Fire

I see red. The flames lick around my mind. The tears will come later. Right now, I am angry, more angry than I have ever been. I don't know what to do with this feeling. I can't hold it in. I'm on fire. It is so unfair. Tosh and Owen. Owen and Tosh. What did they do? What did they ever do to deserve this? They're dead. It burns me from the inside. Gwen and Jack are weeping together. I cannot join them. I want to rip Gray to pieces, tear him apart. I want to punch the wall and break them down. I want to scream until my lungs burst. I want to throw myself into the inferno and burn into dust.