I frowned laying in my hotel room, I went to find Jon but he was gone already, maybe he was tired of chasing me and gave up, I placed my hand on my stomach, I had told Stephanie I needed to go home for some medical stuff, I told her I wasn't injured but did need to see my doctor and wasn't ready to discuss it yet.

I got the rest of the week off and was flying to Texas tomorrow evening and had an appointment with my ob the next day, I hoped everything was OK, I hoped I didn't hurt this little guy "im sorry-" I started crying "i didn't know, I really didn't know."

Knock knock knock I heard making me frown I sighed rubbing my face "I am fine, I don't want to do a girls night slumber party I just want to sleep." I spoke swinging open the door thinking it was the girls again, I gasped seeing Jon standing there, I bit my lip looking at him as my eyes landed on his fist, his other hand held a bouquet of sunflowers making me smile "Nice flowers." I commented.

"Here you go Miss. Callaway these are for you." a stagehand handed me a dozen of red roses I rolled my eyes looking at Jon "Rose's so cliche, you wanna make me smile, get me sunflowers." I handed the roses off to some random person walking by making Jon chuckle.

Jon held them out almost shyly making me smile again, he was so cute when he was shy, which wasn't often " Joe told me that when you do something stupid, flowers are always a good way to make it right." he told me as I stepped to the side allowing him in, I closed the door taking them from him, nodding

"Flowers are a good start, but Aren't there supposed to be chocolates too?" I joked

"Tada." He said pulling some out, handing them to me. I giggled taking it from him, it was a simple Hershey bar but it meant more then he realized.

"I'm... I'm sorry-" I started as we sat down on the couch, I set the flowers and chocolate on the table

"Sam don't apologize, I was an idiot. I was so pissed when I seen him, I just saw red, I wanted to hurt him, I wanted to wreck him everything his done to you, and then him kissing you. The idea of him touching you enrages me, I want to be the only man to have you, to have had you, I got enraged,And then I remember seeing him almost hit you and lost every bit of control I had left and you touching him just, it hurt, it felt like you where taking his side over mine" He shook his head, coming closer towards me, " I never wanted you to see that side of me."

"I'm sorry." He said softly, his hand coming to touch my hip, "And I don't say that often." He stared at me, "I don't think that about you, and leaving you like that there's no excuse, I was just so angry, I wanted to hurt you. I don't know what it was like with you and... him.-" his face scrunching just saying that sentence like it burned his mouth to say it " I was scared you'd chose him over me... I was a complete dick." he rambled, I blew out a breath

I cupped his face "you are the only man to have me Jon, I want you, I only want you." tears burnt my eyes "we where good and then you just turned on me and I didn't understand what I did to deserve that, I couldn't get to you, so I got him off of you, that's it, I honestly knew once he saw me he'd stop and that's all I was trying to do." he nodded

"Im so fuckign sorry, and seeing you today, you running from me drove me insane, I couldn't handle it." I looked at his swollen bruised hand "i can tell. You need to get that wrapped and cleaned babe." I ran my fingers over it bending down I gently kissed it Jon's eyes widely on me "you gotta learn to control that temper." I told him softly, he nodded "I know, I don't want to be that way around you." he spoke seriously, I nodded "good I don't want you to like that around me again, but its not just about me either." I started, I felt sick and scared, he nodded "i know I know my Job, Joe lectured me on that today too, I know." I bit my lip nodding "well there's that too, but uh that's not what I meant Jon." he looked at me confused.

I blew out a breath "I uh I took-" I sighed feeling sick as I ran my hand over my face "Im uh."

"your what?" Jon asked looking on guard "im pregnant." I blurted out he looked at me confused for a moment "wait what? You want to repeat that?'' he said shocked as tears burnt my eyes

"Four months." I said bluntly "i believe about four months." I added quickly and nervously, I could hear the nerves in my own voice as I looked at him.

He stared at me, his forehead creasing slightly in confusion, "You want to get pregnant in four months?"

"No." I shook my head, "Four months. That's how long I think I am, I took these home tests today and I have an appointment on Wednesday with my ob." Jon stood up covering his mouth "how the fuck did this happen?" I used a condom, you got on the pill!" he exclaimed, I nodded swallowing hard "not our first time, you said you'd pull out and-" I looked down sighed "you didn't." I whispered putting my hands in my lap, he stared at me as realization dawned on his face, he threw his head back "mother fucker." he spoke, I expected a bad reaction but not to this extent.

