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So here we go Song is; Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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14. Your Guardian Angel
Dimitri POV
Roza and I had walked to a little opening in the forest and sat down. We didn't say anything, there was no need we knew we were in love, I knew she loved me and not him and I would never doubt that but it was obvious they had a strong connection, he took her virginity, a thing so precious and he took it something I would never be able to give back to her and I hated him for it. Rose should have waited until she was ready and in love not because I was gone and I hated myself too.
"What are you thinking?" She leans in and whispers in my ear.
"Only about you my love;" She smiles at me and leans against my chest from where she was sitting in between my legs.
She sighed in contentment. "I wish we could stay like this forever, I never want to leave this...exact...perfect...moment..." Her breathing deepened and I saw that she was asleep. Watching her sleep was amazing, every worried or angry line in her face was perfectly smoothed out, she looked so peaceful and even more beautiful, I loved her so much and could never leave her. My head snapped up from where I was laying kisses on Rose's smoothed, peaceful face and I saw Alberta standing there, looking at me concerned and...Happily?
"It's about time," She said sitting down next to Rose and me.
"I'm sorry, I'm not following," I shook my head, she couldn't be saying what I thought she was saying, could she?
"Dimitri, I have known you for a while now and I can tell how you feel about her," She smiled not in the least bit disgusted or ashamed.
"Why are you okay with this?" I asked straight out.
She sighed and looked at me with a very rare soft expression on her face. "Why wouldn't I be?"
"The law, she is my student, we are both bound to protect Moroi and..." I trailed off. Though I was no longer Princess Vasilisa's guardian there were too many contributing factors as to why Rose and I couldn't be together, no matter how much I want it.
"In the words of the woman you love...Screw it!" Alberta smiled at my confused expression. "Dimitri, we rarely find love...no that's a lie we do find love but often it's with another guardian and that has always been out of the question but not one of us has ever found a love like this," She pointed from me to Rose. "A love that last's a lifetime is rare to come by when you're a guardian. Take my advice and grab hold of it while you can and don't let go, because if you do someone else might snag it up."
I looked at Alberta, her sincerity and happiness for me was clear on her face, weathered by years of guardian ship. "You know I'll do whatever I can to keep her, even if I have to give up being a guardian I will do it."
"I know you will, but you might not have too." She looked at me slyly and I looked at her confused.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean maybe you can be a guardian and still be with Rose," I looked at her confused and then looked down at the most amazing person in my life. "Dimitri," Alberta put her hand on top of mine. "None of us are saints, we all wish in some way or another that we can do our duty but still have our own life but that won't happen since they come first but you and Rose have something that should come first and I think that I can help you with that..."
Once Alberta had left I was alone to ponder what she had just told me. Could I do that? Could Rose? Would she want too? All of these questions and no answer, I was going to have to wait to tell Rose about this and then it would be her choice. I hoped she would be with me, I hoped that this plan would work and I hoped I got to stay with Rose forever. My hand moved to the pocket hidden in my—as Rose calls it—'duster' and my fist wrapped around the leather bound box where inside a beautiful ring lay for a beautiful woman. A woman I hoped would say yes.
Rose's head was now against my chest from where I had lain down and I was softly singing her one of my favourite songs, one of our songs.
When I see your smileTears roll down my face I can't replace
I looked down at my Roza and I knew no one could replace her in my life.
And now that I'm strong I have figured outhow this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
No one could ever love her as much as I did.
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
No one could make me feel the way she does.
I will never let you fall (let you fall)I'll stand up with you forever
No one could brighten my day as much as she can.
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will forever be by her side until the day she tells me to leave. I won't abandon her; even if it is the right thing to do I won't ever leave her again. People can and will try and tear us apart but I will beat them back, as long as I have my Roza I won't ever need anyone or anything else.
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay
I know I have one obstacle to get past before I can ask Rose the question I have been dying to ask since this ring has been in my possession.
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning grayI will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I looked up from Rose's face as I stopped singing to see someone standing there looking very amused and smug.
Maybe I have two obstacles to get past.
"Hello Dimka," Natasha Ozera said, standing before Rose and I looking at her like she was a bug that could be squashed with just the flick of her wrist. My jaw clenched at the look of envy and smugness she threw at Rose.
"What is it Tasha?" I asked, impatient.
"Kirova wishes to speak to you in her office."
"And why would you know that?"
