This isnt the last chapter guys so enjoy without sadnessss =]
"Ohh" I heard myself say.
But Oh wasn't what I wanted to say. It wasn't 'oh' it was 'no, dont go, please!'
He rubbed his nose against mine while I let out an annoyed sigh.
"I have to leave sometime, right? And Nate called he said that he has something very important we need to discuss, so I think I'm leaving tomorrow."
"I hate Nate."
He laughed now taking a small step backwards so that my face was clearly visible to him. Slowly removing his hands from my shoulders, sure that I was stable enough to stand on my own feet.
"We'll meet again, soon....I promise." He assured.
"I don't know." I said, now walking over to the side of the bed and plomping myself down near the edge.
"What don't you know?" He asked in a humerous tone as he did the same as me.
"It's not funny."
"Well, it kind of is."
"How?"
"If I do stay here, you're going away anyway." He reminded me.
"Oh." I nodded remembering Texas.
"Oh..." He mocked me.
"Shut up, you speak too much!" I said with a smile and hit him lightly on the chest.
He smiled back, pretending to be hurt.
"Turn the music off. Its eating up my head." I ordered refering to the next song that was playing on the stereo.
"You do know that my brothers and I sang it, right?" He asked with a skeptical face.
"Yes, and your point is?"
"You're very good at offending people." He walked over to the stereo.
"If I were you, I'd take that as critisism." I smiled at him. "I still cant believe you're a virgin." I slapped my mouth the second the words escaped.
He turned around with one of his sarcastic expressions and said "Wow, so much trust between us. You believe everything I say."
"I'm sorry." I grinned. Truth is that I couldnt get that fact out of my head, that was the problem.
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Mom cooked so much food for dinner that night because Shane would be leaving the next day. I was sure the whole of the neighbourdood could be easily fed with the ammount of food cooked, but no way was I gonna argue with her when it came to cooking. Nah ahh. No.
Shane managed to find a flight to New york for the next day, it was in the afternoon, and I was cursing airlines for keeping tickets avaiable when you dont want them but getting none when they are in need, but apparently there was a cancellation and that it why Shane was able to get a ticket to New York where his family still was. He would have left anyway if he didnt find the ticket because he still had his car which he assured someone would come and take after he had left and the weather was better so he could also drive. Who thought of so many methods of transportation? Seriously?
Like the night before I was now laying on my bed with Shane beside me, stroking my hair. Mom and Jake had been long asleep and wouldn't wake up in the night, I knew that for sure. They were tight sleepers, so I managed to sneak out and go to Shane. I wanted to be there to spend the last moments this winter together, god knows when we would meet next. I know it wasn't like he was going out of the country anytime soon, well I hope not or wasnt like we were beaking up, but still Texas is far away from Los Angeles and I wouldnt be able meet him each day like I had been the last couple of weeks. This was different. This was going to be a long distant relationship. I wasn't good at those. Well honestly, I kinda sucked at all realationships.
"You know, I could get used to this." Shane told me as I looked up from his chest where my head was laying.
"hah." I scoffed, adjusting my position so that I was now level with him.
"Why, don't you like being with me?" He asked casually.
"Of course I do, but you dont wanna get used to something you wont always have, right?"
"True." He agreed.
"Is the door locked?"
"Um...yeah...I think so, why?"
"Just incase mom comes in..."
"Hmm..." He nodded as I ran my hands down his curly locks.
It was an incredible feeling.
"I'm gonna miss you, Shane....so much." I whispered.
"Me too...maybe, more."
I tucked my head under his neck as he wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. His scent was mesmerizing and his soft warm skin on his neck left me breathless for a few seconds.
"Isn't this kind of breaking a little bit of your promise?" I whispered into his neck when I finally managed to find my voice.
"I don't know, maybe...I don't know...I don't care, actually." He said, unsure. "Just don't tell my parents."
I laughed into his neck. "Wait, Shane Gray the 23 year old Rock star, Popstar whaterver is still afraid of his parents?"
"Um...yeah, why? Is there something bad in that?" He asked skeptically.
