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"We need to talk?" Hearing those words come out of your fiancé's mouth was never a good thing. Usually 'we need to talk' means I'm breaking up with you.

She stood a few feet from him and leaned against the back of the couch. "What is it?"

"I automatically assumed it was Zoe's and I shouldn't have. That was wrong of me. I only did, because you and I always use protection. But I found a positive pregnancy test in our bathroom trash." He looked at her and a small smile formed on his face. The thought of a little baby made him happy. It had been a while since Zoe was a baby. He missed it.

She ran her hand across the back of the couch. Not saying anything.

He frowned. "Monica? Is it yours?" He asked softly.

She looked at him. "It is." She whispered. She suddenly wished that she had remembered to take the bathroom trash out this morning.

He walked up to her and hugged her. "Oh Mon this is great."

She wasn't convinced.

He pulled back and looked her into the eyes. "Honey, why aren't you happy about this? We're going to have our own little baby."

She smiled. "I've lost two babies already Chandler. It can happen again. I don't want to get my hopes up until the first trimester is done."

He rubbed her cheek. "Ok sweetheart. Just try and thank positive. Have you made an appointment yet?"

"No." She knew the appointment would make all this so real when the Dr. confirmed that she was pregnant.

He pulled out his phone and googled OBGYN's in the area. "Oh Mon, Dr. Parker has great reviews and she's only 15 minutes from here."

She nodded. "Ok."

He called and made an appointment. "Ok she can see us tomorrow at 3." He hugged her again, a smile on his face that he couldn't contain. "We need to celebrate."

"Not yet. It's too soon." She told him.

He cupped her face in his hands. "I know you're scared. I would be too."

"Thank you for being so understanding. I don't want to lose you. I lost Richard after the miscarriages." She said.

He sat down and pulled her onto his lap. "I want you to be able to talk to me about anything. I would never stop trying to comfort you."

She relaxed on him. "I love you so much."

He kissed the top of her head. "I love you too."

That night while Chandler was getting the two of them a late night snacks, Monica sat in bed reading a book.

The door was open, Zoe knocked once and came in. She sat on the edge of the bed on Chandler's side. "I'm happy about the baby."

Monica put the book mark in her book and closed it and smiled at Zoe. "Thank you."

Zoe put a soft white blanket down on the bed and ran her fingers over it. "When my mom was pregnant with me and she didn't know the gender it, it was too soon. She wanted to knit a blanket. So she made this white one. Gender neutral. And I have always kept it. But when this baby is born I want he or she to have it."

If it was possible, Monica's smile became bigger. "That's very sweet. Are you sure?"

Zoe nodded. "Yeah it's really soft."

Monica touched it. "Thank you honey."

Zoe went around to the other side of the bed. "Good night."

"Good night sweetheart." Monica said.

She left just as Chandler was walking in. They said good night to each other and Chandler walked in, shutting the door behind him. "Hey I remember that blanket."

Monica brought it close to her. "Zoe wants the baby to have it."

Chandler smiled. "That's sweet." He got on the bed and put the plate in between them.

Monica put the blanket in the dresser and got back on the bed. "Grapes?"

Chandler nodded. "Yeah, fruit is good for the baby."

Monica giggled. "Oh you're going to be one of those dad's aren't you?"

He fed her a grape. "What do you mean?"

"Protective. Watches what I eat." She fed him a grape as well.

He ate it out of her fingers and kissed her lips. "You bet." He winked at her. "But only because I love the two of you very much."

She gently rubbed his cheek. "You're amazing."

Once they finished the grapes, Chandler took the plate out and put it into the dishwasher. When he got back to bed, they turned the lights off. Monica cuddled up against him. Her head in the crock of his neck. Her arm draped over his chest and one of her legs in between his. He had one hand on her arm that was on him. Then his other arm rested on her hip.

"In a couple of months, we won't be able to sleep like this." He laughed.

She laughed too. "There's a lot that will be hard with a huge stomach."

He rubbed her arm that his hand was on. "It's worth it. Don't you think?"

She nodded and kissed his neck.

Soon they were both sound asleep.

Sometime in the night, Monica rolled off of Chandler so Chandler held her from behind as they slept. He had never been much for cuddling while he slept but with Monica it was different. He loved being close to her while he slept.

It was 3:23am when he woke up. He woke up because he felt wet. The sheets felt wet. Almost like someone had spilt a drink. He moved the blanket off of him slowly. He didn't want to wake Monica. Not when she had to be up in three hours for work. There was a night light in their bathroom, so they could see in the middle of night in case they had to use the bathroom. It shined well enough so he could see.

He looked horrified when he looked down at their white bed sheets. They were covered in the color red. Why was there so much blood? He could hear his heart beating in his ears. He pulled the blanket off Monica and saw her shorts were covered in blood as well.

"Oh no." He whispered.

He quickly woke her up. "Monica you need to get up. You're bleeding."

She quickly sat up, seeing the blood everywhere. She instantly started crying and her body shaking.

He pulled her close. "It's going to be ok. I'm going to take you to the hospital."

She nodded, not able to get words out of her mouth.

He helped her change out of her shorts and threw them away. Then helped her put pants on. He helped her to the car. He saw the young girl next door coming in from her night shift. He called her over. He explained what was going on and said she could sleep on their couch. He needed someone to stay with Zoe. This was not something he wanted his little girl to see.

Chandler drove quickly to the hospital. He didn't think he had ever drove so fast before. One hand was on the steering wheel and the other gripped Monica's hand tightly.

"I'm so scared." She cried.

He kissed her hand. "I know baby. Don't worry we're almost there."

He didn't know whose hand was shaking more. His or Monica's.

When they got to the hospital, they got into a room right away and it seemed like forever waiting for a Dr.

"Is our baby ok?" Chandler asked, once the Dr. was finished running the necessary test.

"I'm very sorry but I'm afraid you had a miscarriage." He said with sympathy.

Chandler held Monica as she cried. He cried too.

"I'm so sorry." He whispered into her ear.