Wish you would

I wish we could go back,
And remember what we were fighting for.
Wish you knew that,
I miss you too much to be mad anymore.

Wish you were right here, right now
It's all good
I wish you would.

Bella's pov :

Ugh...Why does every song have to be about heartbreak ?

I pulled out my headsets as Alex jogged over flashing me his signature broad grin,so different from his crooked smile.

"Isabella?Are you really ok? You've been zoning out on me quiet a lot nowadays."

I stammered. "What? No..I mean,I'm sorry! I was just-"

He just winked. "I honestly don't mind your devoted gazes sweetheart.I spend a lot of my time zoning out over you too." He winked."Got the tickets to that movie you wanted to watch so much".His frowed.

"My love…..Forever love or something like that."

I couldn't help but laugh at his silliness."You mean Eternal love ?" He smiled and pulled me close."Yeah,something like that.."

I heard a distinct squeal "Bella !".I flipped around almost knocking Alex sideward. God It couldn't be….

"Tanya..?!"

She waved and giggled as she pulled a much reluctant Edward behind her Back. Ugh ! Why?!

"What are you doing here?"

She laughed lightly walking up to us quickly with the grace of a queen.

"Well, what do you think we're doing here silly?Watching a movie of course!"

I bit my tongue from saying something stood by her,looking unsure but nevertheless nodding politely in greeting.

"Bella..Alex "

Alex nodded back aknowlegingly, "Cullen and beautiful Tanya of course."

She rolled her eyes smiling. "So which movie have you guys decided on ?"

"I was..I mean we were.."I panicked. I didn't want them to join us,but I was sure how to put it across Alex would-

"Eternal love or something,right honey?".Alex winked at me smiling at our inside joke.
I pursed my lips,biting back my wow,now he remembers...

Tanya's eyes lit up as she fanned 2 stiff papers across my face. "Guess what? "She asked in a sing–a-song voice.

I felt my lips gasp in horror…no,no,pls no.

She smiled at my expression before grasping my hand and dragging me forward to Cinema 5,to my very own torture chamber.

"Ooooooh yes.", her voice rang with finality.

I glanced back watching both the guys trailing after us,Both shrugging simntaniously.

My resolve faltered...I thought to myself.

I mean,come on,it can't be that bad right?
I mean I could just sit next to Alex,ignore my ex and watch a screen fantasy film at the same time.

Easy.

Yeah right.

I walked steadily to row E7 gluing my butt to the seat as soon as I reached our row ignoring the seat conversations they were having.

And finally as the lights dimmed down it was setteled.

I was to sit right in between ,Edward the love of my life,as in my human life and Alex the love of my existence,as in my vampire snatched up a seat at the end of the aisle while mumbling somthing about expecting a phone call.

I stared forward blankly as the flowery dresses and rosette gardens took over the screen and the soft humming of the movie film reel filled the silence.

Vampire hearing remember?

Even though I tried my best to concentrate as it began,my eyes kept flickering over to shifted leaning into my side, regenerating the electricity I fought hard to forget.

I felt my breath quickin at his smile.

"Isabella?"

I bit my lip turning towards a very concerned looking Alex."Are you really ok there,sweetheart?"

I just nodded and looked back straight body hummed as an invisable charge pulsed through me tempting me to connect with its opposite charge.

Immediatley,I felt didn't I ever feel this with Alex? Don't I want it enough?

I gripped my fingers tightly around my arm rest,refusing to look at his side again while fighting the crazy impulse to reach over and cLiam him I front of that strawberry blond Bitc-

Get a grip,dammit !

Through peripheral vision,I glanced at Edward,curious to find hisposture almost identical to sat rigidly at the edge of his seat with his lips pursed together almost as tightly as his fist.

Concern swept over me. I reached out for him.

"Edward,are youOk?"

I drew back my arm almost as quickly as I touched him. Shocked at the charge that passed whenever he was near.

RING ! RING ! RING !

The moment broke.

Tanya grinned sheepishly at us and the others who had actually come to watch this movie.

"SORRY! Sorry!I'll just umm.."

She declined the call and shifted restlessly in her seat till everyone moved their attentions back to the screen. Then turned towards us.

"Guys,I need to step out for a sec."

We all nodded our head,blabbering out different replies.

"Ok..sure thing."

"Oh is everything ok..?"

"Yeah,yeah u should go."

She rolled her eyes,"But I can't go alone!."My eyebrows shot up,not really sure what she was this the part where I volunteered to go because I was one amongst the female gender?

I glanced at Edward who shrugged and looked back at the screen like he was trying to make sure that all the actors in screen got there lines right.

Surprisingly,Alex jumped out his seat."I'll go with you."

Alexander turned and took my hand before whispering,"I'll be right back movie is really boring the life out of me, 't think I can stand another minute of this sweet talk on how they cant live without each other and need each other.".

