(Nessie's POV)
I counted on my fingers again as I held the blue package in my hands. I wasn't sure but I was almost positive my period was late. I wasn't sure when I started last. I looked around the room for Emmett's phone, he always kept better track then me, at first he was the only one home when I started for the first time and I wasn't positive how to track it, but then when I was I would always miscount or forget to program it in, so eventually he just told me not to worry about tracking them, but I still liked to have some type of idea. I found his phone and entered the passcode which is Nessie. I went to his calendar app and flipped back to last month where I saw the icon he used to mark when I was on my period. I started on the 8th and was on it through the 12th. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through the messages with Jacob until I found the one from the day I was supposed to go meet Claire, which was also the night Emmett and me had sex together for the first time. That was on the 21st. I knew that two weeks after you start you are your most fertile so I added 14 onto 8 and got 22. I recounted and checked it on a calculator. It was right. I remember that the condom he used had broke too. Then we had unprotected sex on the 29th, because I posted a picture of the house he bought. The odds were in favor of me being pregnant. I scrolled to this month and looked at when I was supposed to start, which was the 5th of July and it was now July 16th. So I was definitely late, by a lot for me. I had never had a late period before in my life, at least not this late. Not before and not after I was pregnant with and had the three kids of mine and jakes. I wasn't sure if I should take a test or tell Emmett first, just then I heard him coming upstairs. I watched as the door opened and hid his phone along with the box of pads behind my back.
"Hey Nessie," he said coming over and kissing me," Why do you have my phone?"
"I was just umm looking at something on it."
"Looking at what and what do you have behind your back?"
"Nothing," I said again blushing. He knew better and took both his phone and the pads out of my hands quickly. I saw his face turn from wonder to confusion.
"You tried to hide getting your period from me?"
"No," I said not able to look at him, "I'm not hiding getting it. Trust me."
"Then what," he looked down at his phone screen and what I just hinted kicked in, or maybe he saw seen the day on the calendar, "Ness please tell me if your late."
"I'm so sorry Emm," I buried my face in my hands and started crying. I felt his cool embrace around me and him wiping away my tears.
"Its okay Nessie, I promise you it is. Besides you being late doesn't most definitely mean your pregnant. Have you even taken a test yet?"
"No."
"Then don't go getting yourself so worked up about it until you do. Do you have one or do you want me to drive you to get one?" I just looked up at him with that look stating I wanted him to get it while I stayed here.
"Fine, what brand?"
"Umm, you pick."
"Okay I'll be back shortly, " he softly kissed my lips before he ran off.
I went back to the bed to lay down but it only made me feel worse. I finally got to the point where I knew I was going to get sick. I ran into the bathroom and right after lifting the lid up, I fell to my knees and started to get extremely sick. Next thing I know I hear Emmett set the bag with the test down in the bedroom and run into me. He gets down on his knees and starts to rub my back while holding up my hair. When I finally think I can breath without puking I sit up straight and then lean into him.
"You okay Ness?"
"yeah I'm fine for now," I didn't know when or if that sickness would return.
"You ready to take the test I got?" I just nodded and he helped me up. While he walked out to get the test I flushed the toilet and lit a few candles. He walked back in and handed me the test.
"You know how to do this right? I don't need to call anyone."
"Right, " I was shaking really bad and I think he noticed because he once more wrapped his arms around me and wiped away the tears that were starting to spill over.
"Nessie, I promise you its okay. I'll be here for you every step of the way. Now do you want me in here or do you want me out when you take the test?"
"I don't care, I'm just worried I'll pass out." He then gently took my one elbow and helped to steady me.
"I'll wait right outside the door, so if you need me just say my name okay?"
"ok," with that he left the room and I pulled down my pants and panties. I sat down on the toilet and took the test out of the box and read the instructions. I then unwrapped the test and held it between my legs. Once I thought I had it goof enough I put the lid back on the sponge like part and pulled everything back up. I flushed and washed my hands then paced the bathroom lightly. After three agonizing minutes I looked at the test and gasped loudly at what I saw.
"Ness are you okay?! Is something wrong?!" I could hear panic in his voice.
"Emm, come in here please!" As soon as the door opened I ran into his arms and started crying.
"Nessie," he pulled back to face me, "Are you?" I nodded biting my lip and crying, he took me back into his arms and kept telling me everything would be okay. But I didn't know, I was scared to have another baby when I already had three, but mostly scared Emmett would leave me.
"I love you Renesmee," He said as though he could read my mind, like my dad. I stopped crying trying to be happy.
"I love you too, Emmett," I stared crying again.