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Anyway I hope you enjoy this part it was a nightmare to write I kept restarting, so hope you enjoy :D AND HAPPY EASTER!

RENESMEE'S P.O.V

I never got my answer.

It seemed like centuries before he actually talked and what he said didn't spread warmth through my body like I had hoped it would. Instead it spread worry and shock and some what humiliation.

"Put on some clothes Renesmee," He whispered into my ear whilst letting go of my body and standing up straight, facing the door.

I didn't understand what he meant. I was wearing clothes, my dress was a little ripped down the side revealing slightly more of myself then I would have liked anyone other then Alec to see. But I was presentable and who would find us here?

No one knew about this place.

Unless we had been followed.

Alec turned back to face me and his facial expression softened for a moment as he observed me. A terrified little girl whose world had been turned upside down.

"Oh," He laughed slightly as he if he had forgot something, "Go sit in the other room and make sure you close the door."

I staid where I was, I wasn't leaving without answers. He couldn't order me around; whatever came through that door couldn't be as bad as an imprint who tried to kill you.

But I realised I was wrong as I heard a girls cheerful yet spooky laugh just a short distance away.

"Jane," I stated simply.

Alec nodded and I rushed into the other room like a bullet. I wasn't scared of her but I couldn't handle any more drama tonight.

Before I managed to shut the door Alec was there stopping me.

"I'm going to have to mute your hearing," He whispered apologetically and then winked before shutting the door in my face.

I looked around the room I was in. There were several sofas and chairs surrounded by book cases. Nahuel must have got very bored in his spare time. Which was lucky for me because now I had something to do while I waited for Alec to get rid of his cruel sister.

I studied his book collection for several moments and tried to decide which book to read. I finally decided on City of Bones by Cassandra Clare. But before I could even read the first sentence I could hear.

"I don't know what your playing at Alec but I don't like it," I could hear Jane sneer.

"I'm not-" Alec started to raise his voice but he wasn't allowed to finish.

I could hear their voices as clearly as if they were standing right next to me, I thought Alec said he was going to deafen me. Did he not realise his powers weren't working?

I carefully placed the book back on the shelf and sat back down on the chair. I was just about to put my hands over my ears so that Alec's conversation would be private just like he had intended until I heard something that startled me.

"The plan is failing Alec. Me and Aro want you back," Jane stated.

What plan? There had been a plan? Did it have something to do with me? I removed my hands from my ears and rested them on my lap. I was resisting the urge to throw the door open and demand what the plan was.

"It's not a-" I heard Alec say angrily but yet again his sister interrupted him.

"It was a plan! The plan was simple Alec. Go to the Cullens house, seduce their daughter, bring them all back to Volturi," Jane laughed slightly, "That way the Volturi would have so many powers we would be unstoppable."

Seduce their daughter.

He had almost seduced me. He had almost completed half of his mission. And I was nothing but a pawn in the Volturi's sick twisted game to get my family.

I meant nothing to him.

I had ruined my best friend's world because of my feelings for someone who was using me.

I had ruined my own life because I had fallen in love with someone who didn't care about me. And what would happen if he realised I was listening?

No wonder he didn't want me to hear this. His plan would have succeeded if I hadn't have found this out.

Bring them all back to Volturi

He didn't want just me, he wanted my entire family. I could feel the silent tears slide down my cheek as I realised how unimportant I was. How used I had become. How much of a child I still was.

I felt a cool breeze hit the back of my neck as if it was trying to sooth me, trying to calm me. I looked behind me, a window. The breeze had come from the window. And the window was now my escape.

I crept silently towards it, not making even the slightest sound. I managed to get one foot out before I heard him.

"Jane for once will you believe me, this is not a –"

I heard his sister stop his speech with a loud sigh just before I leapt from the window. I landed softly on the balls of my feet and sped off before my sobs would echo back to him.

Go to the Cullens house

I needed to go back there. I needed to fix things. I needed to fix my life. I needed to fix Jacob's life.

Seduce her

The words Jane had spoken wouldn't stop ringing in my head. Repeating over and over until I thought my head would explode or I would drown in my own tears. But I wouldn't show emotion, I was strong.

I wasn't a child.

I felt the wind whip me as I soared past tree after tree not seeming to be able to stop running. It was an escape. Running away from him was relieving; I should have done it ages ago.

I could hear a howl behind me and I responded to it just like I had when I was three years old.

I ran to it. I wrapped my arms around it and held on for dear life. I sobbed into its warm fur, burying my head into its stomach.

I was still a child.

People played with my emotions yet I forgave them, because I needed them.

I felt the wolf's tongue against my cheek and giggled slightly as I tried to bury my head even deeper into its fur. I tried to forget all my worries; I tried to imagine everything was the same as it had been before he turned up.

I was happy. I had a loving family and a best friend.

I had a best friend I was destined to fall in love with. And I would have fallen in love with Jacob Black if it hadn't have been for him.

I felt the wolf's form slide away from me and I cried out as it ran into the trees. I wasn't left alone for long.

But I was left alone in the darkness of the forest remembering the plan that had occurred because of me for too long.

"Nessie please," I heard Jacob beg, "Don't be scared, I won't hurt you, I promise."

I swivelled around in my bed of leaves to see Jacob standing far away from me, in the clearance of the trees.

I knew why he remained there. He didn't want me to run. He didn't want me to think of him as a monster. He didn't want me to be scared.

"Jacob please I need-" I croaked trying to choke out the tears.

I needed someone; I needed my mother to hold me. I need my father to tell me everything was alright. I needed my best friend to love me. I needed someone to love me.

"Nessie I'm so sorry," Jacob whispered stepping forward just an inch, "I couldn't control it."

He looked down at himself in disgust then back at me, I could see his eyes watering.

