Tris' POV
"We're having twins Tris. We lost Two."
I cry. I cry for hours. Even when the doctor comes in to tell me how lucky we are, I cry. I have to stay over night for observation. When they allow me to leave, I have to be in a weelchair and I cry. When we get to the car, I'm still crying and can't bring myself to stand. Tobias gently picks me up and sets me in the car. We get home and I lay in bed and cry. Tobias tries to get me to eat but I won't he says I need to for the twins which only makes me cry more. I'm bawling at this point nothing gentle about it. Tobias is next to me in a stony silence. I could tell he was in shock and the Fiancee part of me wanted to comfort him badly. But there was another part of me who couldn't bring themselves to do anything. I was in shock myself and while I was aware of it, I couldn't fix it. I was sick with sadness. It was something no amount of time could solve. I ate some food,took prenatal pills,and went off to sleep. When I woke up,Tobias was gone and there was a loud banging on the door. I stood up and wiped my face. I answered and there stood Christina, looking very angry. She marched over towards me pushed me gently down onto the couch.
"Where on earth have you been?! I needed you! Will proposed!"
"I-I-I..."
"Don't wanna hear it! Tris I thought we were friends!"
"I had a Miscarriage! I was in the Hospital! Get out! Just Get Out!"
I started to push her out the door and simultaneously hold back tears. But I lost the tears and slammed the door. I locked it and ran to the bedroom the tears spilling over my face. I dried my face and started bathwater. I undressed and looked at my swollen body. It only reminded me that I was carrying three people right now. Myself and my babies. I felt like all the tears were gone and although I knew I wasn't, I felt very empty. I sat in the tub water up to my ears. I was overwhelmed with the feeling of depression. I felt like no one in the world could understand my sadness.