DISCLAIMER: I do not own a thing from beyblade, if I do, there would be some changes, starting with more Kai.
WARNING: abuse, rape, incest, Mariah bashing, maybe some slash as background. I don't know yet.
A/N: there will be some changes in the characters, and it will not really follow the story line of the series, but it calls FANFICTION for a reason.
Summary: you all have heard of stories where Kai is changed into a girl. Well this story is what would happen if Kai was born a girl, but had to keep it a secret, because her grandfather thinks that girls are weak. Then she runs away from him and from there on, her live changes. Dramatically.
A/N: will have rape, abuse, and who knows what else.
IMPORTANT NOTICE: if you think that I have misrated anything, if you think the content is over the limit of the M-rating, please tell me about it, and than I will fix it, thank you.
I know, I waited to long to update. Sorry (gets on her knees) PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
Chapter 14
Kai was already three days in the hospital, and still she didn't want to wake up.
Rei and Tala where really worried about her, they even decided to not fight until Kai was all better.
They where sitting at her bed, hearing the beeping noise of the heart monitor. They where a bit bored, but they didn't want to leave, in case Kai woke up.
Tala took Kai's hand in his, and started to whisper things in Russian to her. (speaking in Russian will be showed by: blah, blah )
Kai, I still remember the things you did for us in the abbey, you where a real jewel. You didn't want that other people where armed, that's why you always took the blame. Tala said, sadness creeping in his voice.
He looked up, to look over to Rei. He was happy he was sleeping, because Tala doesn't like to show emotions.
Please Kai, wake up. Don't leave me like Yuri did.
Kai in her dreamstate heard his lease, and started to struggle against the darkness.
'Where am I?' she thought. She tried to open her eyes, but the lids where to heavy.
Please Kai, I don't think I can live without you.
'Tala, is that you?' she wanted to scream, but she didn't get her mouth to work. She used all her energy to move a part of her body, but it didn't work.
She was pulled back in the darkness, not knowing what was happening to her, she tried to get away, trying to claw her way out, but still, the darkness surrounded her again.
Tala was still holding Kai's hand in his, when he felt a light movement coming from her. He started to shout at Kai, to keep fighting.
Rei woke up from the noise and looked at Tala. He was at the verge of tears, holding Kai's hand tightly in his own, telling her to not give up.
"Tala, calm down, what's wrong?" Rei asked, curious about why Tala is reacting so strongly.
"I felt her move." Tala said softly.
Rei looked at him, and then at the sadness that he radiated.
He wanted to say something comforting, but before he could open his mouth, there was a noise, it came from the heart monitor.
Rei and Tala looked at the screen, and saw a flat line. Kai's heart had stopped beating.
Doctors started to rush in the room, and they where ushered out, in the waiting room.
For hours they waited for news, but the only thing that happened was that Kai was send to the emergencies.
After two hours the blade breakers came, over the past few days they came each day, at the same hour to visit Kai, so that Tala and Rei could get something to eat and to go to the bathroom.
Today they saw Rei and Tala sitting in the waiting room.
"Hey, Rei, why are you here?" Tyson asked.
Rei looked at Tyson, tears in his eyes.
"Her heart stopped beating, the doctors are trying to save her live." He said, not emotion evident in his voice, like he wasn't there.
Max was shocked. He had always thought that Kai was a strong person, to strong to die.
Kenny didn't want Kai to die, but he didn't know what to say.
Tyson was sad. Even if she was uptight, and really hard, she was a fantastic team captain, to loose her would have a devastating effect on the team.
The blade breakers where trying to cheer up Rei, but he wasn't really listening to them. It was strange, but the first time he had see, Kai, he had felt that she was special.
He didn't want to admit it, but he really liked Kai, in the very mature, and loving way. But he knew that she wouldn't like him back if he told her now.
She had too many things to worry about, and what recently happened, she had to deal with that too.
So a love confession from Rei wouldn't really help her, and who knows what she feels about Tala.
Tala was thinking about their past together. How Kai always was there for him, how much guilt she felt when Yuri was death.
The friendship and the support, but now, after all these years of being separated, they meet again, and he wondered if that friendship had turned into something more.
Kai had grown into a beautiful women, but she was bruised. Tala could see the scars of the past engraved in her soul.
The way she shies away from a simple loving touch, the way she pushes people as far as she can from her.
Tala wished that he could tell her what he needed her for, but he knew that he had to wait. He didn't know if she would want too risk her freedom.
She had finally found somewhere she was save, and Tala felt bad that he wanted her to give up that save place, but some things had to be done, she would understand, wouldn't she?
