Sorry it took so long for this chapter, but I want to thank everyone that have reviewed. A lot of thought went into what to include in this chapter and what to leave out. Just as a Warning this chapter it kind of intense.
New Target
Today should have been a wonderful and happy day since it was Christmas. This was the first Christmas Jared and I got to spend with others that we love since the year before they left. Jared spent part of the day with his pack and the rest with Kim. I spent the day with Seth and his family. Well, it was; Seth, Leah, Sue, Charlie, Bella, Edward, Renesmee, Jake, and I. Even though today should have been fun, like Bella, all I could do was think about tomorrow.
Everyone is starting to think that we won't get through tomorrow without a fight. My heart aches with thoughts of possibly loosing Seth. Before I met Seth I felt as though I had nothing. With Seth I have everything, a protector, a friend, a caretaker and a love. I would be lost without him in my life now. I'm also worried about Jared, Paul and Leah.
"Ayasha, can I talk to you for a minute?"
I got up from my place next to Seth around the fire. Then I followed Edward a short ways away from the group father into the forest.
"I wanted to tell you thank you for everything you have done for my family. You knew nothing about my family, yet you were the first to stand by our side when we found out about Renesmee. Everything you have done for us is greatly appreciated. I know that tomorrow you will be helping to protect my family but I will also be helping protect yours."
"That means a lot to me Edward."
We then headed back to the others to spend the rest of our time with our families. I sat cuddled in Seth's arms and lap for most of the night. Neither one of us slept much. Daylight approached way faster than I thought it should. In less than an hour the Volturi will be marching across the field in front of us. I gave Seth one last heated kiss before phasing.
As we stood in pack formation Jake stood at the front, forming a v shape similar to the shape that ducks fly in except closer together and the center is filled. Leah was to Jake's right since she is his second and Embry to his left being his third. Seth is to Leah's right and I am to her left, putting Seth on the outside and me inside. Directly beside me is Quil on Embry's right and on his other side is Beau. Leaving Aden at the back of the group. However it was decided that Jake would stand with the Cullens and Leah would lead us. Which meant our order then shifted so that Seth was in Leah's place. Meaning that I then took his so Aden took mine.
When the Volturi did come there didn't end up being a fight. They did however kill the Denali coven's sister because according to them she lied about Renesmee. When in fact she just didn't know the details. Alice and Jasper came back with some other half vampire named Nathaniel. He proved that Renesmee would continue to grow but would stop once she is about seventeen.
After the Volturi left we all headed back to the Cullen house. Even though there wasn't a fight I was still pissed and on edge. I spent the last month worrying day and night about nothing. Alice had obviously had a vision or something about Nathaniel a while ago or she would not have found him. Meaning that she should have known there wasn't going to be a fight. Which meant the sleepless nights and countless times of throwing up from being sick with worry were for nothing?
I couldn't hold back my anger any longer. I sprinted to the front of the group where the little pixie herself was walking hand and hand with Jasper. I lunged at her tackling her to the ground before she could see me coming in that future seeing mind of hers. I held her down by placing my legs on either side of her waist and just continually hit her will my balled up fists. Jasper didn't even move to pull me off his mate or use his power to calm me. It's not like I could do much damage to her anyway unless I phased. But believe it or not I was perfectly content with hitting her repeatedly. Jake ordered me to stop but I ignored him, he should be angry at her too. I even laid some flat handed slaps across her face.
"YOU COULD HAVE CALLED AND TOLD US WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN, BUT NO INSTEAD YOU LET US SIT HERE AND WORRY ABOUT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. STUPID, STUPID FUTURE SEEING VAMPIRE"
She didn't say anything back to me; just let me continue to hit her. Everyone was now in a circle around us watching. Well, technically they had been since I first tackled Alice to the ground. I felt a little guilty for doing it in front of Ness though. The whole time I had hot tears streaming down my face. I only stopped once Seth pushed his way through the crowd around us and picked me up around the waist. I then proceeded to cry into his chest. More tears streamed down my face as I grabbed fists full of Seth's shirt on either side of me face. Both of my hands are black and purple from me hitting Alice's marble hard skin.
He picked me up and carried me off in another direction than the group had been headed before. I didn't know where he was taking me but I didn't care.
