Alice looked down for a moment and then looked back up at Edward. She didn't say anything. Edward turned his body away from hers so he was hiding himself a little. This was embarrassing.
I cleared my throat and looked away for a moment. "Uh Alice, it's really not what it looks," I had a blush on my face that I could not easily hide.
I heard her laugh. "Oh it isn't, well then, if you could tell me what it is that would be great?" there was a smug smile placed on her face.
She knew that Edward and I had that kind of relationship, she was just waiting for either Edward or I to admit it.
"I didn't want anyone to really find out this way, I was going to tell you myself, but I didn't know how," I slid my hand into Edwards. Our fingers intertwined and I felt my heart warm up a little.
Edward agreed by nodded his head.
"You know, I think I'm going to tell Esme," She was teasing me and I knew it, but I acted on instinct.
"Don't you dare," I yelled and she laughed. "I'm going to tell her myself, don't you worry. I'm just looking for the right time," I told her.
Alice came closer to me.
"Well you better tell her soon, because if you don't, then I will, because she needs to know this. I don't even know if she's going to get married if you tell her," Alice wasn't making things any easier for me.
"That's why I'm not sure if I want to tell her, because I want her to be happy and have a happy relationship with Carlisle, but then Edward and I would be brother and sister and that's just a little weird," I said looking up at Edward. He smiled down at me and squeezed my hand a little.
"Bella, actually it's not that weird. I mean, Edward your not really Carlisle's son, I see no resemblance. And secondly, you guys would only be step brothers and sisters. So that gives you guys a little more room to do stuff," Alice smiled as she walked out of the room leaving me with those things that she had just said to drift in my mind.
Technically she was right.
"Are you adopted Edward?" I brought the question up.
"Sort of, I was dying of Spanish influenza and Carlisle found me and saved me, by that time I had already lost my parents, so he was the only one there who knew how to take care of a new born. Emmett isn't really my brother either, it was sort of the same way. He was dying and Carlisle saved him, so he joined the family. As for Rose, well Emmett changed her because she got in an accident and Emmett saved her, at first she thought that it was cool being a vampire, but then when Emmett and her first tried to have a baby, nothing seemed to be happen and that's when Carlisle told them that it wasn't going to be possible for Rosalie to carry a child while she was a vampire. Rosalie stayed quiet for a couple of months. Emmett felt really bad for her, he was blaming this on him. Rosalie still doesn't like being what she is, but at least she's alive and she has someone there to love her. I sort of understand what she's going through, Not being able to have children, it's kind of hard." Edward explained to me. It was starting to get kind of late and I was tired from all the events that had gone on tonight.
I yawned and moved over to the bed. What I didn't really take into consideration was that I was still holding onto Edward's hand and he just followed me to the bed reluctantly.
I plopped down onto the bed and he crawled in beside me.
"You tired love?" He asked with a smile coming across onto his perfect smooth lips. I touched my finger to his lips and slowly pulled his bottom lip down to expose his pink flesh of the inside of his bottom lip."What ever are you doing Bella," I felt his breath on my fingers and it tickled.
"I love your lips, they are perfect, for everything. Smiling talking,touching," I ran my thumb over his lip when I said this. "Kissing," I replaced my thumb with my mouth and he kissed me back without hesitation. "Your perfect Edward, I can't seem to find any flaws in or on you," I said after pulling away from the kiss.
"I don't think that I'm perfect, I have plenty of flaws," He smiled as he was laying beside me with his elbow propping him up. His eyes were soft and golden, this told me that he was in a good mood and that put me in a good mood along with him.
"Okay then, think of three flaws, then I will believe you," I said innocently with my pupils wide and dark because there was very little lighting in the room.
The bed shifted underneath him as he laughed. "Why do you want to know my flaws, that's not a good thing Bella," He sighed once more.
"I just want to prove to you that you are perfect," Edward moved his body so that he was laying on his back with his chest to the ceiling, he easily placed both arms behind his head. I wasn't going to move from his side, not tonight. So I just moved with him and crawled up on top of him. Edward tensed and looked worried for a moment. His eyes changed showing me that he wasn't sure if this was such a good idea or not.
"Don't worry Edward, I'm not going to pull anything on you, I just want to be close to you, if you don't mind," He smiled because he could tell that I was in a playful mood.
He sighed again and looked up to the ceiling, he was trying to think of his flaws.
"I've killed people, that makes me a bad person, does that count as one?" Edward asked. I was hardly paying attention, I was more interested in his chest. I was unbuttoning his shirt and examining his flat and slightly hairy chest. It was arousing. "Bella, what do you think you are doing," Edward started to sit up from his laying down position.
"I'm just observing, and touching. Don't worry, what did I tell you, I won't pull any funny business, your just so interesting to look over," I smiled as my finger skimmed around his navel. That was where his pubic hair was starting to form.
"Careful Bella," I knew that he was starting to feel a little uncomfortable with my hand being so close to his goods, but I wasn't going to go down that far. I was only playing with him now.
I ran my hands up his chest to cup his face in my hands. He let out a breath of air. He was more comfortable with where my hands were located.
