The Cullen Diaries
Like I promised another chapter right after the other. So I thought about it and then I came up with an idea. I started fresh but kept the old. One of the things I love about writing. :)
-Seline
Dear diary,
I'm so happy for Edward. He's such a gentleman. Bella is lucky to have him. I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel like I want to cry. Seeing Edward so happy. So lighthearted and carefree. Bella looks at Edward like no else is in the room. They spend alot of time together.
I hardly know what's funny about this but yesterday afternoon Bella and Edward came in laughing. Edward's hair was windblow like he had just run. It was really sweet, I guess Bella missed the old times with Edward. She was perched on his back and their eyes were so light.
There was also a great pain. I relized before how Edward so carefully touched her, like he would kill her at any moment if he didn't pay attention. Seeing him now it makes me happy. A little bit sad that Bella chose this life but I don't even know what happened. And their little girl. They seem more complete more human than any of us. But I could never be happier, I still think about the little boy that could have lived. But I can't do anything about it. I'm glad I have Alice,Edward,Jasper,Emmett,Rose and Bella. Most of all Carlisle.
Bella seems sad from time to time now. I guess she misses her parents and friends and Jacob. But Edward of course is not taking chances. He won't let Bella do anything that she would regrett. But still something haunts me. Shawos that are under her eyes. Premanent. Something I'm missing. They won't go away, they worry me.
What can I do? I shouls stop writing Edward and Bella are back I don't want him to know what I was thinking about Bella.
-Esme
So I hope you liked it. I couldn't think about what to write but then I thought about Esme and happiness. It came out like BAM! I was afraid at first that it might not be good but I went ahead with it. You'll never know if something is good or not if you don't try it.
-Seline