I frowned sniffling as he just stood there looking at the ceiling "please Jon say something." I begged him, he looked at me covering his mouth "oh you don't wanna know what im thinking." he said in a mono tone, I frowned looking at him, he looked pale white, I stood up walking over to him, he held up his hand stopping me "I uh I need to go." I frowned "Jon!" I exclaimed he made a bee line for the door "im sorry Sam I gotta, I need some space." and with that he left as I stood there crying, I placed my hand on my stomach that held our little happy accident "looks like it'll be just you and me kiddo." I sniffled as I curled on the couch crying, my eyes felt heavy as I no longer could fight off sleep.

And that's how I spent most of the next day, exhaustion taking over as I slept off and on, ignoring knocks on my door and my phone blowing up, I laid in the hotel room bed and slept, I slept through the heartbreak of Jon again walking out on me.

That was until I had to wake up and get ready for the airport, I sighed as I got dressed in a pair of black legging's and one of Jon's Grey long sleeves shirts that had his scent on it, I double checked my room before heading down to check out.

I sighed rubbing my face the shield standing there checking out as well, I looked down at my phone not wanting to look at him, not wanting to see his disgust with me, I couldn't handle it right now "I can help you over here maime." a friendly clerk spoke bringing attention to me as I wheeled my bag over to her with my duffel bag over my shoulder "checking out." I handed her my ID and key cards pushing my sun glasses on top of my head.

"Awe Jon my sunglasses!" I laughed over his shoulder, he laughed walking us over and picking up my fallen glassed "you and your damn glasses."

I shook my head of the once upon happy memory trying not to cry as I swolled hard "did you enjoy your stay?" the clerk tried to make small talk, I just nodded "uh yea it was fine." I bit my lip tapping my fingers "If you can just sign here." she spoke softly as I signed for the charges on my credit card "All set?" I asked, she nodded "Thanks." I spoke turning around to see Joe standing behind me.

"Baby girl.'' he spoke softly hugging me "He hates me." I cried into his chest, Joe held me tightly covering the back of my head protectively "oh baby girl he doesn't hate you, its just the opposite of that, he loves you and his scared and his running." he told me as I pulled away shaking my head.

"Kinda no running from this Joe." I spoke looking down"No there's not,give him some time, he'll come around, sooner then you realize." he told me, I nodded "i gotta go." I told him as he grabbed my bags "Joe-" he shook his head letting me no it would be pointless to argue, I nodded as I led him to my rental, which wasn't far from theirs.

I seen Jon leaning against it with a cigarette smoke around him "How much has he been smoking?" I asked as Joe loaded my rental for me "More then enough, but his not drinking." I nodded "well that's good." Joe shut the trunk of my rental "Just uh watch him this week please, make sure he takes care of that hand, stays out of trouble." I asked of him, he nodded "Of course baby girl, where are you going?" he asked, I sighed "Home, Dr's, figure all of this shit out." I shrugged, Joe frowned looking at their rental.

"Dont Joe-" I spoke making him look at me "Dont judge him, his not like us, even with how messed up my upbringing was I still had love and family, he didn't, people getting close scares him, being a farther scares him, he needs time, im fine." I placed my hand on Joe's arm smiling "I promise." Joe smiled nodding as he bent down hugging c me "your a lot stronger then you know baby girl, call me, text me if you need anything, travel safe." he told me I nodded "just take care of him please, that way I can focus on this." I placed my hand on my flatten stomach, Joe smiled shaking his head "lord help us with a mini Jon running around, see yea baby girl.'' I nodded watching him walk towards their rental, I looked up in time to see Jon staring at me.

I bit my lip he looked so tired, his face looked just drained, I was happy to see his hand wrapped, at least he did that much, I wanted so much to kiss him, kiss his hand, hold him, help him through this, but I knew after everything I went through with Brock, I cant force him into this, he'd have to come around on his own terms, and until then I had to focus on me and my baby. I got into my rental and headed towards the airport.

I sat with my sister in law filling out paper work "why do they need to know all of this?" I asked her as she leaned over "Just in case." she spoke, I sighed "I don't know a lot of my mothers information I never really asked her." I told her, I hadn't talked to her since my last trip home four months ago when Jon and her got into it, not that I was complain,i rubbed my head "its OK I'll have gunner find out, you ready?" she asked me, I sighed nodding, my sister in law was an ob, most people would find it weird she was my ob, but it was tough finding a good doctor that would keep my confidentiality "Yea." I mumbled as we headed towards an exam room.

