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WARNINGS: Violence in a nightmare. ( why did that sound like an Doctor Who episode? You know, Silence in the Library )
He was walking out of McKinley, but after walking a few steps into the darkness he came up behind the gym of his old school. He looked around as he heard laughter from everywhere, but he couldn't see anyone. Out of nowhere Lex came forward and pushed him down on the hard and dirty ground. Just as he came up Thade and Rick came out from the shadows. They all started to push him around, and Kurt couldn't do anything about it. They had pushed him around a lot before, but Kurt was still scared. It wasn't like it hurt less and less every time it happened. No, the pain was always the same. They just pushed him around and called him names for awhile until Lex didn't push back. Kurt didn't wanna breath out, he could feel it was more to come. And well, Lex once more pushed him down on the ground. Kurt backed up against the wall behind him, causing more laughter.
"What is it? Are you a little scared?" Rick made his voice sound like he was talking to a baby and Thade and Lex seemed to think it was hilarious. Kurt tried to stand up, but Thade kicked one of his legs so he fell right down again. More laugher. Kurt tried to avoid looking at his bullies, but in the background he could see many other faces. His old friends Linnea and Max, who stopped being his friend when he came out to them, his teachers who never did anything to help, the rest of the school who never lifted a finger, all of them laughing. He closed his eyes and covered his ear, but he still heard and saw. He felt someone grab his arms and drag him up. He was pressed against the wall, trying to protect himself. He opened his eyes to look after a way to escape, but he couldn't see anything expect for a fist, hitting his cheek hard. He bent down, covering his cheek. Before he could look up again he felt someones knee in his stomach. He started to cough, but they didn't give him a break. He got dragged away roughly from the wall just to be pushed in again. He had stopped coughing, but as he straighten up someone else just punched him in the face. He felt his vision blur as the tears started to come. More laughter. He was sure they were insulting him, but he was only focused on the pain. Someone pushed him down on the ground and Kurt almost felt like laughing because they couldn't choose if they wanted him standing or on the ground. But he didn't laugh, instead he cried out in pain as someone kicked him on his back. A foot now stood on his fingers, crushing them. Kurt tried to get away, but couldn't. He felt another kick, now in his stomach. He really hoped he wouldn't break any ribs, but his biggest problem now was getting out alive. He felt a kick on his leg, on his arm and in his stomach once again. Then a sudden pain in his back head and everything started to go black. The last thing he could remember was laughing and people running away...
Kurt woke up in an empty and cold bed, sweating and crying.
He looked around in the dark, remembering why he had the nightmares.
It was a long time ago he had a nightmare, but yesterday gave him a reason. He had been terrified, and then Blaine shows up. He didn't know if he should be more or less scared, he knew Blaine would protect him but if Blaine got involved he could get hurt. So basically he had been stuck between happy and more terrified. But, they hadn't gotten that hard. Because Blaine could drive him home and wow, how embarrassing, he had put Kurt in bed. Kurt remembered that Blaine whispered to him because he couldn't sleep, and he remember Blaine saying he would be here in the morning. Kurt looked around, almost expecting to see Blaine, but then Kurt heard the sound of the TV downstairs. He slowly stood up, groaning as he felt that his side and stomach was sore. He slowly walked up, finding Blaine looking at the news.
"Blaine?" Blaine turned his head as he saw Kurt. Blaine looked as he didn't had slept so well, and as soon as he saw Kurt he looked worried. Right, crying in your sleep, good job remembering that. He started wiping his tears away, but Blaine had already seen.
"Kurt? Are you okay?" Kurt tried to nod, but he just shook his head in the end. Blaine made a sign for him to come and sit down. Kurt sat down next to Blaine, leaning against him.
"I had a nightmare." After that he couldn't stop. He talked on and on how scared he was and how they were all laughing at him and his friends that stopped caring and how scared he had been that Blaine would get hurt and in the end Kurt was just sobbing and Blaine let him cry into his shoulder. After awhile Kurt's crying stopped and it was Blaine rubbing Kurt's back in silence. Blaine was worried, because Lex, Thade and Rick where all at the open house, which meant they might start at McKinley and then Kurt needed to get away from there and Blaine didn't want Kurt to quit.