Tasha shrugged. "I was on my way out when she said that and I offered to look for you so I could say goodbye...unless you've changed your mind?" Tasha tried to be seductive, but the only person I wanted to seduce me was my Roza.
"Good bye Tasha," I said and then started shaking Rose awake. Rose stirred and her eyes fluttered open.
"Oops, I didn't mean to fall asleep." She stretched like a cat, a feisty cat and I was glad Tasha had left.
"Rose Headmistress Kirova wishes to see me so I must go but I'll find you once I'm done?" I asked, hoping she wanted to spend time with me.
"Absolutely, I'll be in my room." We got up and Rose kissed me on the cheek before walking to her dorm and I walk to Kirova's office in total bemusement. That gorgeous, beautiful, incredible and above all else goddess like woman is mine, she choose me and I hope that when I ask her she will choose me one final time.
"Guardian Belikov, Headmistress is expecting you," I walked into the office and saw Kirova sitting behind her desk and she motioned for me to sit in front of her and shut the door. We were alone. No guardians, No Moroi no nothing just me and her and that was a little disturbing. What did she want to do to me?!
"Guardian Belikov I'll keep this brief," Kirova started, she seemed nervous about something, but what I didn't know, that is until she spoke again. "It has recently come to my attention that you and Miss Hathaway have a...relationship that goes beyond normal protocol, am I correct?" She looked at me expectantly but she didn't like she was disappointed or anything...yet.
"Yes headmistress that is correct, Rose and I are in love." What was the point in lying?
Kirova nodded before smiling, or what I thought was her smiling. "Finally," She said with clear exasperation and seeing my confused look she continued. "I solved the mystery of why Rose hasn't been acting up as much...you." She said for emphasis. "Love changes people and clearly it changed her,"
"Are you saying that your alright with this?" Was everyone on the sauce?
Kirova looked at me and sighed. "Guardian Belikov, you know as well as I do that this goes beyond my control. What do you expect me to do? Tell you that you cannot love her? I can't choose who you love and who loves you, and it isn't up to me it is now all up to you and Miss Hathaway. You two are the only ones that can decide what to do with your love pursue it or leave it."
"But, shouldn't you be...firing me?" I don't know why I asked but I was just so confused with this whole thing.
"Guardian Belikov do you love Rose or not?" She asked sternly.
"With all my being," I answered unhesitant.
"What are your intentions?"
"I wish to spend my life with her," I don't know why she was asking these things, until she spoke.
"Then there is nothing I can do, you have made your choice and I can't do anything to stop what will unfold between you and Miss Hathaway, all I can ask is at least wait until next week, it is her birthday then and she will be of age."
I nodded and she smiled slightly. "Good luck Belikov, I hope this works out for you, it's not every day a love between two guardians is able to be, but I have heard and observed you and Rose and I can tell you now that your love will last no matter what she may choose." I smiled at her before heading for the door.
"Thank you headmistress, for everything." She nodded sternly and I walked out of the door and to Roza.
While walking I thought that everyone had gone insane. Alberta and Kirova told me to pursue my love for Rose and stay with her, Alberta had given me a plan and told me how we can be guardians and be together but Rose would lose something, could I ask that of her? To give up something so she could be with me? No, I couldn't she would decide and that would be it.
I walked to the novice dorms and noticed alot of other guardians giving me funny looks, like they know who I'm here to see. Alberta I thought, she told! I didn't care, hopefully the world would know soon enough.
I knocked on Roza's door and didn't hear anything, thinking she must be either showering or sleeping I turned the handle and the door opened. I shut and locked the door behind me, looking around the room to see nothing out of place, but a feeling of unease crept over me. Rose wasn't in her bed and the water to the shower wasn't running. Then I heard a noise that I knew was Rose and I relaxed slightly, until I realised that those noises were sobs. Sobs coming from the bathroom. The door was slightly ajar and I walked in and saw Rose sitting against the wall, her legs spread in front of her, and with something in her hand but that wasn't what shocked me into a murderous rage. What shocked me was the fact that Rose was sitting there...
...with blood dripping down her wrist.
Oops she did it again! Ha...ha...I'm so lame!
So...you like?
Dimitri's POV carry's onto the next chapter with the song The Last Night by Skillet
Look up the lyrics and let me know your theory.
So what is Dimitri keeping in his pocket?
Why has Rose cut herself again?
What was Alberta's Plan?
Will Rose choose to sacrifice something and stay with Dimitri, or will it be the end for them?
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