Dean pulled over on the side of the road and cursed. He turned and looked at Sam. Sam was wearing the same look on his face. Dean turned and went to ask Kali if she thought Gabriel had survived the fight with Lucifer but he found the backseat empty. The goddess was gone. He slammed his hands on the steering wheel and cursed even louder.
"Well, that went fucking well, didn't it?" Dean demanded shoving his door open and climbing out of the car.
He looked over the roof of the impala at Sam. "Well, it could have gone worse. We could have died too."
Dean smirked. "Thanks, Sam I knew I could trust you to always look on the brighter side of things."
He watched Sam smile as his brother walked around the back of the impala and joined him on the driver's side of the car. Dean looked at Sam and sighed. He had no idea what to do now. They were without a plan with Lucifer running lose. It didn't seem like it was going to end well for them.
"So, what now?" Sam asked looking at Dean.
Dean shrugged. He then got a thoughtful look on his face and he opened his jacket and pulled out the DVD that Gabriel had given him. "Well, we have this," he said.
He watched as Sam looked at the DVD and frowned. "You want to watch porn now?" he asked.
Dean shook his head, "No, Gabriel gave it to me. He said to protect it with my life," Dean looked at it then looked back at Sam. "It can't be that good, could it?"
He saw Sam roll his eyes before the younger Winchester opened the back door and leaned in to get his laptop. Sam closed the door once he had his laptop and set the computer on the roof of the impala. He opened it and then grabbed the DVD from Dean. Dean watched as Sam placed the DVD into the CD ROM burner and closed it. After a couple of moments the opening scene to Casa Erotic began to play on the screen.
"Man, I really hope we don't see anything that will scar us for life," Dean muttered.
"I grew up with you as a big brother, Dean, I am pretty sure that that ship has already sailed," Sam muttered as Gabriel came on the screen.
Dean looked at Sam but didn't say anything. He watched the screen as Gabriel pulled off his fake mustache. "If you are watching this, then I guess I bought it and I am up in the big porno in the sky," the arch angel said. Dean raised an eyebrow but didn't say anything, "And even though you two are probably thinking about going after Lucifer on your own, don't. You two will just end up dead, again. The only way to stop Lucifer is to put him back in his cage."
"Well, that's just great. How the hell are we supposed to do that?" Dean demanded.
"If you wouldn't interrupt me, then I would tell you," Gabriel said on the screen.
Sam and Dean shared a look before they turned their attention back to the screen. "The rings of the Four Horsemen connect together and with an incantation open up the cage. All you have to do is give my older brother a shove and once he's back in the cage everything goes back to normal."
Dean looked at Sam and watched as the hope filled his brother's face again. He turned back to the screen and watched as Gabriel caught the woman in the film and yanked her clothes off. The woman went to rip his clothes off and thankfully Sam slammed down the screen. Sam looked at Dean.
"Well, we already have War and Famine's rings all we need is Pestilence and Death's rings," Dean said.
Sam looked at him. "Really? Is that all?" he asked with a sarcastic tone.
Dean sighed, "I know it isn't going to be pleasant but now we have a plan for how to get Lucifer back in the cage. I am going for it."
Sam nodded. He then smirked. "Kat would kill us."
Dean nodded. "True. There is a bright side though. We may not live through this so she may not get the chance to kill us."
Sam made a face, "That is true."
Kat opened her eyes and closed them just as fast. She felt Jensen's bare chest against her cheek and the feel of his body pressed against hers. She took a slow steady breath and squeezed her eyes tight to stop the tears.
This isn't what Dean meant when he said to let Jensen comfort you, she thought to herself as the memories of the night before came back to her.
She remembered sobbing in Jensen's arms on the floor for what seemed like an eternity before he finally stood back up and swung her up in his arms and carried her to the bedroom. He had sat on the bed with her and stroked her hair and wiped the tears from her cheeks. She remembered looking into his green eyes and just aching for Dean instead and that had been when Jensen had kissed her. And God help her she had kissed him back. She had ripped his clothes off just as he had pulled hers off. She opened her eyes when she felt his hand gently move down her back. His hands were so much softer then Dean's calloused ones and yet all she wanted was to feel those rough hands on her body again.
"Kitty Kat, don't," Jensen whispered as Kat let a tear roll down her cheek and onto his chest.
Kat rolled away from him and tossed the covers aside. She pulled away when she felt his hand on her arm. She stood and grabbed a shirt from the floor and pulled it on. More tears came to her eyes as she realized it was Jensen's shirt, another one that he had stolen from set and never returned. She did up the buttons quickly then turned to look at the man in her bed. He was looking at her begging her with his green eyes to just climb back into that bed and let him love her forever. She raked her hand through her hair. She shook her head and let out a small laugh. This had to be some sort of twisted irony in this. She had once loved Jensen more than anything and would have done anything to have him in her bed. And now that he was all she wanted to do was run in the opposite direction.
