A/N: Alright so...I really don't know what to say. I know I keep saying and the guys keep saying there MIGHT be a season 5 after this and I know Nickelodeon did not say "Big Time Dreams" is the LAST ever episode but...I don't know, it feels pretty final to me. Wikipedia also says the cast members have stated it is the last season...but Wikipedia may lie. I cried in the end when they showed how far along the guys have come and...I'm crying right now as I remember it. I've literally done nothing BUT listen to cheery, un-related to BTR music to try to get "Big Time Dreams" out of my mind...Seriously, I'm a mess right now. I can't even hear my 24/7 CD because I break down every time "We Are" comes up...
I decided that I had to get this up as quickly as possible in honor to the guys, and just in case that WAS the last BTR episode we'll ever see.
There HAVE been rumors though that the guys will be recording a 4th album soon so...we never know.
That said, most of you got what's happening in this chapter right (or 99.9% right lol) and, if you had an account, you received a sneak peek from me.
THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO: LoveSparkle, Eloisa M, luke rusherboy, Madarao the Authoress, OuToFmYmInDbAcKiN5MiNuTeS and Cashmeere. Good job guys!
To ALL my awesome reviewers...
SHOUTS OUT!
-AgonyJade: I also hate when the site does that. And good guess...but it's not quite right. You'll see what I mean in this chapter. Enjoy and thanks for reviewing!
-LoveSparkle:Well...you already know you were ALMOST right...and in fact I think the full chapter and the next one too will clear things up even more. Thanks for reviewing!
-Eloisa M: Thank you, I'm glad you liked the chapter and, as you saw, you were right. I hope this chapter and the next one clear things up a bit more for you and, as always, thanks for reviewing!
-SuperNeos2: Thank you, I'll definitely take you up on the offer sometime. Hmm...nice guess but the main conflicts, for now, are not work-related for our boys...you'll see why at the end of this chapter. Thanks for reviewing! I can't wait for the next chapter of "Heavy Blood"!
-Samanthateach: Maybe I could...but I seriously doubt the boys would agree to filming such a thing as this story. No doubt HBO could make it happen, lol, but I don't think Kendall Schmidt, James Maslow, Carlos Pena and Logan Henderson would be up for such a thing, lol. I'm seriously depressed over "Big Time Dreams" but I refuse to give up hope until Nickelodeon makes a statement on the thing!
-luke rusherboy: Oh it wasn't a bother at all. I LOVE long reviews, that's why yours are some of the best. I'm NOT a Miley Cyrus fan and completely agree with you on that subject. Haha, I'm sorry I'm using your hated pairings, but it's about to get worse. You'll see...I warned you beforehand on the Jendall, now I'm warning you on the Jarlos and...maybe even more things, you'll see. BUT end results will be Kames, I mean, this IS a Kames story so bear with me, and enjoy the drama meantime! I'm REALLY keepinf my fingers crossed for a 5th season...I refuse to give up hope until Nickelodeon makes it final! Thanks so much for reviewing!
-jamesmaslowlover: Oh I don't think they will...but will there be struggles in their relationship? Oh, for SURE there will! Thanks for reviewing and I hope this was fast enough for you!
-Madarao the Authoress: So...you got it right and you got the sneak peek, lol. It's okay that you didn't review the last chapters, I understand, I've been really busy too! Thanks for reviewing this one anyways! Well...let's just say things are about to get interesting for our boys.
-OuToFmYmInDbAcKiN5MiNuTeS: OMG, I cried the whole last bit of "Big Time Dreams" I was a serious wreck, so I don't know how you managed to pull through with all those tasks, you really ARE amazing, lol. Anways, you know already some of the drama brewing ahead, and hopefully this chapter and the next will clear some things up for you guys. Thanks for reviewing! And of COURSE I'm excited about "Aftermath", who wouldn't? Lol.
-ChocoChocoBloo: AHHH! Lol. Thanks for not killing me...though you might change your mind about that after this...who knows? Enjoy the chapter and thanks for reviewing!
