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The Problem with my Love

Some what OOC

POV: Yuuki/Zero/Kaname

(Forgive me since I like to change perspective. Bear with it!!)

POV: Zero

I could hear her small feet padding down the hallway towards me. "Are you okay, Zero?" Her voice wafted through the door way and over my shoulder as she stepped closer. My hand shook as I flipped the eggs in the skillet and recalled my dream. "You seem…distant." Her hand landed softly on my shoulder and I shivered under her touch.

"I'm fine, thank you Yuki. Would you like some breakfast?" I pulled two plates out, putting bacon, eggs and toast on each before carrying them into the small 'dining room'. I couldn't look her in the eye, wary that if I did then she would some how magically know what I had been dreaming. But that was ridiculous, so I forced the thought from my mind and pushed a lop-sided smile onto my face. Guilt rang in my eyes but I held her gaze and began picking at my food. How could I even believe for a moment she would know what I was thinking?

POV: Yuuki

He had a sex dream about me… I could see it written all over his guilt ridden face as he 'smiled' at me from across the table. I munched on a piece of bacon, hand trembling in excitement at the image of Zero and I-

"Yuuki, are you alright? I'm not the only one who's distant." I felt my eyes go wide as I stared at him in stunned awe. I could be wrong, obviously. I was just overreacting and these were the thoughts of a hopeless girl who knew she wouldn't get the chance to really be with the only person she loved. I had no idea how long I sat there, staring at Zero with my mouth hanging open but it was long enough for him to become worried. "Yuuki, what's going on in that head of yours?" He glared at me, trying to decipher my facial expression that began to ebb away.

"Oh, nothing really; just spacing out." I muttered, staring out the window at light snowfall. "What would you like to do today Zero?" My eyes never met his as I asked a hollow question. The answer didn't matter, and I just hoped he wouldn't want to ditch me.

"What I would like to do doesn't matter. You need to be in bed for another day or so and I'm here to take care of you." His eyes were apologetic and he didn't smile at me. I shrugged, finishing my toast and standing up.

"Ok, what ever you say Zero." Zero was only doing this because he had to. I remembered our tears dancing together in the clearing between trains leaving; where he told me what I meant to him. Our lips had melded and I wanted to keep him there…but somehow I knew it wouldn't last. I wanted that feeling now; to be so sure of how much he cared for me. Listening to his words ring clearly in my head, a silent tear dropped down my cheek. A tear I would never let him see as I swiped it away on my shoulder. Zero may have said that he loves me, but that was before I became such a burden to him. What about now?

POV: Zero

And just like that, my shoulders fell and my heart snapped in two. I watched her trembling movement, to hide the single tear that fell from her dark eyes. I wandered what I had done this time to make my angel, my Yuuki, cry. I stood from the table, and took the plate from Yuuki's hands with out looking her in the eye. "Go up to bed, Yuuki. I'll take care of these and be close behind you." I dropped them in the sink, door swinging freely back and forth as my hands clenched the counter and my head hung.

Would I ever be able to know what she was thinking, or see what I was doing? I hoped, some day I could be everything she needed me to be. Angry tears filled my vision and my hands balled into fists in my silvery hair as I cried out. "WHY!?" I opened my eyes, curling my hand into a hard fist, and slamming it into the refrigerator door.

The stainless steel dented beneath my punch and the refrigerator rocked back and forth. It began humming, door opening and contents spilling out on to the floor. "Mother-"

"Zero, what's wrong?" I turned around, and Yuuki's tears were mere dried streaks on her face as she stepped cautiously towards me. 'Great,' I thought, 'Now she's afraid of me…' "Is your hand okay?" She picked it up gently, small fingers running over my slightly red skin. It wasn't sore, not that I could tell since I wasn't paying attention to anything but her.

"I love you, and I'll make myself better for you." My free hand cupped her face and I kissed her fiercely whether she was ready or not. She pushed away from me, and I groaned internally with dissatisfaction and self loathing.

"We already tried it in the kitchen, Zero." She giggled, blushing and taking my hand firmly. "This is a delicate matter and should be accomplished in the bedroom…the first time anyway." My jaw hung open to flies and anything else that seemed mildly interested in the now dry cavern that longed for Yuuki. I let her lead me to our room on the top floor, and watched as she pushed me onto the bed. I sat at the edge, hands at my sides as while I watched her move across the room.

Early morning light filtered through the cracks in drapes, but the room was a soft gray. Music began to play and I realized Yuuki had put it on. She sauntered towards me, a deep blush hovering over her cheeks as both hands slipped under the hem of her shirt, pulling it over her head. I bit my lip, hoping to God this wasn't a dream.

Hands behind her back, Yuuki's black, lacey bra dropped to the ground near my feet. I stared into her eyes, lust filling my head in a thick red haze that overtook everything else. She climbed onto my lap, skirt riding up and over her hips as her legs wrapped around me. My hands dragged meaningfully over her skin, cupping her soft breasts as I kissed her shoulder. Yuuki began to sigh, head lulling back and hands sliding down my chest.

POV: Yuuki

He was firm, but gentle. Hard muscles contracting as I brushed them with the tips of my fingers. I unbuttoned his black shirt as my hands traveled south, nearing their destination with every flick of my thumb. I slid my fingers under his pants, pulling away the zipper to-

"Yuuki," He shuddered beneath, and grabbed my wrists as I looked into his eyes. Why was he stopping? "I need to know this isn't a dream." I wanted to laugh, but his eyes were desperate and I could see the fear of a mirage hang on his lips.

"I'll prove this is no dream, Zero. I promise." He nodded, gripping my waist and laying back. I moved forward on him and shoved my skirt higher. I briefly wondered if he would fit inside me. If we would be the puzzle pieces that I wanted us to be.

It was painful at first, and I held back a sob as he broke my innocence. "We can stop if you're in too much pain Yuuki. I- don't want to h-hurt you…" He stumbled through the words as I imagined stars fill his vision. The truth in his words made the pain much more bearable, and I slid fully onto him. I gasped as Zero filled me completely, perfectly. A guttural moan escaped his lips and he sigh my name, opening his eyes as a smile fell onto my face.

It was only a light pain now, as I gripped his shoulders for support and moved up and down. I watched his defined stomach jerk and quake with every time I pumped, and Zero began to match my hips. We met forcefully in the center, filling me every time as my sopping walls contracted around him.

"Oh, fuck!" It left my mouth in complete surprise to both of us as he gritted his teeth and came. I was only seconds after him, dropping onto his chest as our sweaty bodies melded together. Then he began to laugh. "I had no idea having sex was funny to you." I glared at him, partially angry at both of us. Him for laughing, and me for being the cause of it.

"No, Yuuki." He quickly regained his composure and wrapped his arms tightly around my back. "It's just; I never expected anything foul to come from that sweet mouth of yours." He smiled, wiping hair from my forehead and pulling the blanket over us as I huddled closer.

"You'd be surprised at what I'd let in my mouth." I grinned, making plans as he gaped at me, hugging me tighter.

Like I said before folks, I'm really sorry that this has taken so long; but I'll have 2 weeks off starting Saturday so you'll get sick of my by January!!! Well, I hope you won't. Soooo, until the next chapter, read, review, question, comment, concern, and suggest! I love you all, and thanks for being so patient with me.