Stay tuned. What happened to the other condom? Will Austin and Ally get back together? Will he get to play football again? How does Ally feel about all of this? Will it affect their already strained relationship? Did Austin really sleep with Kira? I know, but you don't. :3 I had no time to proof read so sorry for typos and gramtical errors.
Austins POV
Mrs. Fields our principal led me to her office. She had stringy brown hair which she always wore in a bun in the back of her head and black oval shaped glasses. Her wardrobe consisted of pantsuits and slacks. She was in her late 30's but she was a worn woman so she looked 10 years older. She took her chair and i took the one in front of her Desk. Her office smelled like lavender and she had stacks of papers cluttered all around her deep mahogany desk. She looked at me and made a motion for me to remove my ear-buds. I did. "Can you please explain to me what happened out there." I signed. "He said some shit he shouldn't have, and he got what he deserved for it." She pushed up her glasses. "Language Mr. Moon." She said. "Do you want to share what he said ?" She asked. "Not really" I answered honestly. This wasn't a conversation i wanted to have with my school principal. She sighed. "Alright then. Who laid hands on the other one first." She asked. "He did. He pushed me and i told him not to do it again." I said flatly. "And did he continue to push you?" She asked. "Yes. And then i punched him." I answered again. She scribbled on her yellow legal pad ."What happened next."She said looking up at me. "He said what he said." She scribbled some more. "Is that when the fight started?" I nodded . She put down her pen and took off her glasses after a long silence. "Austin I don't know what's going on with you. All your teachers are complaining, you don't pay attention in class, and you don't do your work. Are you ok? Do you need to talk to someone?" Her forehead wrinkles grew deeper and she looked tired. "I'm fine," I lied looking her in the eye to convince her. She looked content with my answer. She put her glasses back on and picked her pen up again. She sighed a slip of paper and handed it to me.
"A week of out of school suspension." She said. I took it from her. "Are you kidding?" I asked angrily. "I didn't even start it! That's BS! Is it because he's a senior?" She looked at me sternly and replied. "Hes getting a week and half .You both participated. Whatever he said must have gotten you really mad that's the only reason why i'm going easy on you. You hurt him real bad. Plus he laid hands on you first. Unless you want an extra week i suggest you take the sheet and go to the front office." I sighed and took the slip from her. "Oh and we will be notifying your parents, Mr. Moon. You are free to leave. Send in Blake." I stood up and left the room. I could see Blake more clearly now. His nose had stopped bleeding and it was obviously broken. "He had had band-aid over his cut and his nose was taped up. I was a little proud of myself and he was obviously ashamed because he wouldn't look me in the eyes. He got up and went into the room before i could say anything. I slipped my ear-buds into my ear and headed for football practice.
Dez was in there in his baseball gear packing up his stuff. "Hey man." I said. He nodded his head in my direction. He was fumbling with this glove."Whats up." I put down my backpack "OSS for a week, that's whats up." I said. "I know i heard. What did he say anyway?" Dez asked. "That at least her can remember to put his penis in the right girl when he's drunk" I told Dez. "Ohh... Harsh. He deserved it." I started to change into my football pads. "That's what I said."I agreed. Dez stopped fixing his Glove and looked at me head on now. "Do you remember at all what happened that night." He said "Anything at all?" I nodded no."The only thing i remember was everything up until laying with Ally. Everything else is a blur." I confessed. "Ally knows i love her, shouldn't that be enough. I told her i was sorry about a thousand times but she doesn't seem to care. She wont take me back." He sighed "Most girls get offended when their boyfriends sleep with other girls." He joked. I would've gotten mad if it was anyone else, but it was Dez so i didn't mind. "I feel like i'm falling into a hole, and i don't like it." I was tying my football cleats now. I grabbed my helmet. "Life's a bitch." He said. "Or i'm a bitch." I replied. "You cant blame yourself. When we get to the bottom of this you'll find out you were right all along." He said as we walked out of the boys locker room. "I hope so. I don't know how long it will take before i loose my shit." I added. We split and i head for the football field and he turns to the baseball field.
I catch up to my coach on the sideline. I was ready to play. This is where i took all my anger out. Coach Cook called time out when he saw me coming. He begins to walk towards me. "What are you doing" He asks. "Coming to play" I say a bit confused. "Sorry i'm late i had to see the principal." I tell him and start to put my helmet on. He stops me. "Austin OSS for a week means no football for a week. And if you keep up this behavior no football for the year." He says sternly. "Coach i can play, ok, i'm fine. Just put me in." I pleaded. "You heard me son. Back to the locker room." I sigh. "Coach i swear no more fights. Please just let me play. I can do this. You know i can do this." I beg him. "I know this is a tough time, and if you need anyone to talk to just-" "Why does everyone keep saying that! I don't wanna talk to anybody! " I could feel my whole body swelling with heat. "I don't need any fucking help! OK! Why can't everyone just cut the feelings bullshit and leave me the fuck alone! I don't wanna talk about anything!" I threw my helmet on the ground. The whole team was staring at me now. "Get off my field Moon!" Coach yelled. I closed my eyes and tried to calm down. I knew if i said anything else i would surely regret it. I picked up my helmet and turned to go. This is Bullshit. Everything is literally falling apart. And i cant do shit about it.
I drove myself home only for more questions from my family. Plus I got grounded for that whole week i got OSS. So i was basically on house arrest for the whole of next week. FML. I ignored all their questions and when they were finished yelling i asked to be excused which got them even more pissed. The finally let me go and i locked myself in my room. I wore sweatpants and no shirt. That night was the first time I ever did coke. snorted it up my nose and It stung on the way up. I blacked out on my bed. I liked the numbness of it all. I liked not feeling anything when i was high ,but if only it could last forever. I had a temporary cure for my terminal illness. It wasn't enough. The only permanent cure would be of course. Ally.
