A/N: Here's a semi-filler chapter, it has everyone important in it that needs to be, I have 3 events coming up that I want to happen, and well it all starts here, so I hope you enjoy this filler, and soon you'll get some more action and drama. ENJOY! Keep those comments coming, thanks to everyone for reading and for your thoughts. Also there is some sexual content in this chapter beware! :P

Deeper

She turns chaos into art

And I can't stop feeling

A touch and I fall apart

And I can't stop feeling

I'm sounding like an old cliché

And I can't stop feeling

I love her in a thousand ways

And I can't stop feeling

-Hanson Deeper

I was finally home and it felt good to be home. Paul and I had just set Sarah to bed, she looked comfortable in her bassinette. We decided to have her sleep in our room, until she was old enough to use her crib. She was very tiny, only 5 pounds 4 ounces. I was afraid I would break her, she looked so fragile. From what we could tell now her eyes were a beautiful brown color. They were now closed and she was breathing so quickly, yet looked so peaceful. I was standing there staring at her, forgetting where the time was going. I felt warm arms wrap around my body.

"Hey baby" he said kissing my ear, his hard body up against my back.

"How's she doing?" he questioned.

"Good actually, she didn't throw up the milk today" I said with a smile.

"Good, she's so finicky, just like her Mother" he chuckled. I smacked him lightly on the arm and then turned to face him. Our eyes met and I couldn't help but be mesmerized by them. He grabbed both of my hands and held them tight just above my waist line. I got on my tip toes and reached up to kiss him. He grabbed my lower back and pulled me towards him. I finally felt his warm moist lips against mine. He tasted good, and I wanted to him more than I had ever wanted him before. I had to stop myself in that thought, because I was still in recovery. It would be a long recovery, I'd go back and get my stitches out soon, but for now I had to be good. When we pulled away I couldn't help but notice the look in his eyes.

"Baby?" he questioned.

"Mmm" I said barely saying a word, I was too caught up in loving him at the moment. He had spent every day and night in the hospital with me, even when there were Vampires roaming around that hadn't been found yet.

"You know how I feel about you, right?" he asked. I nodded.

"Of course I do" I said.

"Even without this stupid curse I would still love you. You and our Daughter are both the only part of my life that I care about, and will ever care about" he reached up and touched my face gently.

"I know that you are only trying to look out for me when you were trying to ask about my parents. I really do love how much you care, you're the only one who has ever cared. It's all I need in my life, just you me and our baby girl Sarah…." he reached into his back pocket, and I noticed him slowly getting down on one knee.

"Rachael Black, will you do me the honor of marrying me?" he questioned holding up the small black box in his right hand. I clasped my hands over my mouth and felt the stinging of happy tears appear in my eyes. He then opened the box and revealed a beautiful diamond ring. It had one diamond in the middle and two smaller ones on either side of it. Then tiny diamonds outlined the sides.

"I'd love to be your wife Paul" I was practically sobbing then. He took the ring out of the box, and reached for my left hand. Slowly he placed the ring on my finger, it fit me perfectly.

"It fits" I said tugging on it to make sure it wasn't too loose or too tight. He smiled.

"That's a relief I kind of guessed your size, I guess I nailed it" he smirked.

"That you did" I said through sniffles.

"Oh my god! I have to call Emily" I shouted. He rolled his eyes and pulled me into a hug.

"I love it, I propose to you and the first thing you want to do is call Emily" he chuckled. I pulled away slightly, but was still in his arms.

"It's a girl thing, after their small private wedding, she told me the second you ask me to call her" I said. He shook his head.

"Are you happy?" he questioned.

"I have never been happier in all of my life" I told him.

"I have all I will ever need, you, my Family and my new baby girl. Everything is perfect" I said kissing his soft lips. I felt the sudden urge to slide my tongue deep inside his mouth. We both held each other tight, and searched each other. It had been a while since we were able to. I pulled away knowing we couldn't go any further because of my condition. He smiled at me as we pulled away.

"You should call your Father, he's most likely pacing by the phone with Jake" he said.

"They know?" I asked.

"Sure they do, while you were in the hospital I asked your Father for permission. While you were asleep during one of the days I headed out and got the ring, it was a pretty easy thing to hide" he said with a smile.

"You are a bunch of jerks, hiding something like this from me" I said with a smile. He laughed.

"But then I wouldn't of gotten the same reaction" he pointed out.

"You're a sneaky bastard do you know that?" I asked. He shrugged.

"I know baby" he smirked.