I sighed changing into the gown realizing as much as I tried to be strong with Joe, I really wanted Jon hear for all of this, I needed him here, I felt so alone, only Paige knew, and well now my sister in law, none of my family none of my friends.

I walked out frowned as I got on the exam table laying back "Just relax sweetie." she spoke softly as I blew out a breath looking around "these are always so uncomfortable but even more so now." I mumbled.

"Alright everything looks good, im going to just send these off precaution I do it with all my new moms for any type of sti's HIV AIDs, I know your fine." she smiled as she stood up putting swaps into tubes "Im going to say your about seventeen closer to eighteen weeks, how ever because of your wrestling, I do need to do an ultra sound." I frowned Jon would miss this, I didn't want him to miss any of this if possible, that's if he wanted to be around for everything "cant we wait?" I asked her.

she looked at me sympathetically "I know I know you want him here, but I need to just to make sure everything is OK, developmental wise, I promise no gender revile or anything like that." she told me as she put a paper sheet over my legs lifting my gown "this is going to be cold." she told me as she squeezed cold gel on my stomach.

I watched the little screen go from blank to a black and white screen and she moved the little dobbler around, "here listen." she spoke as she typed in something and suddenly a heart beat came through the room, I gasped covering my mouth as tears burnt my eyes "oh my god is that?" I asked she smiled nodding "that is your baby's heart beat, strong and healthy heart beat, about 148 bpm." she smiled as I just watched an awe and amazement.

"And this is your baby." she showed me the screen, I smiled as tears fell down my cheeks "oh his beautiful." I cried, she looked at me oddly "he?" she asked, I nodded "well I obviously don't know but I don't like calling babies it, so for now baby is he." I told her, she smiled nodding as she charted stuff down "is everything OK?" I asked as she was quiet, she nodded "so far, but I do want to see you back for another ultra sound when everything can be a little more cleared in three weeks." she told me, I sighed nodding hoping by then Jon would come around and be here to see this, it was amazing, that was our baby, we made that tiny little human, I smiled we had a little human "OK." she used a towel wiping the cold gel from my stomach "Im going to prescribe you some prenatal, start taking them, with your anemia issue's you need all the extra vitamins, however I could never take them, they made me horribly sick, so if that's the case for you, then Flintstones are just fine." she smiled as she helped me up.

I smiled "is that it doc?" I asked her, she nodded "that is all patient, get dressed.'' she laughed handing me some pictures "might soften the blow with the dad. Uh your dad, not babies dad." she corrected making me nod as i got up to get dressed, that blow already hit and so far it wasn't soft.

I went to put the pictures into my purse checking my phone as I was walking out I seen a text from Joe "hope everything's OK!" I smiled he had been checking in with me since leaving the other night, I sighed getting in my truck, frowning, get a new kid friendly vehicle added to my mental list of things I would need to change for this little guy or girl.

I snapped a picture of the ultra sound "Don't show him but I had this, and I heard the heartbeat so amazing Joe." I sent to him smiling I wanted to ask how Jon was doing, but I didn't want to torture myself either, what if he was dong great leaving it up, nope I didn't need to know, I started my truck getting a text back "Awe that's amazing baby girl, its amazing to go through, his not doing so well, he hasn't really spoken to either of us, but he hasn't done anything stupid, he stays in, I think his missing you, I caught him looking at your picture." Joe texted back, I bit my lip wiping the tear I hadn't realize. escaped.

I scrolled down to his name I bit my lip wondering if I should talk to him, text him, I hadn't tried to reach out since I told him, I didn't want him to feel guilt or pressured but I did need to know where he stood, I sighed typing out my text with shakey hands "Hey, I hope your doing well, I know its a lot and soon for you, but I want you to know you can be involved or UN involved as you need, I know this is a lot for you-" I bit my lip before deciding to add " I miss you, hope your OK." I read the message several times before finally pressing send.

I wasn't ready to go home, I knew my family wanted to know why I suddenly had such a long break in my schedule and I wasn't quiet ready to tell them, I wasn't ready to listen to all the back lash I knew would come at me so instead, I did what any normal heart broken women with a credit card would do.