"My life sucks," she said closing her eyes and letting more tears fall.
"It doesn't have too, you know," Jensen told her softly.
Kat smiled and shook her head opening her eyes to look at the man she still thought of as her best friend. "What about Roxie's life? Doesn't she deserve to be happy with you?"
Jensen shook his head. "She quit and left at the end of the season. She wanted way more then I was ready to give her. She had this crazy notion that she was in love with me and she wanted to get married right away and have kids. I'm not ready for that," he said climbing out of bed and grabbing his jeans.
Kat watched as he pulled them on and stood. He left them undone and Kat forced herself to look back into his eyes when he turned to face her. "You were ready for all that. You told me so about a couple of years ago. You wanted to think about settling down," she answered.
"I did want it. But not with some girl I had just met and just started dating. Roxie took offence to that. She claimed she knew I was her true love and that was all there was. We were 'connected'."
Kat looked at him. "Okay, that sounds kind of creepy now."
She watched as Jensen smiled. "Yeah, well let's just say Jared and CJ are totally Team Kat now. I also think CJ might even be Team Let's Get Roxie Some Therapy."
Kat shook her head and had to laugh. She heard Jensen walk over to her. He wrapped his arms around her and she leaned into him despite knowing that it wasn't a good idea. "I didn't know that there was a Team Kat."
"Oh, there is definitely a Team Kat. I'm the Captain of the team," Jensen answered leaning in and kissing her on the neck.
Kat closed her eyes. "You know, there's also a Team Dean too. And I am Captain of that team," she whispered pulling away.
Jensen sighed and rested his forehead against Kat's. "Why are you making this so hard, Kitty Kat? Why can't you just let go and be here with me."
"Jensen, you-" Kat started.
"Katerina, we seriously need to talk," she heard Gabriel say. She pulled away from Jensen and saw the arch angel standing in the doorway to the bedroom. "Oh, sorry are you busy?" he asked smirking.
I'm going to kill him, was her only thought.
Dean walked down the front steps of Bobby's. He sat on one of the middle ones and pulled out his phone. He began rolling down the contacts. He stopped at Kat's name. God, he wanted to phone her and see how she was doing. Unfortunately he had already tried that and apparently, inter-dimension calling doesn't work. Instead he moved down his contracts some more and found Lisa's name. He pressed the button and put the call through. He held the phone to his ear and waited.
"Hello," he heard Lisa ask answering the phone.
"Hey, Lisa, it's Dean," he managed to say. He felt tears come to his eyes when he could hear Adora in the background laughing.
"Dean, it's good to hear your voice. Is everything all right with you? Did you fix what you had to?"
Dean felt the tears roll down his cheeks. He knew that Lisa, Ben and especially Adora were relying on him to fix this whole mess and put Lucifer back in his cage. They needed him to make the world a safe place again for them. He didn't want to fail his daughter. He had failed enough people in the world he didn't want to add Addie to that list.
"Not yet, I am still working on it. How's Addie doing?" he asked wishing more than anything that he could have his daughter with him but he knew how danger it was for her.
"She's doing better. It took some adjusting for Ben and her but they are really close now, Dean. I really think Ben loves her like she was his little sister," Lisa told him.
She could be his little sister if I were to just give up this fight and go back to you, Dean thought, but I can't. I made a promise to the love of my life I would keep fighting if she does. Kitten needs me to keep going.
"I'm glad that she and Ben are getting along. She needs someone to love her. I just," Dean sighed and closed his eyes as more tears fell, "I hate being away from her."
"I know you do, Dean but you are doing what is best for her. You life is too dangerous for a child Addie's age. She needs to be kept safe."
Dean smiled a little. "I know but her mother is going to kill me when she finds out who has been looking after her."
There was silence on the other end of the phone. "You never talk about her mother. Adora has said that she was pretty and that you loved her."
Dean sighed, "I did and I do. Her name is Katerina. And she is," so many words went through Dean's head to describe his Kitten. He only needed on though, "my everything."
"I'm glad you found someone, Dean."
Dean nodded. "Thanks. Listen I have to go," he said hearing the door behind him open and close, "You tell Addie that I love her."
"You could tell her yourself, Dean. I could-."
"No, Lisa I just," he shook his head like she could see him, "I might lose it. Talk to you later."
Dean hung up and stood. He turned around and saw Sam standing behind him. "Bobby found something we might be able to use," he said looking at Dean.
"All right, let's get on it," Dean said ignoring the look on Sam's face as he walked back up the steps and into the house. The last thing he wanted to do was talk to his brother about how much it was killing him not having Kat or Adora with him. He just needed to keep his head focused on getting Lucifer back in the cage. That was all he could handle at the moment.