I woke up to the usual sound of Leah's alarm clock ,but i did my best to tune it out. I cant be asked to go to classes today. I'm way to tired right now. I manage to open one of my eyes until i was squinting at Leah who is already getting out of bed.
" Leah I'm not going" I groan rolling over to the other side of my bed until my head rested against the in a single bed at my age feels exactly the same as being in a cot.
"I'm surprised you made it this long without skipping your morning classes. Anyway don't you want to see Edward" She said in a mocking tone and if i had strength i would glare at her. I know what shes trying to imply but she knows Edward is not my type of guy.
"Come on Leah be realistic" I moan trying to yet again fall asleep.
"Whatever ill tell your boyfriend you couldn't make it" She teases and i manage to snap my opens to view her grin beaming towards me. I narrow my eyes at her before sinking back into my pillows.
" Never call him that. I'm still trying to see if i can be friends with the guy. Just don't say go to class ,I'm sleepy"
"Alright. Gosh your so lazy" She tuts before shutting the bathroom door. As soon as i hear the shower running i fall back to sleep.
Not long after I fall asleep I'm being woken up again. But not to the sound of screeching guitars this time it's the constant bang against wood.I sit up pissed as I have to get up and into the cold. If Leah forgot her books or something I'm going to kill her. She has a god dam key.
I pull open the door and instead see Edward's giddy face. His body is yet again in full black as his clothes never seem to change. His piercings are very prominent on his face. Maybe he just likes getting piercings.
"What the fuck do you want" I snapped as my tired body leaned against the door frame for any-kind of support.
"Wow someone's not a morning person. I guess Leah was telling me the truth" He teased pushing past me and entering the room without my consent.
I huffed and squeezed my eyes shut hoping that he would some how disappear. Of course when i opened them I had to see him perched on-top of my bed still smiling like a giddy person.
"I'm gonna repeat myself because you still haven't answered me. What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked as I watched him through narrow eyes lying down and getting under my covers.
"Well Leah said you weren't coming and to be honest English wouldn't be any fun without you there. So I thought why not ditch with my new best-friend. So just crawl in here with me and we can sleep" He smirked wiggling over till his back was pushed right up against the wall.
"You know that's the second time you've tired to get me in bed with you" I said walking over to Leahs bed. No way am I cuddling with Edward.
"What do you mean? He questioned moving to sit up but keeping my quilt wrapped around him.
"Well how do you think you got to your room last night. Then you tried to get me in bed with you"I spoke and watch as Edwrad laughed. He laughed as if what happened was a casual thing.
"Well if you don't want to sleep what do you want to do?" He questioned and I raised my eyebrow at him.
"Who says I don't want to sleep. I do, just not with you" I pointed out making Edward smirk and get up from my bed to sit next to me.
"Well if your sleeping ,I'm sleeping too .So you have no escape from that. So if you can't sleep then let's do something. Its your turn now to plan a friend day out isn't it."
"Yeah it is .So how are you with motorbikes?" I smirked as his face dropped slightly.
"What are you on about?"He asks and it seems like he's pleading ,as if he hopes that I'm not being serious. I stand up so he won't see my face and focus on gathering some clothes for today.
"You know have you ever ridden a motorbike. You know two wheels,handlebars-"
"I know what a bike is ,I'm not just I've never been on one before" He shrugged and I smiled while going into the bathroom.
"Well your going to love it" I said before closing the bathroom door.
I didn't take long in getting changed, quickly running the brush through my hair even though my helmet is just going to make it knotty again anyway. I made sure to put on my black boots and tight clothes. I have to be careful when riding with an extra person on the back. I didn't want to clash with Edward so i made sure to wear some kind of colourful clothes.
"Right lets go" I spoke as as soon as i opened the door. I grabbed my keys ,phone and pack of cigarettes, making sure that my lighter was in my bra as always.
"Your serious aren't you?" He muttered worriedly as he tried to swiftly follow me out.
"Of course i am" I rolled my eyes at him as we got out into the waited while i double check the door is locked before we both walk out of the building together. I can tell Edward is worried but its not like I'm going to intentionally crash just to hurt him. Although it is a intriguing idea.
Its sunny today so I'm glad that my hoodie is quite thin. Edward seems to freeze once i get closer to my Harley. I know the look of it can be intimidating ,but its really not. The handlebars are huge an the wheels make it look larger then it really is.
"This i-is y-your bike?" He stuttered whilst trying to conceal his gulp. Gosh how can somebody who's been threw that many tattoos be afraid of a motorbike.
"Stop being a pussy and get on the bike" I commanded. I reached inside the seat to retrieve the helmet and give it to Edward. He probably needs the reassurance much more then i do. I could see he was about to refuse to wear it so i quickly spoke.
" Look i know i wont crash but you still think i will so just wear it to make you less nervous okay. Just trust is good it will test our friendship" I spoke and he nodded. I sat down on the bike and switched the engine on. Edward hesitated before climbing onto the seat behind me.
I revved the engine as the bike jerked forwards quickly and started to peel out of the parking lot. The sudden movement made Edward curse as he clutched onto the material of my hoodie for dear life. I laughed as he continued to claw at my hoodie as i sped down the road. I couldn't contain my laughter as i carried on forward .
"Oh my god! Go slower" He screamed ,but it was slightly muffled due to the helmet on his head. I shook my head and carried on driving and enjoying the feeling of the wind blowing through my hair. I haven't not worn my helmet in ages i forgot how nice it feels especially on a sunny day. The breeze is just fight and not so cold that your eyes start to water.
