A/n…This chapter was really hard for me to write. I've been to parties before of course but never anything like what I would think a SAMCRO party would be like. I don't think I did it justice but I just couldn't get it right between my head and paper. Hope you enjoy it anyway!
As usual..no copyright intended. EVERYONE here is a product of Kurt Sutter and his genius mind! I could never pretend to come up with anything even close to what he did! Thanks for bringing Jax, Tara, Opie and the rest of them to us!
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Donna and I decided to get ready at my house. We didn't want the guys to see us until we made our grand entrance. She had decided to wear a pair of ripped up jeans with her cropped red shirt and a pair of heeled black boots I had kicking around. I was wearing my top and jeans I bought earlier but was having a hard time deciding on what shoes to wear. None of the shoes I put on looked right, except for my flip flops.
"I think I'll just wear flip flops. I don't care. I look good, my tits are almost hanging out, it shouldn't matter what shoes I'm wearing. Jax's face isn't ever going to leave my chest!"
Donna laughs and agrees with me. I take one more look in the mirror to make sure my hair and makeup are exactly how I want them. I don't have to worry about my parents seeing what I've got on because they decided to go out to dinner like they had planned and were still not home. I shoot a look at Donna, ask her if she's ready to go and we head out the door. I'm so excited it's hard to breathe. I don't know what to expect. I've heard about SAMCRO parties and that they are pretty crazy but never having been to one I don't know what crazy entails. My heart's racing a bit and my hands are a bit shaky on the steering wheel, as I navigate the streets of Charming. I look over at Donna and she seems to be fidgety. I think she's nervous, too!
We pull into the lot at TM and there are people everywhere! I see people from school, people from town, and lots of men wearing Sons of Anarchy cuts. I can hear music playing all the way out to where I'm parked by the road. The place is hopping! I take a deep breath; Donna does the same and we open our doors and step out. I think it's going to be a pain in the ass to find Jax and Opie but by the time we get almost up to TM I see them come walking out, headed our way.
"Well look at our lovely ladies Op! They are smoking tonight!"
Jax grabs me by the waist and pulls me to him, kissing my neck. He whispers in my ear, telling me how hot I look, and that he plans on having a little fun with me later on and I shouldn't get too used to wearing the top I have on, because with what I'm teasing, it's not going to be on me long. I can feel my cheeks heat with his words. I lift his chin so his mouth meets mine and I tell him I can't wait. Jax gives me that grin of his before letting me go. He grabs my hand and starts pulling me toward the club house where more people are spilling out! I look back to make sure Donna and Opie are following but they are lost in the crowd already.
Jax keeps a tight grip on my hand as we make our way through the clubhouse back to his room. He unlocks the door and pulls me in, slamming the door behind us. Before I even know what's going on he's got me pinned up against the wall kissing my neck, making his way down my cleavage. I can't even think straight. His hands are going for the buttons on my shirt when there is a knock at the door. I hear Jax mutter a pretty quiet "Fuck" and then tells me to stay right where I'm at, as he goes to answer the door. Thankfully, I'm behind the door, so whoever is on the other side can't see me, because I'm pretty sure you can tell what I was up to a few seconds before.
"Jackson, what are you doing back here? This is your party. Clay's been looking everywhere for you and wants you to head to the chapel. "
"Ok Ma, I'll be there in a sec."
"You'd better, Jackson. Tell Tara I said Hi, when she comes out from behind the door."
Jax just laughs and closes the door as his mother walks away. I am mortified! She knows! How am I going to look her in the eye the rest of the night? Jax must be able to tell what's running through my mind because he gives a little chuckle and pulls me in for a kiss, telling me that it's alright, not to worry about his mom.
"Don't get too out of the mood while you're out there. We are continuing what I started when I get done with church."
With that, he lights a cigarette and heads out the door. I stay there for a minute more, trying to catch my breath and straighten myself up. I throw the lock on the door and close it behind me, heading out into the chaos, hoping to find Donna. I leave the relative quiet of the hallway and step out into the main part of the club house. What I see is unlike anything I've ever seen before! There are men and women doing all sorts of things that are usually done in private, right out in the open. There is one guy wearing a cut with a shaved head and tattoos getting a blow job from a crow eater right next to the pool table where two other guys are playing a game. I quickly look away and head for the door outside. Before I can make it there, I'm stopped by a blonde Son with spikey hair. His cut says he's from Washington.
"You look a little lost? You don't look like one of these crow eaters, so who are you?"
I'm unsure about whether or not I should trust this guy but I tell him I'm Jax's girlfriend. He tells me his name is Kozik and that he's a friend of Jax's.
"I used to be a part of SAMCRO before I transferred up to Washington. Known Jax since he was a little guy. Good kid, with good taste. Do you mind me telling you you're very pretty?"
