okay so here it goes...

I have never felt so strange before in my life. I slowly turned around in the gown, mirrors surrounding me. Usually, for a wedding, a young girl would dream of the perfect Cinderella ending, with a beautiful white puffy dress. But never had I thought, for my wedding day to be a satanic one. I wish I could put it in different terms, but I knew in my heart it pretty much was satanic. The gown was the blackest black, a victorian style. I felt a tear fall from my face. I gasped softly as I touched my cheek. Was I really ready for this? I felt so unsure.

I didn't give much thought about giving my soul away lately. My soul, hah, everything was so complicated.

" My Lady, forgive me if I cross the line, but your features are filled with dread and confusion, why do you continue to tell yourself that your ready for this life?"

I wiped the next coming tear quickly and faced her.

" It's a little late for me to be taking anything back, I'm pregnant. I have to do what's best for my son. If giving myself to Satan will protect him, then I'll do so. I'll do anything for my baby." I replied.

"My Queen, you are only the age of 19, and taking on so much responsibility. I don't believe this is the right path for you. I think you have made the wrong decisions, you would have been better off if Edward had killed you. Much better than living this neverending nightmare. Thirsting for blood every minute. The utterly horrible pain that clenches for thirst. "

I growled and slapped her hand away from my shoulder. She was a servant was she not? How dare she even speak to me this way? I wasn't even given a decision! How was this all to be blamed on me?

" Your thoughts are thick of angst my Queen. You are not ready. " Maradeth said softly.

" Who are you to tell me of this? Am I not your Master? " I said, my words spitting out of my mouth like fireball.

" Winry, Edward is being taken over, you must listen to me. This place is no longer safe for you." She whispered, putting a death grip on my arm with her long white fingers.

" What are you speaking of?!?"

" I have been listening to the whispers in the entire castle. It is the Devil that walks these halls. You can see it in Edwards eyes."

" Edward has complete control over himself, I was just with him a couple of hours ago. I would know if something was wrong with him. He acted completely natural. "

" Yes, Satan can cast a kind smile upon his features, thats how many fall into his trap." She hissed, letting go of me. I watched her retreating back as she left the room.

Edward was completely fine. I knew he was, and wouldnt Alphonse notice if something was wrong? Unless..he already knew, but why wouldnt he tell me if he did?

I rubbed my forehead in frustration as I stepped out of the black gown, carefully slipping back into my other one. I felt a horrible pain in my abdomen, as if a knife were
pierced into my stomach. I dropped to my knees, grasping and clawing at the pain. I gasped as I felt another jolt of it hit me, it had become unbearable. I crawled towards the doors, reaching for the handle and pushing the door open with all my might. I didnt make it far when I felt the pain become stronger. I felt a scream rise in my throat and tears pour from my eyes.

I began coughing harshly, I put a hand to my mouth, only to find horrifying droplets of blood painted on it. I gasped, feeling the thick liquid drip from my lips and the awful rust and salt taste in my mouth.

'Whats happening to me...' I thought, as I felt the rough coughing rise again and it began with a horrible itchy feeling burning inside my throat.

I heard myself scream loudly as I rolled on my back, feeling the cold texture of the ground. Slowly, my eyelids fell over my eyes and everything went black.

I opened my eyes, feeling the welcoming softness of the bed I layed upon. I groaned as I sat up, my head spinning. I checked over myself, finding that someone had dressed me in my white night gown. Not the one I would have chosen, but I was grateful. One day I was going to fix every gown and sew up every revealing part. The pain in my abdomen was faint, but still there.

I looked towards the window, the sun had begun to already set. I must have been out for a few hours then. The orange tint from the sun making the room have a glowing affect, it reminded me of the warm summer I missed dearly. My favorite season. It didnt feel so cold and so....trapped. Winter was a depressing time in my opinion.

I heard the door open with a great force, I gasped in surprise, snapping my head in the direction of the noise. I watched as Edward walked in slowly, his face expressionless. He came and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at me with such great force.

" How are you feeling? " He asked me.

" Better than I was. " I replied softly. Looking back at the window, it was more appealing to me then Edward with his attitude right now.