"OK Mrs. Calaway sign here and you'll be driving off the lot with your brand new truck." I smiled it was perfect a brand new 2014 dodge durango, black, tinted windows, all the works, sun roof, DVD player, the works, I smiled as they handed me the keys before standing up "thank you."

This was my la st full day being home, and I still hadn't told my family, it just didn't feel right without Jon, but I knew with how far along I was I needed to tell them.

Tomorrow I would be back on the road and come face to face with Jon, I had hoped he'd pull what he did last time I was home and surprise me with a visit, I guess this is worse then Brock kissing me, I frowned placing my hand on my stomach, I had noticed my jeans where a little tighter but I wondered if I noticed because they actually where, or because I knew I was pregnant.

So far everything has been pretty good, the prenatal like Ashley said made me sick, i spent the entire day throwing up everything including water, so I switched to the Flintstones which was much better for me, but I felt exhausted, when I was able to just be alone without any family around, I slept, I wouldn't mean to sleep I tried not to wanting to be up and productive but I would end up giving in and sleeping hours away.

"Is it weird that I keep getting a reoccurring nightmare about being double choke slammed by dad and uncle glen?" I sat down next to my brother as my nana set the table for breakfast, she made pancakes, egg's and bacon and I was starved!

"Sounds pretty standard to me." He answered, slipping a pancake onto my plate.

"Yum." I smiled and dug into it making everyone look at me, I looked up a mouth full of pank cake "what?" I asked, my dad sighed "you OK?" he asked sitting back, I nodded "Good just hungry." I muttered, he nodded "we've noticed." my nana looked down sitting making me frown.

My dad sighed rubbing his forehead "everyone's worried to mention anything because of the eating issue, but we just, we noticed your eating a lot and gained a little, not bad! But a little weight." my dad negatived like a pro through this mine field subject, everyone staring at me as I looked at my sister in law Ashley.

I put down my fork "we just don't want you to go from not eating at all to over eating is all." Nana rushed in, I couldn't help it as I started laughing, I shook my head sitting back as everyone but Ashley looked confused "Ah uh thank you guys seriously for your concern, but uh there's no need for it, I've gained some weight, and ill keep gained weight and im eating a lot well because whats that old saying-" I smiled "Im eating for two now." I broke the news to my family, my nana squealed gushing covering her mouth with her hands, My papa nodded smiled "congrats sweet pea." he held up his coffee, I frowned looking to sara who had a huge smile looking happy, and then to my dad who I couldn't read his face as he stared at me.

He went from, confused, to angry, to sad, back to confused, I bit my lip looking down.

"you knew?" my brother asked Ashley who sighed "Yea she uh called me Tuesday night, said she needed to be checked out, explained, and I made an appt with her for Wednesday." she spoke.

My brother shook his head glaring at me "you've got to be kidding me!" he snapped making me look at him confused at his anger "We just got you back on track and another fucking man comes in your life and you through it all down the drain!"

"GUNNER!" my nana hissed, Gunner shook his head "like mother like daughter right?" Gunner spoke harshly, before I knew it my hand connected to his face slapping him as I stood up shocked he would compare me to our mother "That's enough boy!" dad snapped leaning over the table pointing at my brother, im sure my farther wasn't thrilled with the idea, hell I probably was the only one some what happy about it, but that was harsh, I never expected a reaction like that from my farther.

"How far along?" my dad asked me I used my pinky to wipe a fallen tear off of my cheek "uh about close to eighteen weeks, I know how do I not know for that long but my periods always been out of whack,Michelle can back me on that with traveling your periods off and working out, it messes up your cycle." Michelle nodded putting her hand on my dads arm "I didn't even notice and then it dawned on me, look this baby wasn't planned and its a happy accident, but im so happy and look dad." I pulled the ultrasound out showing him, he smiled down at it blowing out his breath, he covered his mouth nodding.

My brother shook his head before storming out the front door slamming it hard, I frowned looking down at the table "He just doesn't want to see his baby sister go through any of that shit again." my dad spoke, I nodded before following him outside, I seen him with his arms crossed leaning against the wood railing looking out at the property.

"Gunner." I tried, he shook his head as he covered his mouth with his hand "your not like Jodi, I was out of line." he spoke, I nodded looking down "thanks, sorry I slapped you." I kicked the wood on the deck.

