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Okay guys this is clearly not my year, so far.

Yesterday was Emily's one month anniversary to her death

Today I found out another one of my best friends dad died. His dad was all he had, he has no one else, right now he is currently staying with someone from our school, I was crying though.

I don't want to push this all upon you, but it just makes it hard for me to focus on writing. I won't be updating tomorrow because it is his birthday, so I am going to the party that people from our school are throwing for him.

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I ran / waddled all the way back to my apartment, I felt horrible, I had just left Nick there with the final words I Love You. God that could kill a person, what had I done, what kind of person was I? I sighed, I truly did love Nick, but I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to be broken-hearted again, it hurt to much.

I walked inside my apartment, I missed Nick so much, what was I going to do with this kid. This kid would remind me so much of him, I could tell. I didn't know the gender of the baby, Nick had always told me when he had a kid he wanted the gender to be a secret, he wanted it to be a surprise. That's what I was thinking about when the nurse asked me about the gender.

-Flashback-

"Well Lilly you look perfectly healthy, and so do the babies" the nurse said

"Oh good that's just great" I said

"Yes, your babies are very healthy" she said

"Oh that's awe-, wait b.. ba... babies?" I asked

"Yes Lilly you are going to have triplets" she said

"Wha...wha...what?!" I yelled

"Yes Lilly you are going to have THREE healthy children" she said

My heart stopped, I was worried about affording one child, now I had three! What was I going to do? This wasn't going to be easy, but what could I do?

"Oh, well that's great" I said

"Yes!, oh right, would you like to know the genders?" she asked

"Yes... wait no!" I said "I mean I would rather have it a surprise" I said thinking of Nick as I said it.

"Okay then, let me just wipe this gel off of you, and you are free to go!" she said

"Okay awesome" I said as the nurse wipe the gel off.

I walked out of the hospital in shock. Three children? What in the world was I going to do? How was I going to afford this, I didn't know if I could.

-End Flashback-

I sat on my bed, head in my hands, Nick looked so sad when he had seen my stomach, like he wanted to be a part of my, no our children's life. I crushed all his hope of that, God I just ran off of that beach. I wonder how he feels.

Nick P.O.V.

My life was over, or so it seemed. The girl of my dreams, the girl I truly did dream about every single night left me, well declined me. How could I go on? I messed up with Brittany, those pictures where fake though. I will admit it I had kissed Brittany, well no she kissed me, she must have thought I wanted her back. I didn't.

I wanted Lilly. I wanted to be with Lilly. I wanted to be with our kid. I wanted to be a part of there lives, but I couldn't easily do that, not now, not anymore. I wonder how Lilly feels about this situation.

If only I knew, I could help, if only she would let me...

Lilly P.O.V.

God I couldn't wait to get these kids out of my stomach, they kicked like I had gone to hell and back. I sighed as another blow of kicks came, geez and I had three in there, it seemed like 50, that's how hard they kicked, and how fat I looked.

I could feel the stares of people, when I did leave my apartment. I could tell what they were thinking. I didn't care though, I am just happy that I got pregnant with the only one who I could trust. I could always trust Nick. He would always be there for me, and I knew it.

Maybe I could get Miley to help me, I hadn't talked to her in a long time, but maybe she could come and live with me for a while. I dialed her oh so familiar number

"Hello?" Miley said

"Hey Miles" I answered

"Lilly? Is that really you?" she asked

"Um.. yeah" I said

"Wow your contacting me" she said sarcastically

"Sorry Miles, I've had umm lots of things on my mind" I said

"Well yeah your pregnant and all" she said

"Miley can you come stay with me for a while?" I asked spitting it out

"Sure Lilly, I will always be there for you" she said

"Thanks Miley" I said

"Your welcome" I said, then told her my address and everything else.

"Hey did you find out the gender of your baby?" she asked

"Um no, I don't know the gender of the babies, I decided to keep it a secret" I said

"Oh that's cool, wait! Did pregnant girls say babies? As in more than one?" she asked

"Um, yeah I'm kinda having triplets" I said calmly

"TRIPLETS!" she yelled

"Yup" I said

"Wow" Miley said

"Yea, but I am going to love them all!" I said forcefully

"I know you will Lilly, you are going to be a great mother" she said

"Thank Miles, oh did I tell you I ran into Nick?" I asked

"WHAT! TELL ME NOW!" she yelled

I told her the whole story, all up until the end when I ran away.

"You just ran away?" she asked

"Uh huh" I replied

"After you told him you loved him??" she said

"Yup" I replied

"God Lilly, you can't just do that to a guy" she said

"Well I did" I said

"You know he loves you so much right?" she asked

"Yeah I love him too, but my heart can't be broken again, not again" I said

"Okay Lilly, I just bought a flight for tomorrow, I will be there soon, be safe, I gotta go" she said

"Okay Miles" I said

"Bye Lills" she said

"Bye" I said "Oh wait Miley?" I asked

"Yeah Lilly?" she asked

"Thank you, really, thank you" I said

"Anything for you Lilly" she said

We hung up, I was happy, I was stalking to my best friend again. I couldn't wait until she got here.I just wish I knew what was coming...

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