes. I must be dreaming again, I thought. I saw the three women but there was someone with them now...

"Puck?" I heard a clear voice. I recognized the voice and looked At the blonde. I tried to speak but the words got stuck in my throat.

"Don't speak, here I got you something to drink." I felt how the person laid the glass against my lips and took a sip. After a few sips my throats felt better.

"That's better huh?" I nodded and felt something in my nose. It irritated me... Before I could get it out a hand stopped me.

"Don't!" I heard Beca's voice. She looked at me.

"W-where am I?" All that came out of my throat was a whisper.

"You're in the hospital." I heard the clear voice again. I looked in her way.

"Why?" The girl looked sad and I saw tears in her eyes.

"You tried to kill yourself Puck..." A tear rolled down her cheek. "D-don't cry please..." I quickly wiped away her tear. "Do you know who I am Puck?" The girl asked in a whisper. I didn't know so I stayed quite. "I'm Sam. Remember? I'm your... Girlfriend..." I stared at Sam. Then a woman came in.

"I see you're awake." I just nodded and looked at the woman. "How are you feeling?"

"Like my head is gonna explode..."

"Okay..." She came my way and shined with a light in my eyes. "Hm this is weird..." She mumbled.

"What is weird?" I heard a familiar voice. Then I realized it was my mom...

"I thought you said she's blind?" The nurse frowned.

"She is..." Beca mumbled. She sounded really tired.

"Well her eyes respond on the light which is not normal for someone who's blind." She turned off the light and did a step back. I saw her grabbing a pen and she threw it my way. I held out my hand so it wouldn't hit my face.

"I told you! I told you guys she looked into my eyes before she passed out!" I heard the excitement in Beca's voice. I looked around and saw Chloe and my mom leaning against the wall. Chloe looked exhausted but she smiled when I looked her way. I looked back at Sam. Suddenly I remembered what I had done before I woke up on the ground... I remembered that I took all the pills that I had left and that I had left Spot in the hallway. Spot...

"Where is Spot?!" I exclaimed immediately regretting it cause the loud talking made my headache even worse...

"He's okay Puck don't worry." Chloe said.

"Puck?" I looked in the way of the doctor.

"Do you realize you have you vision back?" I just nodded. "Aren't you happy?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"If I'm not even able to recognize my girlfriend... What is the use then?" I sighed sadly. I couldn't be happy if I didn't recognize Sam... My girlfriend...

"Your memory loss is probably part of your recovery... It's probably temporary. Do you know what day it is?"

"Monday?" I guessed, I had no idea but honestly I didn't really care. All I cared about that moment was Sam. I couldn't even imagine how she would feel...

"No it's Wednesday... Do you remember what happened that night?"

"I remember Chloe and Beca were out for dinner and.. I was in my room..." I didn't want to tell them about the voices, which I hadn't forgotten.

"Can you tell me why you took the pills?"

"I couldn't sleep..." I lied, I couldn't just tell them the truth...

"Don't lie Puck..." Chloe said.

"I'm tired..." I mumbled. The doctor nodded.

"I'll come back later. I have to ask you guys to leave because there is only one visitor allowed if Puck wants." The doctor left and no one moved.

"You heard the doctor..." Sam stood up.

"Please Sam will you stay?" Sam nodded and sat down in the chair next to my bed.

"Are you sure?" I heard my mom. I looked at her.

"Please leave mom I didn't ask for you to come..." I looked at my hands.

"I'll come back later okay cutie?" Beca said as she kissed my forehead. I gave her a smile and nodded. They left and Sam and I were alone.

"You don't remember me do you?" I shook my head. "Finally you knew I liked you... And now you don't even remember me..." I saw that Sam tried to smile but she only to hide her tears...

"I am so sorry..." I whispered.

"It's not your fault..." But I knew it was...

"They told me you didn't love me..." I mumbled embarrassed.

"Who told you that?!"

"The voices..." I muttered.

"Which voices?" I didn't answer her question. "Puck please tell me..." She sounded like Chloe.

"The voices in my head... They also told me to take the pills... They said it would take away my pain..." The more I talied about the voice the more I felt stupid for taking the pills...

"Why didn't you tell me about them?"

"I don't know... I wish I remembered you... You're so beautiful..." Sam looked at me and smiled. "Can you tell me something about our relationship?" Sam scoffed softly.

"We were in a relationship for a day... You asked me that day after I told you that night wasn't a mistake..."

"That night?"

"We uh we kissed for the first time when you were at my place..." Suddenly it felt like I relived that moment. I felt Sam's strawberry tasting lips on mine and I felt the butterflies in my stomach. She kept talking about that night but all I could focus on was her beautiful face. It was Sam! My Sam... My girlfriend who I loved more than anything. "And then-"

She continued but I cut her off by finishing her sentence. "Then your parents walked in..." I finished the sentence with a grin. Her eyes lit up and she got a smile on her face. "Hey Sam." I smiled. I pulled her into a hug. "I remember... I remember everything about you... The kiss, the way you always smiled, your giggle when I made a bad joke... Now I am more than happy that I have my vision back so I can see you... I knew you were beautiful even though I couldn't see you." Sam pulled back and I saw her cheeks were turned red. "Because you are beautiful." Sam smiled and kissed me softly. When we pulled back I grinned. "Yup now I definitely remember." Sam laughed and climbed onto the bed. I laid her arm around her and kissed her cheek.