"I don't like Jon." gunner bluntly told me, I frowned "why?" I asked defensively, Gunner sighed rubbing his face "He just doesn't seem like the type to stick it through you know, and where is he?" he asked looking around, I bit my lip obviously not wanting to tell my brother the truth about why Jon wasn't here "he has work Gunner, he cant just drop and go, he wanted to be here." I defended Jon though I knew better, I knew the truth, but I wouldn't give my brother ammo.

"Just like last time?" he asked his eyes on me, I sighed "yea just like last time, we know our schedule day to day there's times where we go from jammed packed to sudden changes and a free day or two Gunner , ask dad!, he would be here if he could trust me." I glared and shook my head "this is supposed to be the happiest time of my life, im announcing im going to be a mother! And your taking this time to tell me im like our mother and you hate my boyfriend the farther of my child!" I shook my head before storming back into my grand parents house gunner behind me.

"I apologized for the mom comment! And I cant help the guy rubs me wrong!" Gunner followed me, I groaned rolling my eyes taking my ultrasound off of the table "Im gonna go, I have a radio interview I promised I'd do. In order to get this time off." I leaned in hugging my dad "I'll come see you tonight before you head out." he told me, I nodded not sure if that was a good or bad reaction from my dad just yet. hugging my family member whos congratulation me and glared at my brother before I left.

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I blew out a breath as I started my car as tears poured down my face, thankful I had very minimal make up on, I placed my hand on my stomach "looks like im the only one happy for you little one, but I promise everyone will come around soon, your daddy's scared, he doesn't know what love and family is but we're gonna show him and your uncle gunners just being a butt." I spoke softly as I started to calm down. I pulled up in front of the building

I was greeted as soon as I stepped out of my truck. I would be asked some questions from twitter and then I would be interviewed by the lead hosts Nina and Chris. We took our place inside the studio where we would go live.

They handed me a headset as I sat across from Nina and Chris. They came on air and begun to introduce me.

"No thank you, it's great to be here." I replied to their introduction. "I have missed Texas"

"I bet it's hard not being able to come back and visit often." Nina spoke, right now I couldn't wait to get away from my family! But I smiled.

"It can be at times, but fortunately myself and my family are so used to this hectic type of schedule, growing up with my dad and all."

"I bet, how was it having the undertaker as a dad growing up?" he asked, I laughed "I get this question all the time, its funny actually a lot of people think like back in the ministry days that he really had a symbol he'd sacrifice people on-" I giggled "Uh I don't know to me his always been dad you know, the dad who took me horse back riding and refused to allow me to have a Harley for my first vehicle." we all laughed.

"Really? Cause your dad is like a huge motorcycle fan right?" Nina asked, I nodded taking a sip of my water "oh yea I grew up on his bikes, but as far as me having my own? He still tells me no as an adult!" I laughed.

"So where you a daddy's girl?" Chris asked, I nodded smiling at happier memories of my dad and I "absolutely I was especially as a little girl, when he would take my brother and I out on the road with him, which wasn't too often actually, but I remember one time I was so upset with and Stephanie and Shane because they weren't being nice to my daddy even though he kidnapped Stephanie, it didn't matter to me-" we all chuckled as I took a sip of water "But uh yea his my idol actually." I smiled fondly.

" Facebook is going crazy in response to you being here." Chris looked over at his computer. "Get the Shield on…. Where's Dean?" He laughed. "Don't worry kmle nation we will get to the Shield later on." Chris promised.

"Oh boy." I laughed.

"I see you brought your title with you." Nina spoke, reaching out for it.

"I didn't trust my little sister at home with it." I replied making everyone laugh "that's right you have three younger sibling's?" Nina spoke, I nodded "are they all into wrestling? More little undertakers in the wwe?" Nina asked making me laugh.

"Uh my two oldest little sister's not so much, I mean they watch for me and when our dad is on, but other then that they could really care less but they have so much going on with their step dad being in the military and all they are constantly busy, and my dad isn't as involved in wrestling with there up bringing as he was with me, how ever my baby sister, now there's a future superstar." I spoke laughing "she practices moves with my dad and I and is always getting into mine and her mothers old gear, she's a huge Bella fan too, she just loves Nikki." I laughed

"Oh no" Nina laughed, I nodded "yea so its fun when Nikki and I or Brie and I our having a match or something because my sister is just losing it, she wants to cheer for them but im her family so she gets torn its adorable." I gushed.

