Kagome just couldn't believe it. She was pregnant and... well she wasn't sure what she was feeling at the moment. But she knew that she was shocked. Shocked that she was pregnant. Pregnant with Inuyasha's child and there was nothing she could do about that. Inuyasha had left Kagome alone for now. He knew that she wanted to be alone. Could you really blame her? Finding out that she became pregnant just like that. Ok sure, she didn't mind as much as long as it was Inuyasha's child cause she loves him. But for this baby to be created through rape... That was just... bad? Horrible? Who knows...
For there is no word to describe how horrible this is. But she did know one thing, she wasn't going to get rid of it. No... it had a right to live like anything else...(that's what I really think, I hate it when people kill something that hasn't had a right to live! it's just plan wrong!) But now all she had to do was tell Inuyasha that it was ok. She was alright with this. It was going to be their child and no one elses. So Kagome got up, walked to her room to see Inuyasha.
He was sitting on the bed with his eyes looking like glass. It was like he was in his own little world right now. But how can this be possible? Why would he be day dreaming? For as long as she's known him he's never day dreamed about anything... Kagome slowly walked up to him and calmly said "Inuyasha... it's alright..." He looked up at her but didn't say anything. But of course it was easy to tell what he was thinking... just from the look in his eyes. He was asking 'what do you mean it's alright? I raped you! How can it be alright?!'
Kagome took a deep breath and said "cause for 1, I know it wasn't your fault, 2, it was your own inner demon that did it... not you and 3, I'm happy as long as it's yours." Inuyasha just stared at her with wide eyes. Could she really be happy with this? She must be cause Kagome wouldn't lie to him about this sorta thing. There was a quite whisper saying "you... you don't really mind being... pregnant with my child...?" Kagome took his hand and made him stare at her.
She calmly said "not your child Inuyasha... Our child..." He stared at her, with complete and utter shock. Could you really blame the guy? Inuyasha just stared at Kagome. No matter what he just couldn't get her words out of his mind. Not his child but... their child... He knew this maybe... this was suppose to happen... No matter what though the child was going to be a half demon.(cause he was a full demon when he raped her) Of course Inuyasha still couldn't forgive himself. No matter what he just couldn't... He just felt like he did the most evil thing in the world and nothing would ever change that.
Kagome could sense how Inuyasha felt right now. So she wrapped her arms around Inuyasha into a slightly tight embrace. Inuyasha had no idea what to do. He could feel her slightly big stomach press against his. Kagome only wanted him to forgive himself like how she forgave him. But can he ever forgive himself? Was it truly possible...? He knew that when his inner demon appeared she was scared. She must still be afraid... no one could ever get over a fear no matter what.
Kagome could still sense how he was feeling. She calmly said "Inuyasha... I'm not afraid of your inner demon... I was at first but I'm not anymore... I love you more than anything and I always will... But now we can share our love between each other and our child... Please forgive yourself for it wasn't your fault... You had no control over it... So... please stop blaming yourself for something you had no control over..."
He held Kagome slightly tighter, but being careful of the baby. Kagome was right. He had no control over what happened. Fate was a strange thing. No matter what would happen no one could tell or stop it. He loves Kagome and nothing would ever change that. But he would still feel the guilt in him for raping her. That would never change but so would his undying love for Kagome. That also would never, ever change no matter what. Kagome pulled from Inuyasha and said "how about I make some ramen?"
All Inuyasha could do was smile. That was the best thing he had heard all day. Heck maybe all week! They got up and started to walk down stairs. Kagome whispered when they got into the kitchen "I wonder what the baby will be...?" Inuyasha had an idea on how he could tell. But at the moment he was gunna let Kagome eat, than he was gunna tell her. It was the best thing for her and the baby. That was for sure. They ate in silence. They didn't talk but they didn't mind. It was a comfortable silence.
As soon as they had finished eating their ramen. Kagome was about to pick up the dishes till Inuyasha beat her too it. He calmly said "you should go and lay down. I'll handle the dishes alright." Kagome knew that he wasn't going to be asking about doing th dishes, but he was demanding it. She just couldn't say no to him. Strange yes... So she walked into the living room and laid down on the couch. Inuyasha started on the dishes. He had to do something around the house. But at the moment he had to think of something. No one knew that Kagome was pregnant but him and Kagome.
She was barely showing so no one knew yet. Also no one should know cause they don't know that the baby will be half demon. Heck they don't even know he's a half demon. (I know I'm typing heck a lot but hey it's 1 of my fav words) But he knew that at the moment there was only one option. And that was for both of them to drop out. And do some home schooling. Well... mostly Kagome, he's been alive longer than her so he has the knowledge of a professor. Once he was finished with the dishes he slowly walked into the living room.
Kagome was laying on the couch reading a Twilight book.(for any of those who don't know what Twilight is, it's a awesome book either check it out or read it yourself anyway) When the half demon entered the room Kagome looked up from her book. All she could do was smile at him. She calmly said "finished? That took a while I guess." Inuyasha just smirked as he said "yeah... Kagome I need to tell you something."
He knelt to her as she asked "what is it?" Inuyasha took a deep breath as he said "we both have to drop out of school. We don't need everyone knowing that your pregnant from a rape. Who knows how everyone will treat you. I don't want you to go through that. Now I just need to do one other thing." With that said Inuyasha started to sniff Kagome's stomach. This of course was a little weird to the young girl/soon to be mother. Why was he sniffing her stomach? Who knows. But she wanted to know.
So Kagome calmly asked "what are you doing?" Inuyasha calmly said "I'm sniffing to see what the baby will be. With me having a great sense of smell I can tell what the pup will be." Kagome was a little confused as she asked "pup?" He chuckled as he said "pup is a demon term for baby, well some demons." She gave Inuyasha a slight nod. So she let him sniff for a bit than he just stared at her. Kagome calmly asked "so what is it Inuyasha?" Inuyasha had a very happy smile on his face as he said "the pup is going to be a..."
HA! now you have to wait! I love doing this! writing is just so much fun but even more fun with cliffys! I can be so evil at times! heh heh heh heh I just hope that the other characters in this fanfic don't get too- oh dear god!
*other characters appear*
Me:damn...
Inu:you got me to rape Kagome! and got her pregnant!
Kag:that was just mean!
Me:heheheheheheheh... will you believe me if I said that... I was in a very hyper mood?
Kag&Inu:NO!
Me:damn... uh... your forgetting! I control this story! I can make you hate eachother and get you to be with people you don't like! like Inuyasha being with Kikyo and Kagome being with Hojo
Kag&Inu:damn
Me:HA! I WIN ONCE AGAIN! YA FOR ME!
Mir:man... she's hyper...
San:guess she drank too much pop
Mir:anyway... when the hell are we going to show up?
San:I don't know
Me:you'll show up in the next chapter maybe... I haven't thought of it yet...
San:alright... well lets wrap this up!
Mir:please R&R