"No." I rubbed my nose against his neck with a smile. "It's cute. Children should always be afraid of their parents no matter how old they are."
"What are you gonna do when you get to Texas?"
"I should be asking you What are you gonna do when you get back to LA, my life is boring, you don't wanna know about it. Tell me what you'll do."
"Every new thing I find out about you fascinates me. Nothing is boring about you, baby." He assured.
"How does it feel like to be in a room that has your face plastered on every inch of it?" I asked while placing a few light kisses on his neck.
When I looked up I found him biting his lower lip. "Why are you tempting me so much?"
I laughed. "Because you kind of deserve it." I defended. "I nearly fell there, near the wall."
"But I did catch you." He pointed out. "Or, I could have let you fall if you wanted me to, maybe next time, then."
"Shane!" I laughed, slapping his shoulder.
"Okay, so back to your question, beautiful. It's kind of creepy, my face everywhere I look in your room, but then I get jealous."
"Why?"
"When I see old pictures of you and Josh. Sometimes I wish I was him. Man, if I was him...."
"What if you were him?"
"Never mind..." He let out a sigh.
"Shane Gray is a jealous little boy." I noted.
"When it comes to Mitchie Torres the little tease."
"Hah, thanks for that." I joked. "Wait, did Nate really date Hannah Montana?"
It was a question that was somewhere in my head and it just came out. I wanted to know, though.
"Wh-at?" He laughed. "Where did that come from?"
"From my head. Something I wanted to ask." I replied simply now looking up and smiling at him.
"Ask Nate."
"Why?"
"Cause it's about him."
"He's your brother, though."
"Yes, but it's his life right?"
"I'll take that as a yes." I smiled again.
"Whatever lets you sleep at night."
"Oh, not me. Caitlyn." I let him know. "Caitlyn told me to ask you guys."
"I like Caitlyn. She seems funny."
"You've never met her, though." I reminded.
"I have in my imagination. When you tell me about someone in your life I just try and imagine how they would be like and Caitlyn turned out to be funny."
"Beyond funny, she'll get you rolling on your stomach." I told him.
"Okay, fine. Tell me about your love life if not Nate's."
"Mitchie Torres." He said, simply.
"What Mitchie Torres?"
"That is my love life."
"No. Before me. Who was before me? How many girlfriends have you had? Were they all models?"
"What? No. What?" He asked, bewildered. "I mean why do you need to know? Past relationships are not relevent in new ones."
"I just want to know if they were prettier than me." I answered truthfully.
Shane laughed.
"Shut up." I warned.
"Honestly, they dont really matter now. What matters is you, my beautiful lady."
"You wont understand what goes through a girls head. Just tell me."
He shook his head. "Girls, I'll never understand them. And no." He said looking down at me. "They werent all models only three were, I think?"
"What do you mean you think? How many were there?" I asked, pushing myself back so that his face was full in view.
"There was Adriana the Mexican model, and then Haily she was Frence but lives in LA, and Mariah and Candice and..."
"Whoa, whoa, whoa. Slow down speed break, I've lost count." I told him. "And all of these were models?"
"No, Haily worked at the library near our house and..."
"Okay, yeah whatever. I get it. "
"See I told you girls are beyond my understanding. First, they want to know something and then after knowing they say they know enough."
"Whhatever, Shane. Whatever."
"Hey." He said pushing my chin up. "So what if they were models or worked at the library they're not what I want, you're what I want. You're what I need."
"I know." I muttered.
"They were noting like you. You just blow me off my feet, Mitchie, honestly." He assured "You're everything I want."
"You're so cheesy, Shane." I laughed.
"You love it."
He pulled me closer again and placed a kiss on my forehead and then on my nose and slowly trailed down to my lips, kissing me fully.
"Yeah, that wasn't cheesy at all, Shane." I joked.
"What can I say, You love all of my cheesyness."
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My hand moved frantically on the soft cotton material on my mattress in the morning. I couldnt find what I was looking for- Shane. Panicking, I shot my eyes open and saw that I was laying alone on my bed but collapsed back on it when I saw Shane sitting by the window with a notebook and pen in his hand.
