Hello my lovelies! sorry I haven't uploaded in a while! I'm still alive(; But schools crazy. Parents are crazier so I haven't been able to do anything for a while... but the rents are out of town so here I am playing black Ops and Assassins creed while taking care of my sick 18 year old brother...yeah my life is so magical !

but just for you I'm uploading chapters for both my stories! (I know I can hear your applause)

but anyways here you are My lovelies!

Christian pov.

"Well I'm glad you liked it Dear." Mom smiles and goes back to her conversation with Carla about how she hopes to change the damage school systems. That's one of the great things I love about her. Always figuring out ways to help people and charities. I can't help but think what Grace would do if she learned her damaged son was nothing like his gold hearted foster mother. That I was more like my crack whore of a mother. My real one...

I look over to Carrick and Bob. Of course they talk of politics and the Economy. I would usually be interested in some weird way. I always found that shit fascinating. Hell It is what I want to do with my life. but somehow I can't help but think anything but the gorgeous Angel beside me.

I look over to her to see her poking her food with her fork. Her lip securely between her teeth. As if she can feel my gaze her big blue eyes flicker to mine. but when she does her cheeks flush a bright red that I can't help but love. I didn't know she was speaking until I heard her voice.

"My room 5 minutes." She whispered. I felt all the blood from my face to my dick.

"I think I'll go to my room for a nap" Her mother ask if she needed her help but Ana only politely declined.

When she did get up I could tell her legs where wobbly and so did everyone else.

"Ana dear are you alright?" Grace ask her voice laced with concern.

"Yes, I'm fine just tired." she said blushing.

"Here, Christian why don't you make sure Anastasia gets to her room in one piece." Carrick said grinning.

I couldn't help but grin. They were basically handing the opportunity to us on a silver platter. "Sure dad." I said simply getting up and taking Ana's petite hand in my own. completely swallowing hers.

When Everyone gave there goodbyes I lead Ana towards the porch.

as soon as we got inside she ripped her hand out of mine and ran up stairs.

I couldn't help but feel completely confused. She told me to meet in her bedroom in 5 minutes? Why was she upset now?

"Ana Wait!" I called. but she didn't even look back.

I went up the stairs following her trail. Was she mad at me? Its not like I did any- Shit.

When we got to her bedroom Her back was towards me. I could tell she was pissed by as much as she was shaking her head. It made me nervous. And I never get nervous.

"Ana Why are you mad at me?" I whined.

"really Christian? You finger fucked me right in front of everyone! What happen if we got caught? Huh? Your mom would think I'm a stank your sister would hate me. Your father would think I'm a bad influence and you only did it to stake your claim!" she seethed.

"No they would not!"

"Bullshit Christian!"

she turned around again and headed towards her window. Well Our window technically. I went up behind her slowly, scared she would flinch and run off like some fragile animal. I could tell she knew I was behind her. So I then decided to slowly circle my arms around her waist. She instantly relaxed into my arms. I kiss her temple and made my way down her neck. "Whats the real problem baby?" I asked softly.

She turned around and her face was stained with tears. I felt my stomach drop.

"What's going to happen after this summer Christian?" She sniffed.

I looked at her puzzlingly. "What do you mean?"

"When we go back to our lives Christian. This.." She waved her hand between us.

"This is only temporary! After this summer we go back to our lives. You in Seattle and me in Portland. We will never see each other again! And I-I don't know what I'm going to do." She sobbed hard. Resting her head on my shoulder. I picked her up bridal style and carried her to her bed. Gently putting her down while I look down on her and take her face in my hand.

"This is not Temporary Ana. I'll do whatever I have to do I'm not letting you go. I only have one more year of high school. I can always drive down there whenever. I'll do whatever it takes Anastasia, I love you and only you and nothings going to stop me from being with you. Your my life now. The reason I wake up everyday and Actually smile My only reason to live." I caressed her cheek as a smile formed on her face, more tears flowing down her redden cheeks. "Really?" She whispered. "Really" I stated. She reached her head up and I brought mine down. Meeting her half ways.

And of course there was that same magnificent fireworks that explode every time me and Ana kiss. I brought my tongue out and opened her mouth. Meeting her tougue instantly. She moaned softly which made my already too tight pants even more tighter. "Christian" She gasp. I slowly started kissing the column of her neck. Kissing nipping, all the things I loved to do to hear her moan gasp and groan.

"Christian I...I want you to be my first." My head snapped up.

she was biting her lip nervously and I couldn't help but let out the breath I didn't realized I was holding.

This God sending Angel wanted me...Me! To be her first. I would be her first everything. First kiss...First touch...First love.

I couldn't tell her the joy I was feeling so I only Kissed her with all my might. All the love, passion, devotion. I had for her I showed her with this kiss. I knew it was going to be hard. But fucked it if I cared.

"I love you, so much Angel." I choked. She put her hands on my face lovingly.

"I love you too, Christian."

"Christian Come down here! Quick" Grace voice chimed.

"God my mom can be a cock block." Ana only giggled. "You better go. If we go together they might get suspicious." I shaked my head and gave her one last kiss. I looked at her window then back at her. "Its weird leaving here using your door." I stated. "Usually its your window" I winked which only made Ana throw a pillow at my head. "Go, Now!" She laughed.

I couldn't help the shit eating grin that was on my face as I made my way outside to my parents. I know I would do Anything to be with Ana, And nothing was going to get in the way.

I walked out to the porch to see everyone standing around. My moms back was too me and I could tell she was talking to someone...someone who wasn't Carla. Grace must have heard me as she turned around and gave me a big smile.

"Honey, Look who came to visit!" As soon as she stepped out of the way I felt as if My whole world was falling around me. This couldn't happen, Not now not like this. I felt as if I was going to throw up. I heard small footsteps behind me and turned to see Ana small frame. Just looking at her I wanted to fall on my knees and die.

Ana's face quickly fallen when she saw my expression. "Ana!" Grace singed. Ana eyes snapped to grace and she gave a small smile. "This is one of a good friend of mine form Seattle. Ana This is Elena, Elena this is Anastasia." Grace said politely. Elena's cat eyes looked over Ana and she gave a menacing smile.

"Pleasure to meet you Anastasia"

okay I know it kinda sucked but please don't kill me!. And yes Elena is now in the story.

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