"You seem to be a really involved older sister." Chris spoke, I nodded "I am, I'm the youngest out of my brother and I, and as much as I love my brother growing up, I always wanted a sister and then when im older my farther gives me three little ones so its been fun, I try to do all the things with them that i wanted a sister to do with as much as I can, when im home."

"So you had a match last Tuesday with the shield against dolph, big e and aj, it was amazing, the crowd was eating it up, and when dolph tripped you up, total heel move" I laughed nodding

"Yea I know! Jerk!-" I claimed making every one laugh, I was smiling completely enjoying this interview "It was a fun match and the crowd eat it up! Deans reaction was priceless also! It's always really fun when you get the chance to wrestle with the guys, we don't get to do that very often so, I always enjoy it." I nodded knowing it was the last time for me for awhile.

"And that kiss with Dean Ambrose, You two are so cute." I looked down blushing

"For those listening who may not be aware, Sam is actually dating Dean Ambrose." Chris announced making me look up, I wasn't sure how comfortable I was at this point talking about mine and Jon's relationship "It must be a relief to date someone in the same line of work as you." Nina spoke

"Yeah it is.. .i mean it's nice when I have a hard match, my shoulder gets pretty bad, so its nice to be with someone who understands that and if I don't want to go out he get its and vica versa, and we both understand each others schedules, it works." I told her.

"Dean Ambrose, he is a big dude-" Chris started. "He is quite the talker. My question to you is, when you argue, how do you stand your own? It can't be easy going up against him."

I laughed. "We actually don't auger very often, his very easy going outside of the ring actually and so am I, however when we do argue I just try to...mm I guess not to because he is way too good at it-" they laughed "I mean don't get me wrong I hold my own pretty well, I mean I did grow up in this business you know, im the undertakers kid for crying out loud!" I joked smiling "No but seriously I think in the what the six months we been dating, we've had like two agruements, im just naturally a laid back person and so is he for the most part."

"So Chris and I where talking, my fiance, whos name happens to be dean-" we both giggled at the compression though that wasn't Dean's actually name "and Chris's wife he said has a technique she use's when they're auguring and I have my own little secrets, do you have a way to calm the lunatic fringe down when you do argue?" Nina asked.

"Well, I have to you know, like tap into my in ring character and its almost like who can cut the best promo on each other, and then I just I don't know fake being a bitch-" we all laughed

"How does uh one fake being a bitch? Can we even say that on the air?" Chris asked making us laugh as I shrugged "I just did so opps.'' I laughed

"But no like I said I just tap into my in ring character and go from there, and I can give really good evil looks, like amazing glares." I smiled

"Can we see a glare?" Chris asked making Nina and I laugh, I shook my head as I turned my head raising my eye brow and dropping my eyes

"oh wow! You look like your farther and that is scarey, I certainly would not continue to fight with you, and for those listening and not watching, I just received the deadliest look, I swear I have a female undertaker sitting next to me!" Chris claimed making us laugh.

"A lot of people on chat roll want to know where does he take you on dates? What does the lunatic fringe do to romance the uh dead doll?" Nina asked making me laugh.

I tucked some hair behind my ear "His actually a lot better at the whole romance thing then most people would think, but its like the little things he does for me, like uh I mentioned earlier my shoulder can flare up and give me a hard time, and I have issues with my hands and knees like all wrestlers and he'll just take care of me, after my match on summer slam, he came to the locker room and just took care of me, I was so sore and so bruised, and its nice, I been on my own for so long and had no one but myself to take care of me, so its uh amazing to have him take care of me, and I do with him as well, uh I was having a hard time one particular moment and he drew me a bath and just sat with me in it helping me get through it." I could go on and on gushing over Jon I realized., I felt my heart tighten hoping I hadn't lost him over all of this.

"AWE." Nina gushed "Oh and he buys my womanly products!" I added remembering the one time before we even started dating he bought me tampons " we weren't even dating yet, he came over to my hotel room and I was in the middle of bed just blag, and I had told him I needed to go get tampons but didn't want to so he did for me, he came back with my stuff, a bag of chocolate, and he rented uh no strings attached" I smiled at the memory, that was the week before Brock returned.

The interview went on for a little longer. They asked me about my journey into the WWE, what was coming up for me.

I knew the shield was doing a podcast soon, I wanted to see him, I needed to see him, I missed him so much. as soon as I got home I set up my laptop and got some pop corn and a sprite sitting at my kitchen table. When I pressed play, Jon was discussing how he wished when Roman got permission to get the Samoan tattoo, that he wore a fake one to mess with the WWE. As he told the joke, he made everyone laugh, even me.