"Shane?" I whispered, making sure that it wasnt my imagination seeing him.
"Mitchie, baby. Sleep, it's not even dawn yet."
"Are you like Jake? Dont't you sleep?" I mumbled.
"I couldn't sleep and then I started writing this." He said, waving the notebook in his hand.
"What is, famous person who doesnt sleep?"
"A song. About you." He smiled. "Do you want me to sing you to sleep? You still have a couple more hours."
"I would love you to, but I'd probably forget what the lyrics are when I wake up so dont count on me remembering."
"Okay, I wont." He smiled, walking up to his side of the small bed and bringing me to his chest. I placed my hand on his shoulder as I felt his lips near my ear.
"Its been quite a long year, like we're being tested, to face all our fears..." He started softly his warm comforting voice sending chills down my spine. "Finally your mind will get some rest, and you'll feel much better when you're laying on my chest.I'll feel you breathing, close your tired eyes." I rubbed my hand on his shoulder, pulling him closer. I felt him smile through his words. "Goodnight my love, I feel you drifting. Goodbye my best friend, this aint no kinda living. Goodnight, my love. And I'll hold you one more time untill tomorrow."
"That's good. But it's kinda making me miserable about you leaving." I heard myself say sleepily.
"Shh, baby sleep." He whispered and I rubbed my head against his chest. "While you're deep in a dream, I'm awake and thinking of what we could have been. Could I have done something better and made some changes? But objects in the rear view mirror seem closer than they seem. There's no use grasping when things are out of reach." He sighed finishing the nexr verse. Even in my sleep his warm breath drove me crazy, it was so beautiful listening to his voice, so clear, so close. Everything about him was so beautiful. "Goodnight my love, I feel you drifting. Goodbye my best friend, this aint no kinda living. Goodnight, my love. And I'll hold you one more time untill tomorrow." He finished.
"It's not complete yet." I heard him whisper.
"I love how much I heard. You're great at what you do Shane."
He kissed my forehead.
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"This is the last call for flight number 18632449 travelling from New Jersey to New York all passangers please report to check in point 3 before boarding the flight." The annoying lady in the airport announced through the speaker.
"That's my call." Shane announced, smiling at me.
We were now at the airport me, Shane and Josh. He was leaving. Shane was leaving, I was miserable, the weather was happy and I was miserable. Did I mention that I was miserable?
I embraced him in a tight hug. The airport was busy and Shane had been recognised by some pretty agressive fans due to which we were now waiting in the security area.
"We'll meet soon, I promse, baby." He whispered into my ear.
"When?"
"When the time is right, just trust me, okay?"
"I do." I nodded into his shoulder.
"I don't mean to interupt in your lovey dovey moment or anything, but the flight is getting delayed because of you two love birds." Josh butted in.
I didnt want to let go, but I had to.
"Bye beautiful, don't forget me." He kissed my cheek.
Like that was possible.
I saw Shane dissapear into the distance after saying his goodbye to Josh, my hand still in the air, waving at no one now that he was gone.
Shane was gone.
What's gonna happen now? Shane's gone....One of you guys got it right about what the big surprise is but Im not gonna tell u who find out when u read the next chapter which will def be the last. =[ A lot of people asked about a sequel and I wanted to surprise you all at the end by saying I would be doing a sequel to this!!!! Yayyy!! I just love it too much to let go. I have it all planned, actually have been planning it for sometime now and all I cam say is that its something that you guys wouldnt have expected, I'm so excited!!! Wont be doing the squel straight away maybe after a few month. I just have so many ideas jumping in my head for different stories that I find it hard concentrating on one haha LOL. So tell me what you think about what's happened? Whats gonna happen? I want theories =]
I dont know if u guys remember but when I was writing what did she do to ur heart shane I told you guys I had exams, well I know u guys dont personally know me but I want to share my happiness with y'all!! I got an 'A' in English!!! WOOOHHHOOOOO! I was the only one in my school to get an 'A' in the subject! My friends and I were jumping up and down ahaha
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