I believe the world is burnin' to the ground
oh well, I guess, we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
well I believe it all is comin' to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend..
-How Far We've Come by Matchbox Twenty

Chapter 14:Beautiful

Jasper's POV:

That day will haunt me forever.

The day Bella smelt blood.

The day she practically ripped her hair out of her head and screamed so loud if I were still human I would have no longer have hearing.

When I saw the hunger twist her face into something malicious and evil I couldn't help but think this wasn't my Bella.

When she struggled in my arms and snapped her teeth at the human I couldn't help but be sickend.

Her angelic face was no longer heavenly. I thought the world would end if this happened and when it didn't I questioned god. If he was truly there, around us, helping us, why would he make the world and all existence keep on as one of his angels turned into a demon for any amount of time.

One of the things that I hated of vampirism was the ever-living memory. I would have that tortured face burned into my mind for all eternity.

So many downsides to my life had been revealed in those minutes. My emotions; I could feel the thirst radiating off of Bella like I had never before.

Vampirism; memory.

And those were just two of the thousand.

I thought Bella had come so far with this already. She had been around humans. Close enough to hunt rapidly. But being in the same room as a bleeding human pushed her far over the edge.

When I finaly dragged her from the retched scene, she was kicking and screaming.

I placed a steal plate over the door; knowing she could rip through any second, hoping she would restrain herself enough to get the message.

I opened a window and she sucked in the filtered air as Mary Alice screamed.

Bella stood and walked to the window, sticking out her head. A fresh waifing of the bloods scent washed through the air and I pushed a wave of calm and serenity out with it. She turned and smiled at me, her eyes glowing red.

I was at her side in seconds and whispering in her ear to try and calm her. At each second I was hoping she wouldn't try and attck the human again.

I would wait in this room forever if I had too with her. I would keep the demon from her face at all cost's nesicary.

I would keep her safe. I stared with her out of the open window as she let her eyes glaze over in thought. Her hair blew out from the wind and I smiled.

Her once floral scent was the same, just it had the sensation of an early frost. It smelled even more magnificent than her human scent.

She leaned her head back against my chest and I whispered "I love you," into her ear and she said, "I love you, too, Jasper." and sighed in pleasure.

That day was the best and the worst of all days.

Even now as I look into her face it has a more angelic tint to it.

Beautiful.

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Okay, the song just fit with the chapter so well! I'm tempted to end the story here and start a sequel.? I would have to do an Epilouge, but still. (: okay, so what do you guys think of the idea? i mainly want to because I can't think of anything else for the story, thus my doing a Jasper POV. i haven't in i dont know how many chapters. They're harder to write. I know, I know, the title is dumb. whatever. please, please do the poll please. (: thank youu. okay, so tell me if you want me to end it here, do an epilouge and start a sequal. And if you do, what should I name it? I wanted to originaly do a multiple "book" thing: What I Found In The Woods, What I Found In The Fire, and maybe, What I Found In The Water. okay, so if i do use those, What I Found In The Fire would be next. I finaly brought Emmett in and a lot of people should be happy about that. Okay, if i dont end it here, Edward will come back into the story line VERYY soon. and, one person PMed me about this, This will SOOO not be an AliceXEdward. Edward might be single all through this story, and i still dont know about Alice. Okay, the early frost thing, im a guy and I dont know if freshia is a flower or not. so, yeah. and: i recently noticed that i messed something up. in the 18 hundreds, Mary Alice would have been burned at the stake for her visions. so, in this, she hasnt told any one about the visions and people just think shes crazy. lol, review please! thus ending my unusually VERY LONG chapterly rantings. (: