Shock!

Clary was laying down half asleep half awake looking up at the stars. In the freezing cold leaning against a tree with her legs bundled up against her chest unaware of the cold. She was numb to all feelings and emotions now she was just here. Here in this time and place not caring about anything or anyone or her surroundings just nothing. She was a blank canvas with no purpose or need or reason in life but to lay here and sallow in her sorrows unmoving and uncaring of life it's self.

Clary heard foot steps but didn't care to turn around to see who it was. She was at city park in the middle of night alone phone off with one blade in her hand. She careless what happened to her whether she lived or dead it didn't matter to her. The steps got closer but she didn't move just sat there looking up at the stars welcoming what ever was coming to her. The steps were directly coming towards her now no mistaking it. Still she stayed where she was in the dirt looking up not caring.

"Well what are the odds I find you alone out here?" the male voice spoke laughing a little continuing to come around to face her. Clary looked up unaffected to see who it was standing above her . Sebastian.

"Well sis if I don't say so my self you look a complete mess." He was still standing above her looking down with a slight different relaxed face when he spoke. He noticed her not caring of his presence like before so he kneeled down placing his hands on his knees. "Clary?" He asked even more relaxed and a hint of care in his voice. Clary still did not reply just stared at him unmoving with a blank expression. "Clary?" again he asked while reaching his hand to place on her arm instantly retracted it. She was freezing cold to his touch and barely having clothes on but a shirt and pants. His face changed to worry. He really looked at her realizing she must have been here for hours to get that cold. Clary was shivering all over her body even her lips were shivering blue now. Sebastian took off his jacket placed it around her arms moving her himself seeing she was not. He grabbed her arm to place in the jacket but before he grabbed his stele and traced a rune on her forearm. Even then against the burning sensation of the rune Clary didn't move or flitch or care. Sebastian pulled her up to his side wrapping his arms around her trying to warm her up by hugging her. Clary let him numb to him and herself unable to handle living life anymore. Clary would have stayed there if he would have not come get her. "Come on Clary let's go to your new home."Sebastian faced her telling her in a low caring voice she never heard from him before. He twisted his ring and they were gone in the thin air.

Clary woke up from a dream replying herself hitting Raphael and the hurt she felt from him not responding to her question. Crying was only thing she was able to do. Pulling the blankets over her head not even bothering to look around her surroundings. She honestly did not care nothing was worst than the feelings she had in her heart from her recent dum mistakes. She heard a knock on the door then someone walking in not caring who it was she simply ignored it choosing to stay in bed and cry.

"Clary?"Sebastian asked kneeling beside the bed receiving no answer just heard crying. "Clary I cooked breakfast come eat." He sounded so caring and thoughtful telling her.

Clary only cried again that the one person she hated the most was the one being nice to her trying to take care of her. She lifted the blanket feeling as if she was mentally told to and looked at Sebastian. When pulling back the blankets she saw it the burning fire rune she immediately knew it the same rune Jace had from Lilith. She suddenly felt it was ok and she welcomed the rune loving the sight of it smiling.

"Clary would you like some breakfast we can discuss what has you so down my love."Sebastian asked reaching her face brushing hair out of her eyes then wiping her tears. She nodded slowly smiling up at him welcoming his touch. He helped her out the bed with Clary noticing she was in different clothes but not caring she was hungry and wanted to talk with her brother for some reason.

What the hell is wrong with me? Why I aim I being so calm! Oh no is must be what Jace ment I'm here but this is not me! Stop Clary! Her legs stopped her and was back she let out a deep sigh.

Sebastian turned around giving her a puzzled look . "Come on Clary do you need help?" He asked seeing her confused look in on her face. Clary immediately followed him in to the kitchen as asked sitting down at the table. The place looked exactly the same as the last apartment exactly the same it was weird and scary seeing this horrible place again. Funny the roles opposite she's possessed this time and Jace tiring to save her.

Ah! I'm possessed no God help me! Clary screamed inside but the outside she was calm smiling at her brother lovingly. Sebastian smiling back handing her a plate of eggs, toast, and coffee sitting down next to her at the table with his plate also.

"So you wanna tell me why I found you at the park almost frozen to death?" He asked leaning back against his wooden chair crossing his legs over the other awaiting her answer. Clary explained the situation to every gross detail uncaring of the sexy nasty details. Explaining this to own brother from the outside happyliy but throwing up and crying in the inside. Cursing her self for being so stupid and allowing him to take her. Sebastian eyes were up looking at her with such amazement at her story being told like he didn't think she was capable to do these things. He shook his head closing his eyes. " Guess your not my sweet little sister anymore huh." he replied when she was done her story. ''Love isn't something you can make someone feel for you little sis and besides it's probably better you don't love a filthy vampire anyways." he continued leaning closer to her about Raphael. He got up to put his plate in the sink to be clean then turning to face her kneeling down beside her chair. "Anyways I sent your boyfriends a fire messages to come and get you. When they come and we capture them you can have all the revenge you want my love." he kissed her lips gently finishing his sentences and Clary pushing her lips back to his.

No! Ugh you bastard I will kill you no they will kill just you wait! Her thoughts screamed at her inside. A tear fell from her face when she faced back to her food when he left the room. What have I done? I'm a such a fool their gonna die for me no.. How could I be so stupid even bringing these dudes into my life. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Jace, Raphael. I'm so sorry I know I'm stupid I know I caused this and now I'm stuck I'm so sorry. She sat still eating her food then cried again Yes! I can still feel! Clary sat at the table staring at her food tears falling from a fust down her face on her food. Sebastian walked in grabbed her from behind around her neck making her jump in surprise.

"'I'm sorry sis I just can't take your sweet little face crying anymore stop ok." He wrapped his arms around her neck a little tightly. Clary immediately stopped crying when he asked wiping her tears no longer having the urge to cry also.

Dam you rune! OH! I will kill this bastard! She screamed inside.

Sebastian removed his arms turning to face her cupping her face smiling at her and her to him.

Stop it you idiot! she screamed again. Godish dam don't touch me!Help me please! Someone anyone. She cried to no one.

Sebastian grabbed her hand leading her upstairs "Come on sis lets give you a bath I have plans for tonight." He winked at her Clary smiling back widely.

"What plans?'' she asked excitedly jumping up and down in his hand following him upstairs.

"You'll see sis." He winked at her smiling a crooked evil grin at her leading her to the bathroom then closing the door behind them.