So this is what you all have been waiting for. :)
Well I hope its as good as everyone wants it to be! I just want to wish you all a very good basically new start for the new years. Let go of all the mistakes and regrets and let yourself live. And hopefully we get another host book this year,tsk tsk.

I could feel the nerves in my belly start to twinkle like the stars in the night sky. They were dancing high and low, like a fast up beat love song. I swallowed them back into the crevis of my mind, every inch of my pale skin crawled. My eyes quickly fluttered shut as I turned and looked out the window. In the dark sky the window shown a reflection of a some what nervous looking Jared, but why was he nervous? Im the one with these crazy feelings rippling my skin like a late tide. I began to chew at my bottom lip, a bad habit I have clearly failed to get rid of.
"You,uhm,can change the station."
He sounded nervous, actually some what very nervous.
"No its okay, you like this station."
I said with a slight smile, sadly this song was some what utterly annoying. Its been talking about love for the past mintue, and its starting to get to me. I slowly reached my hand up and turned the knob a little to get to a some what better channel. Thankfully, it was a song about going out with your friends on a friday night. Oh the irony. The car ride wasnt as long as I thought it would be, because were turning down an old back road. I could feel myself get a little anxious, who actually throws a party out here? I can feel it deep inside me that Wanda is feeling the same way. I looked out the window to us passing a few large corn fields, just driving deeper down this trail looking road. Im not even sure if this can be called a road anymore, the bumps we keep hitting seem to agree with my thought. Finally we pulled up to an open field, there were so many kids here. I smiled as I unclicked my seat belt and looked over at Jared. It surprised me a little when Jared got out to open my door. I smiled and got out as Wanda and Ian approached us. I began to walk by myself, until Jared got some what surprisingly close. We walked up to the large groups of people standing and listening to music. Im not sure how people dont hear any of this, but thats not my business. I looked back infront of me to see two boys that looked some what happy.
"Howe, you made it?"
"Yeah, and this is Melanie. That is Ian and Wanda, make them feel at home."
I couldnt help but blush as the two boys held their hands out for me to shake. Why did Jared sound so demanding though? Jared led us to the drinks and people seemed to move for us. Girls were batting their eyes at Jared and guys were sticking their hands out.
"Is there something we should know?"
Wanda whispered to me as we got closer to the table full of bottles and what not.
"Thats what Im wondering."
I shly said as I turned to her, curiosity clouding my head. Is there something I need to know about Jared? I put a finger up to Wanda as Jared stopped to talk to someone. I seen a small group of people that looked some what friendly and I began to walk over to them until I seen one of the boys I met earlier.
"Oh hi, Melanie is it? I hope you feel at home."
The once said shly and some what nervously.
"And what if I didnt?"
I felt completely fine but I needed to know why everyone basically shoved their tails between their legs for Jared.
"Because Jared would have our asses. You dont know much about him do you?"
He said and I slowly looked down as I shook my head.
"Well I guess I can tell you, but dont tell him I told you."
I just nodded as the kid handed me a drink, I thankfully accepted.
"Well, hes a good kid. I remember one day though he came and met up with us and he had this cold look in his eyes. He never told us what it was about and none of us really thought we would be how we are now. I mean we all used to be such innocent kids and now were these horrible kids."
I just nodded, signaling for him to keep going.
"Then one day Jared led us to this alley, he looked so angry. Of course us being guys, no one asked what was wrong. I was so terrified, it looked like he could have killed someone. I seen this group of guys that were staring at us and I knew things werent going to end well. The next thing I knew Jared was in this mans face yelling at him about this money he owed him. The guy tried to hit Jared but he missed, and it all went crazy after that. Jared had the guy on the ground and was hitting him when the guy pulled a knife out and stuck it right in Jareds side. Now we all thought he would just fall down and give up, but he didnt. Finally after he beat the guy enough and the friends fleed he stood up and stared at us all. Right infront of us he pulled the knife out and let it fall onto the ground, completely walking away from the scence. God, we all were so afriad of him. We thought maybe it was chance that it didnt hurt him enough until it happened again. Hes a nice kid and I have respect for him, even more after the Kyle thing."
I could see Jared was now looking around for me.
"What happened?"
I just wanted to find out as much as I could before Jared got over.
"Kyle was beating this kid that honestly did nothing and Jared went up to Kyle and basically started a fight for the kid to get away. Ive never seen a fight end so bloody, hell they even dented the hood of Jareds car. But some how he fixed it up. But do me a favor, take care of the kid. I saw the way he looked at you. Not to mention hes looking for you."
I could feel my breath hitch as Jared slowly got closer through the cloud. In what way did he look at me? I could feel myself panic slightly as he got closer to me, this is not good. Do I like him or dont I? Why am I completely ripping myself up over this?
"There you are, I was looking for you. Ive seen you met Brandt, how was he?"
I could see Jareds eyes darken a bit, as if he could pounce at someone in any second.
"He was nice. I was just asking him about how they get away with this."
I know its wrong to lie, but I told him I wouldnt tell Jared. Jared just nodded as he put his finger to his lips and handed me another drink. I wasnt aware that I had finished my last one with such ease, it must have been that intense story. A few more drinks later and it was some how a lot more comfortable around Jared,not to mention everyone was a little too nice. I found ease as I saw that Ian and Wanda were talking to another lovey-dovey couple. I looked up at the stars as my thoughts started to ease a little.
"Lets take a walk."
I looked back down to see a some what smiling Jared. Ive never seen this smile though, this showed sincerity. I nodded as he stuck his hand out, it was a comforting warm. This is wrong Melanie, hes going to get the wrong impression. You know your leading him on and all your trying to do is sit back and fight these little feelings you have for him away. We both know he only wants someone with innocence. "I saw the way he looked at you." Is this a trade mark he has his friends use? I sighed as we walked away from the party.
"Where are we going?"
I couldnt help but slightly laugh as we were walking towards an opening in the woods.
"You'll see."
I could see the his smile. The moon was shining down on us both, causing a picture perfect glow. We walked a little further until I saw an opening, it was beautiful. The moon seemed the highlight the area with the perfect lighting. He led me to the very middle and told me to sit down. I automatically sat on the ground, the high grass beside me actually relaxed my body a little bit. He layed back on the ground, resting his head on his arms while he looked up. I followed his actions as the night sky swallowed me in. This was something out of a movie, and Jared was best friend. This is pushing the limits, I try to tell myself. Honestly, I feel myself comfortable with this limit then.
"I feel like we all need to relax sometimes. The best part about these kind of things."
I turned to look at him as he was already looking at me, and something caught my eyes. He had a faint glint in his eyes.
"Well, Im glad you chose me to assist you."
The smile rose onto my face before I could even tell it too. This all felt a little to natural and honestly, I feel like im in a danger zone. You know you like him a little. Now my thoughts are trying to play games with my mind. The thing that scares me is, there not completely lying.