The American Way

by MrsMusicAddict

Kurt decides to go abroad for a year, to find himself after his horrible high-school years. Blaine decided to do the same thing three years ago, trying to get away from certain people and memories. Only his "year" hasn't ended yet. What happens when they bump into each other? Anything could happen, right? -Rating M just to be safe-

14. SORRY!

FIRST OF ALL: SORRY IF YOU THOUGHT THIS WAS NEW CHAPTER!

Second of all: I hate to do this AN thingy like this, but I just feel like I have to right now. I officially haven't updated for a month now, and I feel awful about it. It's hanging over my head. I have a note at my bedside that says: WRITE! but for some reason I can't get to it.

Now, I am not abandoning this story. I have the next two chapters all planned out actually, but something is blocking me to write it.

Details might not be necessary, but I just need you to know that I'm not just not updating because I'm a bitch. For the past couple of weeks I've been in a very bad place, with only a few sparks of sunlight. Things were actually looking up, even if remodeling my room cost a lot of energy, but then I found out that my bunnies aren't doing well. One of them lost over half a kilo in no-time, and the other one's tail is like this piece of bone -I'm not kidding, you can see the actual bone- with a clut of hair dangling at the end, while you can also see skin on his backpaws. So now I'm just worrying my ass off about those two, because they are the two creatures that keep me somewhat grounded during the dark times. Just thinking of losing them makes me wanna bawl my eyes out. Not that I could if I wanted to, I haven't cried in like 9 months now, even if I have wanted to on many occasions.

Besides all of this, I am working my butt off to make money. These conventions are ruining me, and if that Glee con next year in Paris is actually happening, I'm gonna be so screwed. I actually think StarKid at RingCon is gonna be the beginning of the end for me, haha.

So, I hope you believe me when I say I feel awful, and that I am actually trying my hardest to get something onto paper. I have a bit of the next chapter already, but it's not nearly enough to post. Not even as a short chapter. So I hope you won't abandon me, and I will promise that as soon as I can find the strength and all to update, I will!

And then on a final note: THANK YOU SO MUCH, to all of you who have already asked me if I was okay, and told me to focus on myself before the story!