" I hope you understand, but I wish for you to stay in bed for the rest of the day. I assure you there is nothing for you to be worrying about. It is quite normal for things to be happening when pregnant with such a child that lies within in you. "

I turned my head back to him. Suddenly feeling the awkwardness of the whole thing. I didnt feel quite comfortable yet discussing my pregnancy. Maradeths words haunted the back of my mind as I thought how young I was. Only 19 years of age.....and already betrothed and pregnant, but then again in the 16th century i would have been married at 13 probably.

" Edward..." I whispered to him softly.

" Yes?"

I gasped as his eyes met mine. Maradets words returning to my memory from earlier. His eyes..they were dark, cold, hungry, so many wonders were in his eyes. But all belonged in evil terms. I stared wide eyed as he watched me with curiosity. My breath stuck in my throat as he crawled over my body. I began to back away from him, pushing myself until I heard the thud of the backboard, stopping me from moving anywhere.

He brushed his lips softly against mine. I turned my cheek to him, avoiding his lips as I snarled in disgust. I heard his low growl come up from his chest.

" Is there something upsetting you My love? " He asked with such a calm, and concerning tone. A tone that could almost fool me. Almost.

" Im not feeling well is all. I shall be in the library if you need me. " I said, swiftly pushing him off of me and swinging my legs over the bed side, quickly walking for the door.

Within mere seconds Edward had stood up and blocked me from my entrance. I regaied my composure and looked at him sternly.

" Move away from the door Edward. " I demanded.

He hissed at me. is eyes growing wild with rage. He pushed me down on the bed with swift gracefulness. I stared up at him, trembling.

" I told you to stay in bed my dear......Why are you disobeying me? I am your Master after all. " He grabbed a fistful of my hair harshly, I winced in pain. He yanked my head back, exposing the flesh of my neck.

" I think its time you fullfill your duties to me...." He hissed.

" Let me go!" I screamed, hitting him over and over. He merely laughed at my pathetic attempt for an escape.

" Do you not love me anymore Winry? Why so sudden? You are to be my queen soon may I remind you..."

I grabed hold of his arm, pressing my nails into his cold skin, piercing it. I heard him growl as he grasped his arm.

" You are quite the fighter Winry..but are you forgetting a certain detail? " He said, pulling me back him and roughly pressing his lips firmly to mine. His fang piercing my tongue with little force, I screamed in his kiss, as I felt the blood drip from my lips. " You are mine. " He said, as he pulled my neck to his lips, biting down viciously. I screamed in pain.

" Fight him..." I said through clenched teeth.

I felt his fangs become deeper, bruising my skin.

" Fight him Edward..." I breathed, starting to feel lightheaded, the room began to become a blurry image for my dancing eyes.

I heard a low growl as Edward was thrown away from me by a strong force. I collapsed onto the bed, watching him in horror.

"Nu intoarce impotriva mea Edward, stii ca ai si eu sunt si mai bine ralierea trupul tau. Hai sa ti adevarat auto preia. Va asigur ca voi trata winry parca ar fi fost reale redevente. Lasati-ma inapoi in inima ta ... "

" No..no, no..." Edward yelled. I watched as he clawed where his heart was located.

"winry vor muri daca va continua sa bata cu mine, pentru ca acum am sa te las si patetic tau corp ... "

I watched as he fell to the ground, gasping. I reached my hand out to him, then pulled it back to my heart, watching him carefully. He seemed to be himself again but my body refused to move towards him.

" What...happened to you? " I sad barely above a whisper.

He looked up at me, without saying anything. His eyes flooding with angst and guilt.

" He is part of me Winry......there is nothing I can do...." He said, crawling towards the bed and pulling himself up. I watched him hesistate as he carefully pulled me close to him.I buried my head in his chest for comfort, allowing no space between us.

" You have a choice still you know...I can help you escape Winry..." He whispered.

" What was he saying....from before? " I asked, ignoring his last statement.

He sighed heavily. " He will return, and if I continue to fight him, I will lose eveything..."

okay that took FOREVER. i kept stopping then trying to get back to writing but i just kept stopping! i had huge exams last week and i have been studying like a madwoman. So thank you all for being patient with me. Reviews? lol. Thank you!