"Kurt, these guys, the were the guys from your old school, right?" Blaine broke the silence, but it was followed by a new one. Blaine didn't wanna push, so he stayed quiet too.
"Yes it was." Blaine held Kurt tighter and Kurt tried to not start crying again. They sat there until they decided they needed some breakfast. They helped each other to cook and managed to get each other laughing. They had really fun and was really dirty when they were done. That was when Kurt realized he had the same clothes on.
"Oh my God, I need to get changed and take like twenty showers, how could I forget to change clothes? And my hair, I slept with hairspray in my hair!" Kurt was about to go up, but instead he gently took Kurt's arm and dragged him back to his seat.
"You can change clothes, take a shower, fix your hair, whatever you want after we have eaten our breakfast." Kurt stayed and ate the breakfast and the talked until Kurt went up and started showering. Blaine just sat and watched some TV, until he really needed to go on the toilet. There was only one toilet in this house, and Kurt were currently using that one to shower. But he really needed to go. So, he went upstairs and knocked at the bathroom door.
"Kurt? I don't mean to disturb but I really, really need to go on the toilet. Uhm, can you go out for awhile so I can-" Before he even had finished his sentence Kurt opened the door and oh. Kurt was dripping and was only wearing a towel around his waist ( and down ) and well, he looked, uhm, great.
"Sure, I was just done." Blaine tried really hard not to stare at Kurt's chest because wow how did they get this close. Blaine saw two bruises on Kurt, one at his stomach and one at his side. Kurt saw that he was looking at them and smiled sadly.
"I'm okay. I'm gonna go and get dressed, you can take a shower if you want." That's probably a good idea, I really need a shower. Blaine nodded and walked pat Kurt, trying to not react when Kurt's arm and his arm came in contact, just skin on skin. He walked faster and locked himself into the bathroom. He took some deep breaths, because hey, second time he was questioning his sexuality! He went on the toilet and then into the shower, he didn't care he has showered yesterday, he could use a cold shower now.
Was he gay? He was attracted to Kurt, that was obvious. Because really, how couldn't you? Oh. Well, he was not really thinking straight right now, that he could tell.
But what about Rachel? He didn't like, like like her, but she was pretty. Was he attracted by her? He couldn't tell, because while he didn't wanna go all the way with Rachel he got hard by looking at Kurt, so yeah. But, shouldn't he had noticed before? He had never really been very attracted to anyone what he could remember. But like, it wasn't like you figured out your sexuality over a night. Maybe he was bi? It wasn't like he was against being with Rachel and she was a okay kisser and he enjoyed kissing her. Right? It was awhile since he kissed her, so well that was hard to say.
Blaine groaned out loud, it was exhausting thinking like that. And it didn't help with thinking that Kurt had been standing here just a few moments ago, naked...
Blaine wasn't going out from that shower anytime soon.
Blaine helped himself by thinking about last night. Kurt had been freaking out, Blaine was sure Kurt almost blacked out a few times. It wasn't fair. He was upset of whit the people that hurt Kurt, but he was also upset with himself. What if the bullying at McKinley would go so bad and some guys would beat him up so bad he ended in hospital? Blaine couldn't let that happened, he liked being popular, it seemed not important when he was with Kurt, but not at school. He hadn't been popular at his old school and when he became popular here, it had been amazing. People respected him, not thought of him as someone stupid. It felt good and he didn't wanna let go of it.
He dried himself, but he didn't change back into his old clothes. Just as Kurt he had stayed in clothes over the night and they were pretty dirty by now. He walked down to Kurt's room and knocked on the door. Kurt opened and really? Kurt was wearing a tight, black tank top together with a really tight pair of red pants that didn't leave so much to imagination. And well, Kurt hadn't styled his hair so it was all messy and... Oh damn, that shower hadn't helped so much.
But he couldn't help but notice how Kurt's eyes went wide when he saw that Blaine was only wearing a towel. After a while Blaine understood they had just been staring at each other in about a half minute.
"So, uhm, my clothes are dirty so I wanted to ask you if I could borrow some clothes?" Kurt flinched a little, as if he had been in a trance.
