A/N: Hope you enjoy cus I rewrote this about three times (My labtop randomly delted it while i was writeing!!) So yeah thats why the update took a little longer then normal my heart just wasnt in writing after it was deleted.

Tony's head fell down into his hands, he was silently praying, begging that everything would be okay she was only thirty weeks pregnant after all. He was terrified. What if something happened and she was gone before he could explain himself. Or what if the baby died? There would be no coming back from that. They wouldn't be able to heal from something like this. he took a deep breath and ran his fingers through his hair.

They had been in the waiting room for what seemed like days but in reality was only a few hours. Why hadn't anyone came to tell Tony that she was okay? It couldn't be a good sign could it?

"She'll be okay she's a strong women.", Gibbs said as if he could read Tony's mind. Which Tony had to remind himself that he probably could.

"What happens if she isn't." Tony asked desperately.

"Theirs no if about it DiNozzo. She's not going to leave this world without giving you hell for what you did."

"I didn't do anything wrong I would never ever cheat on Ziva."

"I know that, but she's stubborn."

They fell back in to silence and Tony let his head fall into his knees again.

"Mr. DiNozzo?"

Tony jumped up and looked pleadingly at the doctor begging for good news.

"Yeah? That's me." He said eagerly. the doctor stood in the door way of the waiting room his scrubs covered in blood. Blood that Tony realized was probably Ziva's. He took a deep breath as panic gripped him treating to suffocate him.

"I'm so sorry Mr. DiNozzo we did everything we could there was just to much blood lost."

"Both of them?", he asked the words escaped his lips without permission from his brain he suddenly didn't want to know.

The doctor nodded and a sob came from some where in the room where Abby was seated.

He felt a strong hand on his shoulder and looked up at Gibbs.

"It's going to be okay Tony." he whispered quietly.

"How can you say that Gibbs! How can you say that everything is going to be okay when obviously it's not! Ziva and my child are gone!"

Gibbs grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him hard. "DiNozzo! DiNozzo wake up!"

Tony shook wake with a cold sweat. and looked up at Gibbs. "What?" he spat.

"Doc's here to see you."

"Oh sorry boss."

It was the same doctor from his dream with the same blood covered hospital scrubs and the same exact expression on his face Tony shuttered hoping against everything thing that the dream was only a dream.

"You're here for Miss. David?"

"Yes. How are they?"

"Miss. David is in her room resting she's perfectly fine. Your daughter on the other hand she's not doing as well."

"Do you mean she's not going to-to"

"To live?" the doctor suggested he shook his head. "No it's nothing like that. Her lungs have yet to fully

developed so she can't breath on her own and she's underweight but that's common in a prematurely born baby. Once we get her breathing on her own and get her up to an acceptable weight you should be able to take her hom."

Tony nodded relief flooding through him.

"There's one more thing where you or Miss. David aware that she's a diabetic?"

"She is?" , Tony asked

"Yes we believe that's what caused her to go into labor prematurely."

Tony nodded again in understanding. "Can I see them?"

"Miss. David yes, but your daughter on the other hand you wont be able to see her for a few days."

Tony nodded for the third time and fallowed the doctor out of the waiting room without saying a word to the team. He needed to see with his own eyes that Ziva was okay. He trailed behind the doctor silently. They walked down a few halls until they reached probably the only door that didn't have a ribbon and a description of the baby on the door. The doctor ushered him in.

"She should be waking up any moment now. If you need anything just press the call button and a nurse will come."

Tony nodded and took a seat next to Ziva's bed. Her took her warm hand in his and kissed it lightly. Tears welling up in his eyes as he did so.

"God Ziva you really scared me back there." He said kissing her hand.

"Your are such a cry child Tony." Ziva whispered back her voice was horse with the medication she had been given

"Cry baby. And no I'm not. I just care about you." He paused to study her. She looked so pale and helpless not to mention tired but he supposed child birth did that to her.

"Ziva look I really am sorry."

"I know Tony and I believe you about everything. I should have listened to what you had to say before I jumped to conclusions I'm sorry." she said it with a quivering voice and without looking Tony in the eye.

"No Ziva you had every right I should have told her to leave right away."

"How is she?"

"She's okay I guess all I know is that she can breathe on her own and she's underweight. But the doctor said she should be fine in a couple weeks"

"This is so scary", Ziva said gripping Tony's hand tighter.

"Tell me about it. Back their in the waiting room was horrible I had a dream that the doctor came and told me the two of you were gone. It seemed so real."

Ziva removed her hand from Tony's and ran a finger through his messy hair and let it rest on his cheek. "I love you so much Tony." She smiled at him.

"So does that mean the weddings back on?". He asked as he fumbled through his pockets. Evenly he produced her engagement ring and slipped it back on her finger.

"Well I guess it does. DiNozzo."

A/N: So do you guys hate me? I know it was mean thing to do. But i couldnt help my self.

I Shall be grateful to all of those who review!!