-4ever with Kames: You know, yours was a tough one. I kept debating whether or not you'd technically won the prize. See, essentially, you're right. Things WILL happen between them and things might get awkward...or not...for our boys but there was one tiny tiny and yet very important detail that you mentioned that changed the whole meaning of your guess. You'll probably be confused in this chapter, but I promise things will start making more sense in the next one and future chapters and you'll see why you were, essentially, right and yet VERY wrong at the same time. Enjoy this chapter and thanks for reviewing!
-Cashmeere: I've been an emotional wreck ever since, I totally get your feelings. However, you're right, let's keep on being positive and never give up hope. You were right, as you will see in this chapter, you were possibly the only one who inadvertly was 100% right and not 99.9% right as the others were, because, and I quote you here you said 'James would flip'...you never said anything regarding ONLY Jarlos...so congrats, in my opinion, yours was the best guess so far. You'll see for reviewing!
-Ro-Someone3: I didn't know whether your guess was valid or not...I mean, you mentioned Carlos but...you only said Carlos so...oh well, anyways, you're on the right track. You'll see what I mean in this chapter. OMG, you saw it too? I thought I'd been the only one and that I'd imagined that scene with Kendall and James. Thanks for reviewing and I hope you enjoy the chapter!
-SerenityRatliff: I can guarantee you that, most unfortunatedly, there WILL be more Jendall moments coming up. But don't worry, we'll have our Kames moments too and for now, Jo's not really the one you have to worry about...you'll see what I mean by the end of this chapter. Enjoy and thanks for reviewing!
You guys are AMAZING!
Cheers,
Franshes
THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO KENDALL SCHMIDT, JAMES MASLOW, CARLOS PENA JR., LOGAN HENDERSON, CIARA BRAVO (Katie), STEPHEN KRAMER GLICKMAN (Gustavo), TANYA CHISHOLM (Kelly), CHALLEN CATES (Mama Knight), ERIN SANDERS (Camille), KATELYN TARVER (Jo), MALESE JOW (Lucy), MATT RIEDY (Griffin), DAVID ANTHONY HIGGINGS (Bitters), TUCKER ALBRIZZI (Tyler), BARNETT O'HARA (Guitar Dude), DARAN NORRIS (Buddha Bob), DAVID CADE (Jett), TARA STRONG (Ms. Collins), STEPHEN KEYS (Freight Train), LORENZO LAMAS (Dr. Hollywood), PHIL LAMARR (Hawk), FABIO LANZONI, OBDUL REID AND LASTLY SCOTT FELLOWS FOR THE BEST THREE AND A HALF YEARS OF MY LIFE...I'LL MISS YOU GUYS :'(
I know I'm missing the Jennifers but they switched actresses several times so...I didn't think to include them, sorry.
Ch. 14: Big Time Suspicions
"What did she say?" Carlos asked, almost as soon as Kendall joined them "Will they be forcing you to quit Big Time Rush? Will you be in New Town High now? Kendall!"
"Relax," Gustavo said, coming from behind " I would never allow anyone to take any of you dogs away from this band, not even when Griffin wanted one of you to break out, and certainly not some New Town High producer…he'll be an actor now, Elena and I will be coordinating his hours so he can both sing and act…"
"Oh," the other three seemed relieved.
"So, when do we shoot our first scene?"Logan asked "Kendall, did you get your script?"
"Yes, I did," Kendall said, showing it to them.
"You guys got them too," Kelly added, coming from behind Gustavo "Here they are,"
And she handed each boy a copy.
"So…I'll be Marco, an international student from Italy, although my mother's British, hence why my accent, my parents are also, it seems, fans of traveling around the world and REALLY do encourage studying abroad- which is why I'm in France in the first place and… huh…interesting," Kendall said, briefly reading his first few lines "Apparently, I'll be a real ladies man, as well,"
"You out of all people!" Carlos said laughing, the others joined him. (A/N: Well...technically he IS or, well WAS a ladies' man...but what Carlos meant is that he's not that obvious about it like, well, James was)
"Well, guess I'll have to pull a James Diamond charm for this movie," Kendall said, taking James hand in his own.
"Yeah, you wish you were that awesome!" James exclaimed, doing his signature gesture towards his face.
"Umm, Kendall?" Logan asked quietly, seeming troubled.
"Yeah?" Kendall said.
"Are you aware that there's-um- a kissing scene between you and Jo…like on page 12…and it's not just a light peck either…" Logan said.