"I think we need some time, just the two of us." he whispered to me.
I don't know how far we walked but Seth took me to a little meadow. There was no snow on the ground here like there was in the field this morning. He sat down on the ground with me in his lap rocking me back and forth, gently placing soft kisses on both of my hands as they started to heal. After a while my tears finally stopped.
"Are you alright now?"
"My hands are still a little sore but I do feel better now. I have just been so worried lately that I was going to lose you and I couldn't handle it anymore."
"You don't have to explain yourself Ayasha. We all know how you feel even Jasper, that's why he didn't pull you off Alice."
I gave him a look of how would you know.
"Edward told me while you were yelling at Alice."
"I still shouldn't have done it."
"You didn't hurt anything other than yourself a little. "
"Part of me feels like I hurt you."
He didn't say anything back to me. He just lent closer to me until our lips met. His lips were as soft and warm as ever, they lit a fire with in me. I could easily spend every moment for the rest of my life with my lips connected to his.
Our kiss started soft and gentle but gradually got hotter. I took his bottom lip between my teeth and light used it to pull his mouth even closer to mine if that was possible. He put his hands on my hips and turned me so I was straddling his hips instead of sitting across his lap.
I can feel his feeling about me in more than one way. In the gentle loving way that his kisses me and how his hands roam all over my body, as well as one other way. Today his love makes me excited in places that I'm not used to about the fact that he is mine. As I pull away to breathe his lips connected with the skin at the base of my neck and his hands find their way under my shirt in the back. His hands run over the small of my back as my hands run down his bare chest. I pulled his shirt off awhile ago. I let out a soft moan when his teeth graze the place where his lips just were.
If he wants to play that game I can play it back. I kissed him again but every once and I while I pulled back some to tease him. Then I licked his lips but didn't grant his tongue entrance to my mouth. This went on for a while and I could tell that it was making him frustrated from the grunting noises and the growls that kept escaping his lips. I know I shouldn't but I was having too much fun teasing him. I grabbed both of his hand and held them behind his back. As I looked into his eyes I could see he pleading at me to let his hands have access to my body again.
I quickly get up and ran across the meadow. Taking off my clothes and then phasing. He phased ripping his clothes as he did. It was as if his wolf was determined to get what I wouldn't give him as a human. And apparently my wolf was in agreed with his. He tackled me and we went rolling through the tall grass of the meadow a few times, before my wolf let his love me in every way possible.
A few hours later after a nap in the sun we made our way back to the res. Beau met us at the border and brushed up against Seth in greeting. He leaned against Seth's side longer than I thought he should. I suddenly felt threatened but the younger male wolf and forced myself between them and harshly bit Beau's shoulder.
Ow, Ayasha what was that for?
Just back off, I growled back at him.
Okay, okay geez I was just saying hello.
I nuzzle my head into Seth's shoulder searing him in the direction of my house.
I can't go in there not after what I just did. And besides I don't have clothes.
I will get you clothes and Jared has no idea.
It took me a minute to realize this but Seth though about what had happened in the meadow as he said he couldn't go in my house. Before I could do anything about it a streak of gray fur came slamming into my side. Seth was worried about what Jared would think and he forgot about Leah. I heard my ribs crack as she shoved me into a tree. Someone remind me never to make Leah angry again.
How could you do that? He is my little brother. I thought you were my best friend.
First, it was an accident, it wasn't planed. Second he did it to me not the other way around. Third you are one of my best friends but he is my imprint and it was bound to happen sometime.
Leah, Ayasha stop fighting.
Stay out of it Seth, we both growled at the same time.
He is just a kid.
I'm only one year older than him.
So you're the one that got him wound up.
What happens between me and Seth during our alone time isn't your business.
She bit down harshly on the back of my neck trying to show dominance over me. I squirmed out from underneath of her.
Get off me Leah.
Not until you apologize.
Apologize for what?
For doing my brother.
I'm sorry okay, now please get off me. I truly didn't mean for it to happen. I wanted to wait trust me. Please don't let this come between us.
She let me up.
Now, like it or not I'm telling Jared.
She ran off to find him before I could.
PS. If this chapter gets at least 10 reviews I will right a complete chapter about Ayasha and Paul's friendship.