"I suspected you know, I'm not stupid. I saw what was happening but I chose to ignore it. You're my imprint so I thought I must be wrong. Nothing like this has ever happened before, a wolf's imprint falling in love with someone else."

"I'm not in love with him," I whispered.

Tears slid down my cheeks as I realised how much of a liar I was. If I didn't love him I wouldn't be feeling like this.

Used.

Betrayed.

Heartbroken.

Jacob stepped forward, one long step. I looked at his feet so I wouldn't see the hope in his face. The hope I had put there with my lies.

"Then we can still work," He seemed to no longer be talking to me, but the tree behind me, "Renesmee about what happened earlier tonight-"

I was becoming like Jane, I wouldn't let the boy talk. I didn't want to him apologize. I should be grovelling for his forgiveness. Begging him to take me, begging him to make me forget the last month.

"I understand Jake, you couldn't control it."

"But I can control it now," He cooed bending down to take my hand.

I smiled up at him as he pulled me into one of his bone crunching hugs. I sobbed into his chest once more like I had done when he was a wolf. I could feel his body shaking as he chuckled.

He didn't understand why I was so upset. He thought it was because I thought I had made a mistake. The mistake of choosing someone else over him.

His hands slid from my shoulders to my waist and I resisted pulling away from him. I couldn't let him touch me like that. I thought I did but after him I couldn't deal with it. Not at the moment.

But Jacob's hand stopped as he connected with my bare flesh. My face reddened as he pulled away from the hug to survey my dress.

The side was ripped. Revealing way to much then I wanted him to see. I hugged my chest insecurely as I stared into his face.

His body began to shake as he put the puzzle pieces together. I took a step back ready for the change.

But it never came.

He had managed to control it just like he said he had.

"Did he do this?" He asked trying to keep his voice even.

I nodded my head absently and stared at the leaves beneath my feet. I couldn't look at Jacob's reaction right now.

I felt his arm slide round my shoulders and I was directed back home. Back to the place I thought I had left for good only an hour before.

We walked in silence whilst I tried not to break down once more.

Jacob wouldn't let anyone near me as I rushed upstairs to my room, to my bathroom and slipped out of my dress and into the soothing water.

I could hear voices downstairs, did no one realise I could hear them? I was only upstairs.

"I don't want you in this house," My Father stated.

"Edward he couldn't control himself! And look they're fine now, Jake can control himself."

"He almost killed our daughter Bella, does that mean nothing to you?"

I didn't want to hear anymore, I had learnt so many secrets in the space of one day. The truth about Jake's imprinting, the truth about the Volturi's plan. I didn't need to know anything else today.

I let my head slip under the water to try and drown them out but it wasn't fully working. I still caught words.

Jane.

Ring.

Plan.

Powers.

I resurfaced as I heard a soft knock on the door. I quickly got changed and opened the door silently.

I had expected Jacob or Alice.

I hadn't expected him.

His hands were on my shoulders and he bent down to my eye level, trying to catch my eye.

I looked anywhere then him.

I pushed his arms off of me and tried to escape from the room.

I was going to burst any second.

I didn't need anymore of his lies. I didn't need his presence in my life. I didn't need the burning in my chest when ever he was near me.

"Renesmee listen to me," He whispered hurriedly, "Jane had a plan of her own she was working with-"

"No more talk of plans!" I snarled rushing towards him, "I don't want to hear about any plans!" I almost screamed in his face.

My fingers gripped around his neck and squeezed. If he was human he would be dead by now but instead his eyes just widened.

"I don't want to be in anymore plans!"

I could hear the rushing of feet upstairs and released Alec from my cold grasp. He looked behind him at the window and then back to me. Before my bedroom door opened he had already jumped.

One week later and I still hadn't gotten over him.

Would I ever get over him?

Me and Jake had resumed our normal posts as best friends yet the hugs become longer and more intimate. My father surveyed us with disgust whilst my mother looked over the moon.

I agreed to let Jake take me to dinner. Our first official date. My mother was so pleased.

Yet the rest of my family became fidgety as if this was something incredibly important and they didn't know what to think of it.

The restaurant was posh and the food was delicious yet the portions were to small for my liking. Jacob laughed as I ordered over three diners and the waiter's eyebrows rose in shock as I ordered my fourth.

Alec must have gone back to the Volturi. It had been a week and no sign of him. He had moved on with his life and so must I.

I laughed as Jacob dropped half of his desert on his lap and asked the very shocked waiter if he could have a napkin. They defiantly wouldn't be asking us to come back again.

"Renesmee I needed to ask you something," Jacob said clearing his throat slightly.

I saw his hand move from behind his back in a swift graceful movement. Right on cue the violins began to play. The music was so soft and beautiful it melted my heart.

"I know this isn't perfect timing but I love you," He said taking my hands in one of his.

My eyes widened as he said it. I could never return those words to him, I would never be able to without them being lies. So I remained quiet as he got down on one knee.

I remained quiet as he produced a ring from his pocket and studied my face.

It had only been a week, one week and Jacob thought I was over everything that had happened with Alec? It had only been one week since Jake had started to hug me for way longer then necessary. It had been a week since the vampire I loved broke my heart.

Seduce their daughter

Jacob would never seduce me for a plan. Jacob would never use me. Jacob loved me. Jacob would protect me. Jacob was my imprint.

It was meant to be.

Bring them all back to Volturi

I closed my eyes and tried to lie myself.

Jacob vanished and was replaced with the one I truly loved. The whole place became lighter as I continued to lie myself. Alec was the one holding the ring not Jacob. Alec was the one declaring his love for me.

"Yes I will marry you."

But as I snapped my eyes back open it wasn't Alec who put the ring on my finger, it was Jacob Black.

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