I just laugh and tell him thank you. He nods his head and then asks me if I'd like something to drink. I tell him I wouldn't mind a beer. He hands me one from his back pocket.
"It's not open. Be careful when you take drinks from anyone around here. Always make sure you open them yourself. Some of these guys like to drug their women. Wouldn't want that to happen to you."
I tell him thank you and twist the beer open. I'm just about to take a drink when the Chapel doors open and Jax and Opie walk out holding their cuts up showing off their rockers. A big cheer goes up through the club house. All the guys wearing cuts stop what they are doing, even the stone cold one in the corner who was getting a blow job. He just pushed the girl off his dick, pulls up his pants and heads over with the rest of the guys to congratulate Jax and Opie. I take this as my cue to go and find Donna. I weave my way out of the clubhouse and Donna is sitting at the picnic table just outside the door drinking a beer.
"This is crazy, isn't it?" She says to me. I nod in agreement, like nothing I've ever seen before. I tell her about the guy in the corner and she looks at me in shock. Can't believe what some of these guys will do. We toast each other for our guys and drink the rest of our beers. I hadn't noticed before but there are two people in a boxing ring fighting. Quite a crowd has gathered over there. This place is a sensory nightmare. So much is going on. I think I need another beer to settle my nerves. I walk over to the tub of ice and pull two more beers out, one for me and one for Donna and walk back over to the table. She's got a pack of cigarettes sitting in front of her and I take one and light it up. I figure why not. I'm letting go tonight, may as well drink and smoke and enjoy myself. Donna and I are just sitting there people watching, taking it all in when Jax and Opie come through the door. They have these huge grins on their faces. Instead of beer they are each carrying a bottle of Jack. Jax walks up to me and sits down on the bench behind me, wrapping his arms around me and putting his head on my shoulder.
"So you're looking at the two newest members of SAMCRO. With this cut on, baby, the world is mine. I can do anything I want and no one can stop me, here in Charming at least."
I think Jax is a little drunk. I'm not sure how many people had given him shots after the big reveal but it must have been a few. I also take in the quarter of whiskey that's gone out of his bottle. I've never been around a drinking Jax, so I'm not sure just how much he can handle. We sit out there for a little bit, drinking and smoking just hanging out bullshitting with people who would stop by the table when I hear a voice I know. The nerve of this bitch!
"Hey Jax, hey Opie, when are you going to ditch these two losers and get with me and my friend here."
Before Jax and Opie can even say anything, I'm up off the bench. I shove Ima so hard she stumbles back, trips over her friend and goes down. I'm on top of her in a second. All I'm seeing is red. This bitch has some nerve to come over here and even talk to my boyfriend, let alone hit on him in front of me! I'm punching her and pulling her hair when I feel someone lift me off her. I just keep trying to get at her but whoever has pulled me away is way stronger than I am.
" Alrigh lassie, that's enough. Ye've given her quite a warning about our Jackie boy here."
He doesn't let me go just yet. I think he knows if he does I will go right after that whore again. He just stands there with his arms around me pinning my arms to me, waiting for my breathing to slow.
"You alrigh if I let you go girlie?"
I nod an ok. I'm calmed down a little bit by now. I don't know what came over me. I've never been in a fight before. Jax and Opie are standing there with their mouths open. Donna is giving me a thumbs up with a smile on her face.
Ima is just lying there on the cement crying. Her nose is bleeding and it looks like I've given her a black eye. She stops long enough to sneer at me and tell me she's calling the cops.
"I wouldna do that. The club doesn't take too kindly to those who involve the likes o' those badge wearers. I would advise you just forget about wha happen here tonight and take your scrawny blonde ass and get off TM property. Probably would be a good idea if you never came back. Take this as a warning. You won't get off so easily next time you come here and cause trouble. Oh and Jackie boy, that's a hell of a scrapper you got there. You know how to pick em."
With that, Chibs grabbed his beer off the table and sauntered back inside. Donna asks me if I'm alright. I nod yes to her and tell her the bitch didn't even get in a punch. I turn around and look at the ground where Ima used to be. She's gone but there is blood on the cement. I can't help but feel a little remorse. This isn't like me. I've never been in a fight in my life and I'm not usually the jealous type. Something about that girl just gets under my skin.
"Hey babe, you ok? That was a hell of a beat down you gave that girl. Didn't know you had it in ya. I'm proud."
I can't help but laugh looking at Jax. He's more than a little drunk, he's swaying while he's standing still and his words actually came out as "Heybabeyouzok…" Totally slurring. I can't say I'm all that sober myself. I'm feeling kind of woozy. I'm guessing those 6 beers I swilled down while we were sitting there bullshitting and smoking have finally taken effect.
"Hey Jax, can we go to your room? I'm not feeling all that good and it's after one in the morning."
He tells me he thinks it's probably a good idea and we tell Donna and Opie we'll see them in the morning.