I Don't Need Help, Do I?

Summary: Clary is the best shadow hunter in the world. But not everything is how it seems… Johnathan has had brain issues and Clary has had to step up as the ''big sister'' when she should be the little sibling. How will she deal with all the stress? Will a certain golden-haired boy be able to help her? Will she finally find true love?

I don't own the characters and some ideas! All thanks to the lovely Cassandra Clare.

Chapter 14

Previously…

I close her door behind me and lay her on the bed. I quietly crawl and slide my arms around her. Making sure she doesn't wake.

She doesn't seem to mind; she wraps one arm around my stomach and continues sleeping. I watch her sleep for I don't honestly know for how long. I am about to fall asleep when it happens…

JacePOV

I hear a piercing scream escape Clary's lips and she falls to the floor. I scramble up and see her screaming in a ball on the floor. She keeps shaking. I run up to her but she pushes me away while screaming. I try and go near her again but she just screams louder so I crawl to a corner and hope she will be okay soon.

I hate to see her like this. I feel a tear slide down my cheek but just watch Clary to see when she gets out of this trance…

ClaryPOV

I feel a breathtaking pain coming from my back. I fall to the ground screaming. Jace tries to come over but I just scream louder and push him away. I feel my mind being pulled when suddenly I am pulled into what I can only hope is a dream.

I look around and see gold. Everywhere. I look down and see that I am in a gold dress that is so beautiful. I feel a weight on my back and reach my hand back. I feel feathers. Why feathers? I walk over to the big mirror and practically scream in horror. I have giant gold wing. WINGS! I see that my hair is red but with gold highlights all the way through and is silky. Instead of my big green eyes, I have green eyes with Gold around my iris! This is so weird!

I hear a knock on the door and go to answer it. I grab the handle and open the door and almost faint. On the other side of the door is Aziel the Angel. He smiles at my expressions and continues into the room. "Hello Clarissa. I'm Aziel. I am sure that you are extremely confused right now. We don't have much time so I will cut the story short. There is great evil coming and they want you. What you didn't know is that you are 90% Angel. "I gasp and almost fall over. He catches me and sits me in a chair. "Clarissa this evil needs to be defeated. You have extraordinary powers. Use them and defend the ones you love. Be careful of who gets this knowledge. I can sense a trader in the institute. For now I must bid you goodbye. Say hello to Jace for me as well." He says and suddenly everything goes white.

I open my eyes and see Jace in the corner crying with his eyes shut. I hear pounding on the door. Alec, Magnus, Izzy, and Sebastian are all calling Jace and I's name. I crawl over to Jace and put my hand on his cheek. He looks up instantly. At first he looks happy but then he turns to complete fear. He shakes out the words "Clary…what…happened to…you?" I turn to the mirror and gasp.

It wasn't a dream. My eyes have the gold as well as my hair. My beautiful gold wings are also out. I think and will them to go into my back again. After a second they disappear and the pain in my back vanishes. I smile and turn back to Jace. He is trembling. I crouch in front of him.

"Jace there is something you need to know…" I tell him all that happened in what I think was a dream thing. He nods, and once I finish, pulls me into a hug. "I am so happy you are okay. I promise I won't tell the others. But what do we say when they see your eyes and hair?" He asks.

I think for a moment. Then I pull out my Steele and draw a disguise rune. I turn to Jace to see if it worked. Jace nods then smiles.

I stand up and open my door. Everyone falls onto the floor with me on the bottom. I squeal but quickly am helped up by Jace. Maggie, Alec, Izzy, and Sebastian all run over and squeeze me with a hug. I look to Jace for help but he just shrugs his shoulders and laughs.

Once the never ending hug finally finished everyone kept asking me questions. I sighed and screamed"SHUT UP! I JUST HAD A BAD NIIGHTMARE. BUT JACE PULLED ME OUT OF IT! SO LEAVE ME ALONE!" Once I finished everyone is quiet with a stunned expression. I can't stand it.

I run out the door trying to find anywhere people aren't. I go into a walk after a few minutes because it seems that no one followed me. Why didn't Jace come after me? I mean I know I just met him (sort of) but I feel this connection with him. I just hoped he would follow me and tell me that everything would be okay. But that doesn't happen in real life. That only happens in the fan fictions I read.

The characters live happily ever after. But in real life you have to work, fight, and be brave. You have to be alone sometimes. And other times you have to open up to people. Life is a journey, and you need to be brave.

I walk for forever until I see this big room with plants. I didn't know we had a green house! I walk in and catch my breath. There are roses and dandelions and millions of other flowers throughout the room. But in the middle there is a blanket, basket, and candles. I start to think about whom or what it was for when a deep voice interrupts my thoughts.

"I set that up a few days ago before John left. I had put flowers in your room telling you where to go. Although I am glad you found this place on your own." I smile and turn around to see a golden beauty. "Oh Jace this is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me." He takes my hand and leads me to the blanket. We sit and he opens the basket. He pulls out two coca-colas in the glass bottles and two grilled cheese sandwiches. I smile and ask "How did you know I loved the glass bottles instead of can?" He laughs.

"No but I hate cans so I feel quite lucky that you feel the same. So here you go," he hands me a bottle then sandwich and continues. "I am a sandwich king! You should feel honored to be given a sandwich from an angel." I laugh. "Technically, I am the angel. But you can have the moment. OH and I hope you don't mind but I am going to take off the disguise rune. It hurts like you don't want to know."

I don't wait for a response. I take out a dagger from my pocket. Don't judge! If you had been through everything that happened you also would always have a weapon just in case. I cut the rune and give out a large sigh. Jace suddenly takes his stele out and draws an iratze on my arm. I laugh.

"Jace it would not have bled that bad." He rolls his eyes and pulls me closer to him. I just let him because I know I have a little MAJOR crush on him. "Do you know how beautiful you are?" he asks.

I am about to reply when there is certain pressure against my lips. OMG he is kissing me! I quickly kiss back and he smiles onto my lips. We kiss and he licks the bottom of my lip for entrance but I pull back.

"Easy now." I tell him with a wink. He just groans and pulls me into another quick kiss but I pull back just in time so I can take a bite of my sandwich. He laughs and I swallow. He just pulls me into his lap where we eat, drink, and talk forever.

Suddenly Jace stands up pulling me with him. I am about to ask what is wrong he puts his finger on his lips and points to the clock on the wall. I look and see it is midnight and the bell rings.

All of a sudden, the greenhouse lights up and tons of purple and blue flowers open up showing their beauty that they were hiding. A breath escapes my mouth that I didn't realize I was holding which makes Jace laugh.

"Their beautiful aren't they? I come up here at night to think a lot. It happens every night at midnight, and then they close waiting for their time to open up again to show their beauty."

I look into his eyes and can only think of one thing to do. Punch him….KIDDING! Ha-ha got you! No I kiss him on his soft lips.

At first he doesn't respond so I pull back a little but he pulls me in to not break the kiss. His lips are so soft. I lace my fingers into his hair and pull a little bit. This just makes him moan and kisses me harder and fiercer. He lifts me up onto a rock so I am about his height. We kiss for a long time until we hear someone clear their throat.

Me being uncoordinated stumble back and fall on my butt. I look up to see Jace and Alec laughing their heads off. I frown and puff up my bottom lip which only makes them laugh harder. I sigh and stand up.

"So Alec why did you have to so rudely interrupt Clary and I?" Oh Jace! I sigh again and he pulls me into his side.

Alec's face turns from amusement to anxiousness. "Alec what's wrong?" I ask. He tugs my arm. "Clary we found you brother."

That's all I needed to hear. I run down the stairs and out the green house heading to the library.


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