I sighed lightly, seeing him on my screen made me miss him even more.

The interview took a similar path to mine. Each member of the Shield discussed how they had gotten into Wrestling. Dean then let 'death match' slip which the other two members reacted too. The interviewer Ben asked what a death match was.

"Uh, barb wire, glass..." Jon shrugged causing the studio to laugh. ."Sam hate's watching my old matches, she get so angry and protective, its cute." I smiled as he mentioned me, that's a good sign right?

"You showed that girl a death match?" Roman looked at him.

"Hey she's taker's daughter! I figured she'd seen this stuff growing up, but no I think it was more it was me then the match itself. I've seen her watch her dad and you can tell its hard for her, I think if she cares for you its hard for her.'' I bit my lip, that's a good sign right? His talking about me caring and being worried for his well being.

The interview moved forward as each guy just added little things here or there, then asked what makes the shield works Jon was the first to answer "We three have worked with and against each other down in FCW, and we all three just had an instant chemistry." Jon answered the other two nodding in agreement.

"Its like we know each other so well, we already know what the other is going to think." Colby added to it.

"Speaking of chemistry She was actually brought up earlier-" A sudden smirk spread across Jon's face as if he knew exactly where Matt was going with this. "A lovely lady named Samantha Calaway."

"The name ring a bell to you, Ambrose?" Colby joked.

"I actually watched one of her matches the other day and man, she is beautiful, you are a lucky man!" Ben said.

"She's gorgeous, I am extremely lucky-" Jon spoke making my heart pound, this all couldn't be for face for the wwe right?

"She's adorable." Joe agreed, nudging Jon who smirked shaking his head, I bit my lip this seemed to be all good right?

"She actually did an interview early where she told Chris and Nina from the other place about her bitch face technique." Matt said. Jon shook his head, "You look like you have something to say about that." Ben laughed.

"She thinks I'm scared of that look because hell she nails her farther persona with it perfectly and this gonna sound odd with what I just said about her dad-" Jon smirked enshrined "but I'm actually turned on I mean she's hot anytime too me, but damn is she hot when she's pissed and giving me that face like vixen sexy, I back down because I know if I don't im not getting any." I laughed shaking my head.

"How did things start with Sam? She was in wwe way before you where?" Matt asked.

"Uh, well, I think the first time I met her was when I was in FCW." Jon said. "And Sam was down helping the girls train, she had some minor bumps and bruises that needed healing-" that's when I was getting cleaned up from the drugs, I leaned forward intrigued by what Jon was about to say "and I mean she was working them, she's just drilling these women and doing things that hell I cant even do, she climbs the ropes and walks it better then her dad does, and she was like..."Jon paused, trying to think of how to say it. "She's just perfect-" he shrugged like it should've been the most obvious thing in the world to them.

"I'm not exactly bad with women so I start to go over-" Ben laughed. "So what happened?" Matt asked.

"Randy freaking Orton happened." Jon answered rolling his eyes "He came out and like hugged her had his arm around her, laughing and shit, so I'm thinking of course she's taken. And he had just gone through his divorce at that time." He shook his head. "It wasn't until I think a a couple of weeks of her being down there that I learned it wasn't like that with them, they're more like brother and sister." he added

"Did you guys know?"Matt asked Joe and Colby

"Not at that moment, no." Joe answered. "It became more obvious though the more time she spent down there with us, they instantly clicked and would work in ring well and I mean when two guys have that you know its gonna be awesome story to tell in the ring, but for a women to have that with a guy in the ring is rare and we had all decided to go out and let lose one night, Sam tagged along, she doesn't really drink, but she came with, and actually did drink with us that night." Joe spoke, I bit my lip at the memory, I didn't remember much, not that I was in the best place in that moment of my life.

"I'm telling you the entire night he did not take his eyes off her." Joe continued

"She was uh-" Jon looked down, grinning, "She was looking good, like really good and I'm watching her and I'm watching all her friends buying her drink after drink, After a while she's on the dance floor and I notice this other guy start to make his way over to her she didn't look like she would last much longer by that point, and I didn't want some creep to take advantage" I smiled my heart leaping remembering Jon coming behind me and placing his hands on my hips dancing with me.

"She got the hiccups, it was so cute she needed to get out of there, so I carried her up to her room. Put her to bed." I smiled remember that night.