~*~*~*~*~*

October 31st

I loved my little girl more than anything in the entire world. She was growing so fast, and every day she did something else to amaze us. She was now a little over 2 months, Emily had her baby boy, his name was Logan. He was born October 5th exactly 2 months after Sarah was born. The two of them had already met, and Sarah was a little abusive. She kept wailing her arms around. She was growing so fast. For Halloween we were dressing her up as a kitty. She had this cute one piece cat outfit with a hood that had ears on the top.

I had just finished changing her, Dad and Jake were coming over with Nessie, and Sam and Emily were dropping by with Logan. I invited Edward and Bella as well, I figured if their Daughter was coming they should come too. I had a lot to do to prepare, I was thankful Edward and Bella didn't eat human food, less that I'd have to cook. I hoped that Sarah had gotten enough to eat, because I had to cook some dinner.

I kept her hood down, and placed a cute pink bow on her head. She started kicking and giggling slightly. Dr. Carlisle said she was growing normal, yet a little quicker but she was perfectly healthy and normal. I was happy to hear that, who knows what the wolf gene could do to my girl. I had her in my arms and when I turned around to bring her into the living room I noticed Paul watching me. I blushed slightly and stopped walking.

"Hey there sexy" he smirked.

"I hope you cleaned the living room, with all your papers and stuff lying around. We have guests coming over in a few hours" I said to him. He smiled and walked forward reaching for Sarah. I handed her to him, and he tickled her belly as he held her in his arms.

"Your mother is being a brat Sarah, she thinks that I do the cleaning around here" he said talking to her. She just looked at him with her wide eyes, and kicked her feet a little. I smacked him lightly and walked out of the room, I felt him following me, then he walked over to his recliner with Sarah and sat down to play with her. He was such a great Father, he would always spend time with her. It was his favorite time of the day, he'd come home from work, shower and then pray she wasn't napping.

"Mommy's going to cook, it's where she belo…"

"PAUL!" I chuckled. He smiled.

"Don't teach our daughter that stuff, god your horrible" I laughed. He ignored me and kept talking to Sarah as if I weren't there.

A few hours later, the food was ready and soon our guests would be arriving. I decided to make lamb, it was tough but I managed. I made some salads and other things as well, Emily was bringing over some food too, she was the master chief after all. I looked at the time, and then over at the recliner where Paul and Sarah were fast asleep. I had placed a blanket over them a while ago, I'd hope they'd wake up soon, but apparently I was going to have to do the waking up.

I walked over to them and ran my hands through Paul's hair, he hummed as I did. His eyes fluttered open slowly and then he smiled.

"Hey Baby, I'm sorry did we fall asleep?" he questioned looking down at his little girl. I smiled.

"Sorry, I'll go put her in the bassinette for a while, hopefully she'll wake up soon" he said.

"Which means I'll have to feed her while everyone is here, which means you will have to entertain our guests" I reminded him. He nodded.

"I'm pretty sure I'm entertaining enough" he said as he got up off the recliner to put Sarah down in our room. The door bell rang just as he walked away, I was still in my sweats and a black t-shirt I stole from Paul. I raced to the door and opened it to find my Sam and Emily standing there with their bundle of joy. She had him dressed up in a dog costume how ironic, it was so cute it was the same as Sarah's but instead of cat ears on the hood the ears flopped and it was a brown costume. Sarah's was black.

His eyes were open, he was still only a few weeks old, but like Sarah showed some growth patterns that were unusual. Sam had the bag full of goodies for the baby and Emily's cooking, while Em had the baby. As I was about to shut the door I heard more footsteps, and when I opened the door Jacob was pushing Dad, and Edward, Bella and Renesmee were behind them. I knew Dad really didn't like the Cullen's, but he put up with it just for my sake. I could see Nessie with her black pointy hat as she reached the door, standing in between Bella and Edward. She had gotten so big and in only two months time. She smiled at me, in her black dress with green stockings and pointy shoes. She grinned at me.

"I'll get you my pretty and your little baby too" she said in a high cackle as she touched her fingers together like she was evil. Edward and Bella snickered. I looked down at her and smiled.

"I love your witch costume Nessie" she smirked, holding her broom forward she asked, " Where can I park my broom?" that caused everyone to laugh as I shut the door.

"If you want to park it by the door you can" I told her. She smirked.

"Okay" she said and happily skipped away leaving her broom. I greeted Edward and Bella, surprisingly Dad was being awfully nice.

"What smells good?" Jake asked.

"Your Sister cooked, watch out it may be poisoned" Paul said as he walked out of the room after putting Sarah down.