I felt my temper rise.I hissed,"That's why its called Eternal love,Alex !" He nose wrinkled in digust before making a face.

"Fine!" I pulled my hand out of his and glared at the just sighed and got up.

I shut my mouth not sparing him a glance. I mean seriously what does he expect me say ?!

Yeah sure ! Why don't you go hang out with some random girl while I spend quality time with my gorgeous,scratch that, my already in-a-happy-relationship-ex with who I,apparently can NOT talk to without crying and moping before begging him to take me back ! So yeah PLEASE ! Leave me and go.

N.O.T likely.

I clenched my jaw,watching Alex and Tanya walk out, muttering apologies to everyone in their way till the exit before turning and peeking a nervous glance at Edward who seemed completely immersed in the movie.

And to be honest he actually left me confused.

Edward was,usually, the perpetual gentlemen,who had escorted me to every nook and corner of my world while were my classes, to my car, to my door especially after dark.

The fact that he didn't even seem to want to get up to walk Tanya out seemed so,I don't know,Uncharacteristic for him.

Had he changed too ?

I peeked over at him.

Or maybe I'm just over analyzing things as he's just really interested in the movie.

I shook my forlorn thoughts away and went back to trying to trying my best to keep my hands to the electrifying hum between us I tried to divert my mind by actually watching the movie for once.

Well,with just a few glances at Edward from time to time.

His lips tugged upwards as he caught me trying to glance at him.I looked away quickly.

Shit ! Keep your eyes on the screen Bella !Focus ! Eyes ON the scr- Oh nice ! The Hero's cute !

What ? What's happened Mathew? You just disappeared after lunch I-
I'm leaving Maggie.I'm flying out to Orlando today.
*The heroine smiled hesitantly* But you're coming back right ?
No.I accepted the promotion.I'm be leading the new branch there.

I watched in fascination as she gasped.

But wh-what about us ? There can't be an 'Us' anymore Mags.I can't put my life in hold for something Im not even sure of.

I felt Edward posture grow more rigid if that was even possible.

Please ! Don't do this ! Please Matt ! We can make it work ! I'll write and you can call...and I can-

Just stop aldready ! For how long did you imagine this to last anyway ? The rest of our lives? Being together was a great way to spend the summer but now I need to get back to my real I just don't have a place for you in it.

I felt my whole body shake with sobs ,my head moving in denial.I felt my vision tunnel as a sense of déjà-vu washed over me.

Edward took my hand in his,lacing our fingers together before giving it a squezze.
"Bella ! Love, I'm here….I'm right 're OK 're OK."

But I love you .. I love you too not in the way you want me know.I don't want you anymore.

Those exact lines..

I couldn't take it any more I just shot up and sprinted my way out of the theatre and into the cold air outside.

The street was dark and lonely illuminated by the soft yellow glow of a lone street light.I walked up to the lamppost and leaned against it,needing didn't take long before I heard the swish of the door open and close, followed by his footsteps and his scent.

"Bella….?"

I turned back to find him staring back at me horrified as he took in my broken expression.

"Oh...love"

He just stepped forward closing the distance between us in three long strides to pull me close against his arm formed a protective cage around my fragile waist from which I never wanted a way out,I held on to the hem of his shirt quietly sobbing from feeling overwhelmed.

His fingers ran through my hair,gently hushing me as I breathed in his scent.

Oh how I missed him.

"Edward."

I felt his cheek press against my hair as he tightened his arms around me.

"Hush 's alright here,love."

No your not..your just here for that's alright.

"Isabella?"

My head snapped up as Edward dropped his arms and took a step back to face Alex.

Alex suddenly materialized in front of me taking my face in his hands.

"What happened honey? Your crying!?" He growled and turned back at Edward.

"What did you do ?"

I quickly steaped forward between them beffort things heated up."Alex please, listen to me ! Edward was just comforting me"

I glanced at Edward's blank face.

"The movie was just really,really sad and I couldn't take it anymore so we walked out of the movie halfway and well, here we are ! "

My excuse sounded I just hoped it would be believable enough for the Alex only narrowed his eyes suspiciously before stepped back to wrap his arm around my waist possessively.

Tanya interrupted."Oh Relax Alex ! It's not like anything serious happened anyway."

I bit back a growl as I noticed how Tanya seemed to cling to Edward's strawberry blond head turned towards me looking all smug like she knew exactly what I was thinking,"Right Isabella ?"

I just nodded quickly while planting a chaste kiss on Alex's cheek,wanting him to believe her,wanting me to believe her.

I saw Edward' eyes tighten at the gesture before his face turned blank again.I turned away quickly,sudden feeling guilty as I tugged on alex's shirt pleading.

"Lets just leave Alex..Please Lets just leave."

Oooh...A chapter full of jealous and possessiveness ! Had an amazing time writing it ;) Hope you enjoyed reading it too !