Tala's musings where cut short, when a doctor arrived at the scene.
"Are you the blade breakers?" asked the doctor.
"yes", answered Rei, Max and Tyson at the same time.
"How is Kai?" asked Tala and Kenny.
"Well, her heart stopped, but we could get it to beat again, by giving her electric shocks (A/N: they have a name for that, but I forget, or rather, was to lazy to get a dictionary Dutch/English.) but because she had a bleeding in the womb, and she had a shock in her body, the baby died. I'm sorry to inform you this." The doctor said. (A/N: I don't know if that really happens, I just made something up.)
"And Kai?" asked Rei.
"She will survive, she has to do it slowly once she wakes up, but for the rest she will be fine. She will wake up faster now the baby isn't using her energy." The blade breakers nodded.
"Can we go see her?" asked Max.
"Certainly, follow me." The doctor said, Kai was moved to an other room.
Once they reached that room, the doctor left them alone.
Kai was lying on the white hospital sheets, looking almost as pale as it.
She looked small and vulnerable, and didn't seem to be able to do anything.
It was amazing how strong and great she looked when she was awake, but how weak and small she looked when she was sleeping.
The blade breakers stayed for a while, but then they left again, saying that they had to train for their match, witch would find place in a week.
Rei and Tala stayed behind, none where willing to leave Kai's side.
It was in the middle of the night that there was a sign of movement coming from the bed. To bad both Tala and Rei where sleeping.
Kai was moving, trying to open her eyes. She was started to succeed, when again the darkness started to crush her.
'Oh no, not this time' she thought, and then she tried harder to open her eyes. Finally it worked, her red eyes where again met with darkness.
Kai tried to see something, but all she saw was darkness, she was starting to get scared, it seemed that she couldn't escape the darkness, no matter what she tried.
Her breathing started to get harsh, and her body started to twist, finally she seemed to hit something other than the bed she was lying on.
Tala had fallen asleep, with his head onto Kai's bed, but now he woke up, because a fist had hit him in the nose.
"OOOW." He howled in pain, waking up Rei in the process.
Rei looked wildly round him, but he noticed that it was dark, so he moved, in the dark, to find a light switch.
After tripping over a chair; he found one, and turned on the light.
Kai was lying on the bed, shocked because of the sudden light. Tala was holding his nose.
"Kai, you're awake." Rei almost yelled.
Kai flinched at the hard sound, but she nodded. She tried to speak, but out of her mouth came only a croak.
"Here." Said Tala, while holding a glass of water to her lips. Kai sipped, a bit, grate full for the moisture.
"Tala, Rei, how 'cough' are you." She managed to say.
"Oh god Kai, we where so worried about you." Rei said nearly breaking down.
"You shouldn't be." Kai said, a little disapproving.
"You should get some sleep Kai." Tala said. Kai nodded.
Kai slowly fell back to sleep. Tala wondered how it came that Kai always was more worried about others than herself.
She didn't want to worry anyone, but still, she did, and then she gets all guilty about it. well, he couldn't figure it out.
After another two days of tests, and advises of doctors, she was let free. Kai was hurt when she received the news that baby hadn't survived.
She hadn't cried, she just had looked shocked and said. "Oh, too bad."
It wasn't good for her to keep her feelings bottled up, she knew that, but she was raised with the knowledge that emotions where for weak people, and it was the only way that she could deal with the knowledge that was given to her.
She had started to train the blade breakers again, even if she herself couldn't train with them. Over 5 days it was an important match, and she wanted her team to be in top condition.
The first few days, Kai was really exhausted, not really wanted to stand for a long time, and always taking naps.
The third day this cleared up, she bladed a bit, but she didn't participate in the training. The fourth day, she partly participated in the training, and the fifth day, Kai was once again fully participated in the training.
She still was a bit weak, but that was nothing that she couldn't deal with.
Still for the best, she wouldn't blade tomorrow. Kai send at the day everybody in bed at eight O'clock, even Tala, who wasn't a member of the blade breakers.
Tala had told that he couldn't watch the match, because he had to get something for his blade, so he would see them later, because he had to get up really early.
Kai knew that whatever he was getting was illegal in China, otherwise he wouldn't have to leave so early, but to be honest, she didn't care if it was legal or illegal, hell, Dranzer excisted out of illegal parts.
Tyson didn't thought that, going to bed so early, was fun, so he decided to sneak out the room, and watch some television. At one AM he went back to bed.
The following morning.
"Tyson, wake up, or we are going to be late." Yelled Kai, but Tyson gave no reaction that he heard what so ever.
Kai had been yelling at Tyson for over an hour, the bus was standing ready to take them to the stadium, everybody was ready to leave, well everybody except Tyson.