"Oh, just great" Jake said throwing his arms up.

"Jakey, your mean" Nessie said plopping down on the couch, she sat next to Emily and watched Logan. Emily looked over at her and smiled.

"Renesmee, be good, don't crowd people" Bella warned. Nessie looked at her Mother with an I'm sorry look.

"It's okay" Emily said.

Dinner was going great, Paul had just finished setting the table while I changed into something more appropriate for dinner. I came out to find everyone sitting down at the table, when I heard the sound of Sarah crying on the baby monitor. I excused myself again and went to check on her. When I brought her out Nessie smiled with joy. She got up off of her seat and ran to me.

"Auntie Rachael, can I see her?" she questioned.

"Let's go to the couch and you can hold her" Nessie happily propped herself back up onto the couch and I handed her Sarah gently. She happily and carefully took Sarah into her arms. She was so happy that she started to giggle, and then she started to sing a lullaby to my Daughter. Bella and Edward watched closely, they looked afraid like she would bite Sarah. I knew she wouldn't she didn't seem too hungry, and she was too busy singing a lullaby for the baby.

Once everyone had gone, and it was just Emily, Sam and us, we laid the babies down in the playpen together and the two of the stayed close. Sarah was moving her head to see Logan, she seemed happy he was there with her. Logan didn't really know what was going on yet. When Logan left she cried, it was almost as if she were attached to him. It took me a really long time to calm her down and get her to go to bed after they had all left.

"What's with the racket?" he questioned. I shrugged.

"As soon as Logan left she started bawling, like her life depended on it" I said. I watched her sleeping peacefully once again. After her crying fit, it was nice to see her relaxed. His arms wrapped around me and I stood there embraced by Paul. I missed being able to just do what ever we wanted. It was hard, I didn't want to do anything with her in the room, and I knew Paul didn't either. He was unhappy, but wanted what was best for our girl. I looked up at him while our bodies were still pressed close together. Our lips met and I could feel my heart beating fast. I pressed myself tighter against him, I didn't want him to let go at all.

"Why don't we go into the living room" he suggested. I nodded and slowly we both made our way to the living room, kissing the whole way there.

The curtains were closed so it was fine, I laid down on the couch first, and he laid over me carefully. I reached for the bottom of his shirt and tugged it off slowly, once I had it off he reached for mine. My panties were the last thing to go, his body felt so good up against mine and I had missed the feeling. Slowly I felt him inside of me and the sensation caused me to convulse into a mini-orgasm. He smiled at me and pushed my hair over my ears. He kissed my head, then my nose, and then went back to my mouth but only for a second. His lips traveled to my collar bone as he thrust back and forth, deeper each time. I had to bite my lip, I couldn't let my Daughter hear me. I felt guilty, but at the same time I needed the intimacy between Paul and I.

"Let me get on top" I suggested. He smiled and shook his head.

"It's all about you right now babe, just let me give you what you've been craving for months" he said in a sexy voice. I smiled and nodded as I pulled him closer to me and began to rub his shoulders, and reached around to his back. He moaned with pleasure, the pleasure of being inside and getting a massage. I pulled him towards me as he pulled into me, and with a few more thrusts it was all over. I looked at him and smiled.

"Did you miss that?" he asked. I nodded.

"You have no idea" I said taking in a deep breath.

It was 3am when I looked at the clock, Sarah started to wail and I groggily got up and rolled over. Paul wasn't there, I quickly reached over to his side of the bed and turned on the lamp that was on the table. There was a note with black lettering, Sarah was still crying. I quickly picked it up and read it.

Hey Baby,

So sorry I had to run in the middle of the night, the nomads they are back in La Push. I'll be home soon I promise.

Love you Always!

I jumped out of bed and ran to Sarah, I picked her up and checked to see if she was hungry. I had to get her fed.

"Sh… baby calm down, we'll sit down and have some milk, don't you…" I heard a sound, not one that I wanted to hear, or maybe it was. It sounded like someone had shut the door in the living room. I felt my heart skip several beats. I held Sarah close to me.

"Paul.. Paul baby is that you?" I questioned. There was no answer. Sarah had relaxed a little, and I put her down. I slowly walked to the bedroom door and flipped on the lights in the hallway. I peaked around and nothing seemed wrong so far, I even went into the living room. Everything looked normal there too, I wondered if I was just freaking myself out. I opened the front door, it was open, Paul would not have left it open. I peaked outside, I barely stepped out.

"Paul?" I questioned………