I'm totally gonna be updating this – all being well - regularly to push it along, you can prod me if not –winks-

14th April 2005

Giggles: Numerous, Flirting practise: 2 hours and 21 minutes (it's been a slow day), Smirks and winks from super!Sarge: 1, but boy have I feasted off it all day.

After updating late last night about the night time, I was sure that it couldn't actually get any better. I was certain that today was going to go horribly wrong, or I'd find it was an dream.

But it wasn't!

I was so nervous when approaching his office for the first time today, it wasn't the normal 'ohmygod' butterflies, but something else – something more…scary. He has that knack of making people automatically relax and feel at ease…whilst also being able to scare them (if need be) in the next breath – but he wasn't there! I pushed the door open and laid the post on his desk, and turned to walk out – accidentally walking into him. He had his hands on my hips to steady me, and bless him, he didn't mention my current cherry red status, asking if I was alright.

I nodded furiously and smiled at him, thanking him from stopping me fall to the floor, though I can't say it wasn't an enjoyable experience. He smirked and said "Anytime.", and headed over to his desk where he casually mentioned that he'd 'see me later' and sort of… smirked and winked making me skip down the corridor!

'See me later'. Does that mean he will see me later? Does it mean that it was a 'let's meet up again'? Does he mean it as a passing 'yeah, get out my office now, psycho girl!'?

PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER WOMAN!