"WHAT!" James exclaimed, eyes widened and flipping through his script until he found the part Logan was pointing out "Oh, you've GOT to be kidding me!"
"I knew that," Kendall said "And I'd kind of guessed it from the moment Katie said I'd be playing Rachel's new love interest…and there's actually 3 kiss scenes Logan- 2 heavy make out sessions and a third light peck on the lips…"
James was now frantic, going over the whole movie, appalled at what they expected his boyfriend to do.
"You can't do this," he said finally "Kendall I-I can't bear this…"
"Relax Jamie," Kendall replied, giving his hand a comforting squeeze "It's just acting,"
"Like hell it's just acting!" James fumed "Jo has feelings for you and you know it! She's bound to take advantage of the situation!"
"Jo knows I'm with you, she's not like that, she'd never do it," Kendall said.
"And what makes you so sure?" James asked "She jumped up at the first chance she got, when I was out of the way- in a freaking COMA- and tried to seduce you and-"
"And it didn't work," Kendall cut in firmly "I'm still with you aren't I?"
James said nothing but remained sulking silently. He didn't like this, he didn't trust Jo with his boyfriend. Kendall was just…too irresistible and he didn't want his boyfriend anywhere near chicks who wanted him for themselves. Particularly one who'd already had him in the past.
"Oh James," Kendall said, wrapping his arms around him "Baby, haven't we been through this time and time again? Haven't I chosen you over her twice already? Can't you see I'm not interested in her? That it's you I want?"
"You've slept with her," James said accusingly.
"And I've slept with you too," Kendall said, eyebrows raised "Your point being?"
James said nothing.
"James, I'm in love with YOU not her," Kendall said.
"Well, yeah but-still," James said "I'm not sure I'm comfortable with watching you make out with your ex-girlfriend, no matter how professional you both claim it is, there WILL be feelings involved…"
"Not on my part, at least, and that's all you should worry about," Kendall said "Come here,"
He gently pulled James to him and kissed him lightly on the lips, running his tongue along his bottom lip, begging for entrance.
James granted him entrance and moaned as Kendall's tongue lapped at every sensitive spot inside his mouth. He was enjoying the feel of kissing his boyfriend he didn't even attempt to fight him for control of their kiss and let him take the lead.
They pulled away rather breathless, both looking at one another with lusty, love-filled eyes.
"I say we go try out that bed up in our room, right about now- wouldn't you agree?" Kendall whispered huskily, making James shiver at his words and Carlos and Logan (who'd long been forgotten) gag.
"Guys, TMI?" Logan said weakly, however, once again he couldn't help but wonder why Carlos was blushing. He also couldn't help the slight jealousy that flared inside him. He should be the only one making Carlos blush like that.
"You could follow our example, Logan," James said, not taking his eyes off Kendall "Heavens knows you two need some bonding time…"
Carlos' blush deepened and, frowning, Logan said nothing.
"See you later guys," Kendall said taking James' hand before he and James ran up to their room, already fumbling with their clothes.
"Well," Logan said, clearing his throat awkwardly after their friends were gone "What do you say we DO go up and get some rest? It sounds like tomorrow's going to be a busy day for us all…"
"I believe you're right," Carlos said, taking his hand and smiling at him "So let's go up then, shall we?"
"Yeah," Logan replied, leading his boyfriend towards the elevator so they could go up to their room.
Once inside, Logan pushed Carlos up against the wall and began kissing him with all the passion he could muster.
Carlos moaned into the kiss, not having been expecting it, allowing Logan to push his tongue into Carlos' mouth, completely dominating the Latino.
He then began to furiously grind their hips together making Carlos whimper.
Logan smirked, feeling the bulge inside his boyfriend's jeans grow, his own pants feeling slightly too tight.
"L-Logie!" Carlos exclaimed trying (and failing) to suppress a moan "Logie, what's up? Why the sudden r-rush baby?"
"Why? Don't you want this?" Logan demanded while he bit the Latino's neck, sucking at his pulse point, marking him.
"I-yes, hell, yeah but…what b-brought this on?" Carlos said, struggling to form coherent sentences while his mind was being clouded up by lust.
"Does it matter? Want me to stop 'Los?" Logan asked while his hands unbuttoned Carlos' shirt.