Edward's hands clasp together around my waist as he pulls my body back slightly until I'm flush against his. I cant really move but i think Edward's doing it mostly out of fear then anything else. I tired not to over think it and focus on the road. I didn't really have a specific place i was going so i just kept on following the winding roads. Every now and then Edward would pull me in closer but i think he got less scared over time and just relaxed .Though his grip around me never faltered.
When i look to the side of the abandoned roads its only then i notice exactly where I've been going all this time. Trees blur my sight as i sped down to get to the end of the road. My heart rate picks up when i see the end of the road and the trail leading into the forest. My foot slams onto the break making Edward slams into my back with a groan of pain.
"What the fuck Bella" Edward complains but i ignore him as i slowly start the engine back up and drive slightly through the forest. I park the bike just inside the forest so we are off of the road. I cant believe i actually drove here.
"Get off" I commanded Edward and he stiffly gets of the bike looking around us in confusion. This place is still as creepy as i was the last time i came here.
"You do know were in a forest right. Your not planning on killing me are you" He joked as i got off the bike to look in front of me. I smiled at him but it was pretty much forced.
I might not be planning to kill him here ,but my dad certainly did to me.
"No your safe. Just follow me" I reassured him before following the slight continued to walk through the forest as i imagined it when i was ten. It was pitch black in the forest as my dad dragged me not caring as i stumbled and cut my hand on a twig. I looked down at my right palm where the scar is still prominent even now.
"You've been here before?" Edward questioned. I gulp making sure my face was hidden from him . I don't want him to know how damaged i am. There's no need for him to know.
"Yes" I said simply hoping to avoid any more talking.
I could see the familiar hill coming up and it seemed for me to find it hard to swallow. The river doesn't look half as bad as it does when its dark. The leaves and debris that is littered on the forest floor look dull compared to the shimmering of the clear rocks around the edge of the river make it that much more stunning. How can such a beautiful place hold so many dark memory's.
"Wow how did you find this place" Edward asks stunned as he came to stand beside me. I look out into the river and feel the sting in my eyes ,but i refuse to cry.
"Just stumbled upon it a while a go" I lied while moving closer to the edge of the water.
"Well its good its sunny i haven't swam in ages" Edward pointed out before pulling his black t-shirt over his head. I glance away but only for a second as my eyes peeled back to watch Edward.
His tattoos covering his arms are not the only tattoos he seems to have. a bunch of tattoos cover his chest leading down to what seems like a tribal pattern going from hist hip bone and over some of his abs. Hes also not even the muscly but it suits him . He doesn't need the big pecks and prominent abs. The fact that you can just make out the outline of his muscles seems sexy.
Gosh i shouldn't be thinking this way.
I peel my eyes away from him as soon as he starts to unbutton his jeans. I know he can tell i was staring because he had that secretive smirk on his face. I really hate swimming but i guess today I'm just going to have to face my fears.
I unzip my hoodie as i through it to the forest floor. My shoes follow suit and i make sure to turn away from harry so my back is facing him. I don't care about him seeing my body. Its just if he is going to be looking at my body i would rather not see his reaction. I'm confident in my own skin so i don't feel like i should have to hide it or shy away from what my appearance is.
I quickly pull my shirt over my head leaving me in my Lacey black bra. My jeans are slightly harder to pull off as there really tight but i manage in the end to get them off of me. I'm wearing Lacey boy shorts and there more like actually shorts then underwear to me.
"Ready?" I asked finally turning around to see Edward's eyes trained on me.I felt akward as he stares and bites down onto his lip. I took a deep breath as i did a little sprint into the water.
The water is warm as soon as my body gets inside. I move inside the water trying to get further out until my body can nearly float. I'm not really good around water ever since my dad. I've always had this constant fear of being drowned. The guys all taught me how to swim. The said i shouldn't have any fears in life and that i just need to live my life to the fullest.
"I didn't picture you as a black lace type of person" Edward voiced as he joined me in the water. He walked over to where i stood ,as i failed to keep my eyes away from his chest. "Checking me out again i see" Edward teased and i narrowed my eyes at him. Well to be more precise at his chest.
"Shut up" I snapped while splashing some water at him and laughed when i caught him in his eyes. He acted as if he was in pain obviously hoping that i would help him . Gosh doesn't he know me enough by now to know that i don't care. I continued to laugh before i felt warm water hit the side of my face.
My eyes grew wide as i stared at Edward in shock. Did he seriously just splash me?. He started to laugh which only fueled my anger to get revenge.I moved forward slightly before putting as much force as i could behind a splash. It wasn't that big but it did manage to soak his hair until all his hair was wet and now straight.
"Right that's it" He threatened while trying to move quickly through the water ti get to me. I yelp pushing thought the water as i moved to wards the rocks. He doesn't know about my fear of drowning what if he try's to push me down. My worry's fill my head as i begin to panic and rush for the rocks in order to climb out and escape.
As soon as my finger tips graze the hard rock i feel Edward's finger on my shoulder. My breath starts to come out in pants as i get the feeling that he is about to push me under . My eyes squeeze shut as i feel him spin my body around. Any second now and hes going to push me under. Oh no what if i have a panic attack. My heart is racing so fast I'm pretty sure its a good possibility.
Instead of the feeling of water pulling me under i feel soft lips press against mine. The force pushes me back into the rocks and my eyes pop open in shock. Edward's eyes are closed as he continues to try and get a reaction out of me but i cant move.
Edward's kissing me!.