"Did you start dating soon after?" Ben asked

"Nah." Jon answered. "But that was the night I knew I'd have her, I just had to sit back and wait, she was going through some things and I knew it wasn't the right time, but I knew I was having her."

"I've noticed normally when guys in the public eye start dating, their girlfriend gets a lot of hate message, does Sam have that issue?" Ben asked.

"Uh you know what, im not a social media person, so im not aware of anything and she has said anything to me but just to make it public if I did see that someone had sent her hate messages...it would really piss me off, you know especially if it had anything to do with the fact that she's with me..."

"I've definitely experienced that-" Colby spoke, "-with my fiance Leigh, the fans sometimes attack the girl and it's not cool. It's frustrating because if you were really our fans you wouldn't hurt our women" I smiled, I hadn't really had too many issues with Jon's fan girls, yet.

"She must get a lot of male attention when you're out I bet you love that." Ben nudged Jon who shrugged, I bit my lip over our current situation "As long as a line doesn't get crossed, I can deal with it. She's gorgeous so uh, it's to be expected."

"how does she handle it?" Matt asked, Jon chuckled "she doesn't even notice, like uh a couple weeks ago we're in the airport waiting on our flight and she's drinking her coffee messing around on her phone and this guy is just staring at her, so you know I put my arm around her making her look up, I tell her this guys been checking her out, she rolls her eyes and calls me crazy, she doesn't even know how beautiful she is." Jon shook his head, I bit my lip that was before all this craznies happened.

"She's been with the wwe for a long time right?" Ben asked, Jon nodded taking a sip of water "Is she older then you?" they asked Jon smiled shaking his head "Uh no she's actually-" he squinted his eyes thinking "a what year and a half younger then me."

"But she's like a veteran!" Matt exclaimed Jon chuckled "She started training at uh sixteen, enter OVW barely eighteen I think." I smiled, I was seven teen but I always said eighteen so wwe didn't get in trouble.

"Wow she's done amazing for herself, she was in her ovw days and early wwe days linked to Brock Lesnar, how is that now? Since his been back?" Matt asked, I sighed seeing Jons jaw twitch, I closed my eyes, opening them to see Jon shrug "Uh man she doesn't really she does her thing and his off with that old chick his had kids with." Jon waved making me smile at his dive at Rena, I bit my lip.

That was the last of what was said about me. I felt a little better, I mean he wouldn't be so open to talk about me if he was wanting to end it right?

"Knock knock." I heard as my door open and my dad walked in, I sighed sitting back here we go I thought to myself as he shut the door walking over to my table, he sat down across from me staring at me.

I bit my lip "why you nervous?" he asked, I shrugged "I don't know." I whispered he rubbed his eyes "a baby huh?" he asked, I bit my lip nodding "Ugh why must you do everything the hard way?" he asked me sitting down, I frowned "Its not like this was planned dad!" I exclaimed my dad pointed "that's the point right there, this wasn't planned so you have no idea in five months what to do." he told me.

"But we have five months to figure all of this out, it wont be easy I get that, but it'll be worth it." I argued placing my hand on my stomach.

"what's Jon say?" he asked as I leaned back "not much." I mumbled, which wasn't a complete lie.

"he knows?" my dad asked, I just nodded "his not handling it well?" he picked up on, I sighed "Dont judge him." I spoke softly looking at my dad, I sighed "Im too tired to argue with you and gunner and deal with all of this, so please don't make me." I pleaded, my dad nodded so my daughter is pregnant by someone who's not sure if he wants to step up to his responsibility, and your upset for your brother having his doubts?" he asked leaning back putting his hands behind his hand clasping them together.

I rolled m y eyes "Stop judging him! He doesn't come from the best background, he doesn't know how to handle all of this, but he will and we wil and it'll be fine!" I argued watching my dad get up, he frowned looking at me "and when its not?" he asked as he put on his sunglasses's and walked out of my house making me frown.

I felt tears burn my eyes as I placed my hand on my stomach "Why am I the only one some what happy about this?" I cried to myself as I laid down on my couch pulling a throw blanket over myself as I flipped through crappy TV.

I sighed hearing my phone get off seeing a text from Joe "he sure talked about you a lot baby girl :) I think all will be fine, hope your feeling better, see you tomorrow get some rest." I smiled putting my phone down before my heavy eye lids fluttered shut and I fell asleep.