"N-no, fuck no, Logie, don't you dare stop!" Carlos panted.
They rushed off the elevator into their room where they didn't waste any time stripping themselves.
Logan pushed Carlos into their king-sized bed and gazed down at him hungrily and Carlos looked up at him, trembling from excitement, his eyes darkened by lust.
However, even as he gazed at his boyfriend below him, completely vulnerable and at his mercy, Logan groaned and sat back up.
This was wrong.
They hadn't had sex in nearly a year, they hadn't been able to celebrate their anniversary yet and he definitely didn't want their celebration to begin this way. He loved Carlos, he wanted to make love to his boyfriend, make him feel wanted and special, not take him like one would any random hooker. Still, as jealousy coursed through his entire system, flashbacks of Carlos' blushes at Kendall and James' attitudes Logan knew he'd be unable to keep the fury and possessiveness out of his actions tonight. The answer to his problem, therefore, was that nothing should happen between them tonight. Not until he got some facts straight.
"L-Logie?" Carlos asked uncertainly "W-Why'd you stop?"
"I can't Carlos, I can't," Logan mumbled "Listen, I need to ask you something, and I need you to be completely honest with me…"
"Sure Logie, what's up?" Carlos said, sitting up, a little disappointed for the mood was long gone now.
"Are you having feelings for either James or Kendall?" Logan asked, deciding to figure out his suspicions once and for all.
"W-what? What makes you say that?" Carlos said with a nervous laugh…and yet he didn't answer the question.
"Carlos…" Logan said a bit more firmly "Stop stalling…" his voice wavered, full of hurt at the idea of such a betrayal from his boyfriend's behalf.
"No, Logan, not at all…" Carlos said, looking at him right in the eye and taking his hand "They're my brothers…that's all."
"You've been acting strangely around them lately," Logan pressed on.
"That's nothing…I'm just really glad James is back, that's all," Carlos said "There's no need for you to be jealous, Logie, you're my one and only love,"
"Well, alright then…sorry for doubting you 'Los," Logan said, now ashamed of himself.
"No worries Logie, now let's go to sleep…tomorrow's going to be a big day for all of us…we're shooting our first scene!" Carlos said excitedly.
Logan chuckled.
"We won't even say anything," Logan reminded his boyfriend "We're just filming Kendall and Jo's first encounter…Kendall will be doing all the talking, we're just going to be…standing there."
"Yeah, can you believe we've been cast as Kendall's best friends?" Carlos said "I mean…how cool is that?"
"I think that's what they had in mind all along, Carlos, when they…" Logan began before thinking better of it, sighing and saying "You know what? Never mind, you're right, let's go to sleep…"
Carlos snuggled closer into Logan's embrace. And Logan allowed himself to relax and think everything was going to be okay...
Later...
A couple of hours later, Logan woke up to some whimpering sounds and because Carlos was thrashing in his sleep.
"'Los?" he asked sleepily "Are you alright?"
Carlos didn't answer. Instead, he let out a quiet moan, and it didn't sound like a pained moan- the type he'd get when he had nightmares…in fact, it sounded like-
"Oh Kendall…" Carlos moaned again "So hot…feels great, mm…"
Logan sprang up in bed, wide awake now as he gazed at his sleeping, dreaming boyfriend of almost TWO YEARS who continued to moan and whimper Kendall's name in his sleep and only two words registered in his pained mind, filled with sadness and rage at his boyfriends' betrayal and lies.
Oh. Crap.
A/N: And that's the end of this chapter. Next couple of chapters should be full of drama, humor, and should be fun to both write and read. How will Logan react now that he knows his boyfriend's secret? And do James and Kendall ever find out about this? What will they do about it? And Kendall still has to deal with New Town High and Jo...will our boys ever find some peace and quiet? Don't miss the answer to all these questions in the coming chapters!
Thank you to all of you who read this chapter and, well, BTR's show MIGHT be coming to an end...but this story sure isn't so keep an eye out for it!
As always, review, I could really use some cheering up right now, damn "Big Time Dreams" for messing up with my mind and emotions!
And never forget, vote BTR on the Teen Choice Awards Rushers, just because the show's ending it doesn't mean BTR is over so let's vote and beat the *** out of those Directioners!
Franshes