Tala had already left, and Mr. D. was waiting for them. If they didn't leave now, they would be late.
"Why don't you already go, and I will stay and wake Tyson, then we will go after you, okay?" suggested Rei.
Kai who was thinking about hurting Tyson somewhere men don't liked to be hurt, nodded. She knew that Tyson wouldn't survive if she was going to stay, besides, it would do her no good, to walk all the way from here to the stadium.
Kai and Max are arrived at the stadium, as predicted, they had now time to spare, so Max went to the dish and seized his opponents up.
He was surprised at the blade that chucky, his opponent used. It was barely fit to be called a blade.
It was made from wood, and looked as if it was repaired a dozen times already, but still he launched his blade.
Max knew from experience that how the blade looks says nothing about the strength of it. so he gave it a few pushes, and was amazed by how far the blade was knocked.
Max knew that Tyson and Rei needed time to arrive, so he decided to play a bit with his opponent.
Chucky wasn't pleased with that, he said that if Max was stronger than him, that he didn't need to play games with him.
That it was humiliating, and certainly not the proper thing to do.
Max looked at Chucky, he didn't want to do that, but he knew that Tyson and Rei needed more time, so he played some more until Kai decided to enter the discussion.
"Max, finish him off." Kai yelled.
"But Kai, what about the tournament, you know we will be disqualified if we don't win two out the three."
"I'll fight, now finish it off, what would you think if your opponent did something like that with you."
These words putted Max to thought. He would hate it if somebody did that to him, he would feel humiliated. So he defeated Chucky, with ease.
He looked at his opponent.
"I'm sorry I did that, it just that I didn't know if Kai was up to playing or not." Max said. Chucky seized him up.
"You are forgiven, as long as you don't do it again." He said. Max smiled, and went back to the bench.
Kai stepped forward and saw that Chucky gave the wooden blade to Kai's opponent.
Kai and his opponent (A/N: don't remember the name, sorry.) shoot their blades, and before you know it, Kai has won.
"We have won already two matches, it would be a waste of our time to fight the third." Kai said loud and clearly.
"Sorry" said DJ Jazzman, "But you have to fight all three rounds, otherwise you will be disqualified. You got one minute."
Kai and Max decided to wait, holding a close eye on the entrance.
MEANWHILE:
Rei had finally woken up Tyson by feeding him a chilli pepper.
Tyson says that his mouth is on fire, but Rei doesn't care. He informs Tyson that they are late, and then Tyson tries to blame Kai for not waking him on time.
Rei immediately informs him, not to politely, that she had tried to wake him, but that he wouldn't wake up.
So now they are walking to the tournament.
After a while they managed to hitch hike a bus, who was willing to take them to the China towers.
But the vehicle stops, and when Tyson and Rei go to the source of the blockage of the road, they see an whole mountain of stone. There was an avalanche.
Rei told Tyson that they had to climb, witch Tyson at first didn't want to, but after Rei had informed him that this was the only why to get to the China towers on time, he climbed.
Then suddenly, a big rock falls down, and Tyson slips away. Thanks to some quick thinking of Rei, he had managed to catch Tyson.
The bad part was that he twisted his ankle by doing so.
Rei urged Tyson to go on without him, but Tyson may not be smart, but he was loyal, and he refused to leave a buddy alone.
So he took Rei on his back, and like this he climbed the rest of the mountain.
Exhausted and out of breath, he reached the top. He saw the China tower standing, and even if he felt like falling asleep where he stood, he didn't give up.
He ran down the mountain, and to the tower.
MEANWHILE:
'Oh no, only ten seconds to go.' Thought Max.
worry started to show on his face, but when he looked at Kai, he only saw her calm face, strangely this reassured him.
"5…4….3…2….and their they are." Came from the announcers. Max looked at the entrance, and their they stood.
Rei was on Tyson's back, and Tyson was huffing and puffing. Their clothes where dirty, but they made it on time.
Rei was put down on the bench, and Kenny started to check his ankle, while Tyson is going to the dish and defeats his opponent in no time.
Max is looking at their opponents, and decide to do something for them, to make it up for what he did to them.
"Hey wait, this is for you." He says, and shows his own blade.
Their opponents look really touched by the gesture, and accept it.
The blade breakers go back, and celebrate their victory, and now, only one thing to do, and then Drigger will be Rei's forever.
TBC
Hey, here is another update. I'm in a good mood, si I thought that an apdate would be nice around now.
I have discovered two great new animes. (No, I won't write fictions about them)
They are called .hack/SIGN and gravitation. They are soooo fun.