"I, sure, why not. Here, come here." Kurt turned his back against Blaine and walked in. Blaine stepped inside and watched Kurt as he picked out clothes to him. When Kurt turned around against him he looked at the bruise at Blaine's stomach.
"How is it?" Kurt sounded very worried and Blaine got that, he got really worried when he saw Kurt's bruises before. Kurt handed Blaine the clothes and they just stood there for awhile, Blaine trying to not stare at Kurt's legs, because Kurt's legs looked so good in those pants. Yep, he was questioning his sexuality.
"I'm gonna wait upstairs." Blaine hadn't noticed how hard Kurt was blushing until now and he looked really cute blushing. Kurt hurried out and Kurt's ass looked really good in those pants too, wow... Dammit.
Blaine changed into the clothes Kurt gave him, a pair of very loose and very soft pants and a withe t-shirt. He went up and found Kurt sitting in the couch, looking at TV. Blaine sat down next to him.
"My dad will be home around 3 PM, so if you want you can stay awhile." Blaine looked over at Kurt and saw that Kurt was looking at him. Blaine smiled and nodded. They sapped a little between the different channels and ended up watching some movie non of them had seen. After awhile Blaine couldn't help but notice that Kurt was staring at him. He looked over and saw that Kurt looked very worried.
"Kurt? Is there anything wrong?" Kurt didn't speak at first, but then he did.
"Are you okay? I mean, you haven't really talk about how you are feeling." Blaine stared at Kurt and that was not what he ha been expecting.
"What do you mean?" Blaine didn't understand: It was Kurt that needed to be taken care of.
"Well, I've been throwing my feelings at you the whole morning, don't protest, but you haven't talked about how you feel. What you felt." Oh. Well, how would he say it? He had been scared and he didn't really know what to feel. But as soon as he had...
"...figured out who those guys were, I got angry. I was scared of how it would end and I tried to think about an escape way. And you looked like you were gonna black out and I was scared and I knew I couldn't handle them on my own but I didn't wanna drag you into it, I didn't want you to get hurt." Blaine felt a pang of shock as he realized he'd been talking when Kurt moved closer to him and put his arm around Blaine. Blaine leaned into Kurt and put his arm around Kurt's waist. They leaned against each other and Blaine felt good i a way he hadn't been feeling since yesterday. It felt good to tell Kurt about his feelings.
Is this what Solivan means when said Kurt was my boyfriend?
The rest of the time they were together was mostly trying to cheer each other up.
They played truth or dare, and they found out a lot of secrets about each other.
They played hide and seek, which Kurt was best at.
They played some card games, which Blaine was best at.
And when it was three hours left of their time together Kurt decided they would bake. They agreed on baking a cheesecake, a so called "Mini Cheesecake |||". Kurt's kitchen was very small, so they ran into each other a lot. And well, Kurt looked great while he was tasting the different things. They were running around the kitchen, and Kurt was holding a bag with sugar, Blaine went for the oven and Kurt went from the oven and bam!
They ran into each other and the bag with sugar broke, right as they fell both fell. Blaine fell down next to Kurt and when they looked at each other they both broke out in laughter. The were covered in sugar and they looked ridiculous. Kurt fell back on the floor, laughing and Blaine soon followed. They stayed like that awhile, catching their breath. Kurt turned his head against Blaine and Blaine did the same towards Kurt and when he faced Kurt he realized that they where really really close. Like, their noses were almost touching. Blaine took a few deep breaths as he looked over at Kurt, and he saw that Kurt was doing the same thing. It was like a spell, and Blaine didn't wanna break it. But of some reason, he had too. So, he smirked, then started tickling Kurt. Kurt started to laugh almost before Blaine even touched him and soon Blaine was sitting on top of Kurt, tickling him. Kurt tried to tickle him back, but Blaine avoided it. Blaine stopped after a minute or two, both of them catching their breaths. Blaine hadn't stepped off Kurt, but as soon they were both back to normal, he stepped off Kurt. He stood up and helped Blaine up too.'
"We should clean this up." Blaine said and Kurt nodded fast. What Blaine missed was how much Kurt crossed his legs after that.
This ended pretty long and messy. I'm not sure if the last two chapters were my best. Hope my spelling and grammar is getting better.
Well, until next time!