"When are you going to tell your mother?" Edward completely changed the subject.
"I don't know, but soon. I promise," I couldn't help but let out a yawn. Drat, that would tell Edward that I was tired and that I needed my sleep.
He got out from under me, leaving me colder than I was when he was laying with me.
"I'm going to let you get your sleep because I know you'll never get it with me laying next to you," He stayed close to the bed side. He ran a hand through my hair and kissed me on the forehead. I was about to get up, when he placed a hand on my shoulder. "No love, sleep. I'll see you in the morning," He flashed one more smile before leaving me alone in my cold and what seemed desolate room. I grumbled as I got comfortable in my bed. I crossed my arms wishing that sometimes Edward wasn't such a gentleman.
I wasn't sure what time it was when I woke again in the middle of the night. There was one thing that I was sure about. It was raining outside. More storming than raining. Another thing that I was positive about was, that I had just had a nightmare and I knew that I was never going to get any sleep.
I sat up in bed with the covers resting on my lap. I wrapped my arms around my body, and slowly rocked. I wondered what Edward was doing right now. I wanted him to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be alright.
I felt hot tears start to come to my eyes. I didn't know why I was crying over this. I just felt this feeling in my chest that made me feel empty inside.
I decided that sitting here wasn't going to make anything better. Edward was probably in his room reading something. He had told me once that during his spare time at night, he liked to just relax on his couch and read a good book. That was what he really liked to do. Reading.
I crawled out of bed. I was wearing a night gown tonight. It was light purple and a little short. I think that Edward had packed it for me when I wasn't looking because I don't remember packing this. He probably wanted to see me in this instead of wearing the sweet pants and tank top all of the time.
I moved over the white carpet and opened my door to look out into the darkened hall way. I could see a sliver of golden light that was coming from the end off the hall way. That's where Edward's room was. I smiled glad that he didn't have to sleep, because then I knew that I wouldn't be bothering him.
I slowly took each step with care as I walked past Rosalie's and Emmett's door and Alice's and Jasper's door as well. I felt my heart thud loudly in my chest. I could still feel the tears from a few minutes ago on my cheeks. Edward would catch the translucent droplets of salty tears on my face and take me in his arms and sooth me with his words and his hands.
I was right by his door. I placed my hand on the front and slowly opened it. I stepped in half way in and half way out.
He looked up when he heard the door open.
He was laying on his couch with his feet to the ceiling, a book cradled in his hands. There was a small little lamp on that made it possible for him to read.
A smile came into play on his face as he saw me.
"What are you doing up Bella?" He asked wondering why I wasn't in bed where I should stay until morning.
I got closer before I spoke. I was then at the edge of the couch before I crawled on. He made room for me to fit my body on the couch where I could be next to him.
"I couldn't sleep, I had a bad dream," He then saw the tears on my cheeks and his face turned upset.
"Come here Bella, my love. I'm sorry," He ran his hand over my hair and then the side of my face. He pressed my face into his chest. I was so comfortable here in his arms and this is where I wanted to be forever.
He soothed me and I started to get a little tired. Then an odd sound reached my ears. I furrowed my brows and looked in the direction in which the sound was coming from.
I listened again.
It was the sound of moans. My face grew hot and red that it was the sound of what I thought was Rose and Emmett.
"I'm sorry about them, they don't really have anything to do while there in bed, so that's what they do in their spare time," Then there was another set of moans.
It was Jasper and Alice.
I was blushing even more than I normally do. Edward just shook his head. I was listening to the noises carefully trying to figure out what was going on. I had never had any kind of relationship with anyone like that before. I wasn't even sure what to do in that sort of situation. It was quiet in Edward's room, the only thing that I was able to hear was the sound of my heart beating and the sound of my own breathing. I could hear Edward breathing every now and then.
For some odd reason the sound of what was going on in the bedroom's was turning me on. My attraction towards Edward was growing more and more each day.
I started moving like I was about to get up and leave Edward. He held onto me because he thought that I was going to leave, I wasn't though, I was just going to change my position a little bit. His arms were wrapped around my waist and that's where I wanted them to stay.
"Bella, please don't leave, if it was something that I said, well then I'm sorry, but please don't leave," I thought it was really cute that he didn't want me to leave him. I smiled as I just changed my position and was now hovering above him. "Bella, what are you doing, it probably came to him and he knew exactly what I was doing. I straddled his hips. I could tell that my eyes were growing dark. His grip tightened on my waist. "No Bella, I can't do this. Bella," There was more sound coming from the other bedrooms and it wasn't helping with whole situation.
My wait was on his lower body now and I moved my hands to the bottom of my night gown. I was slowly starting to pull up. I felt Edward grow stiff bellow me. The grip on my waist wasn't as tight, actually, it loosened a little bit and made it easier for me to move the night gown up. It was almost off when......
A/N: Cliff hanger ^^ I know I'm evil. Tee he, Well tell me what you think I should do. Should I make them have sex, or make Edward stop her and wait for the sex in later chapters. Tell me what you think I should do. I'll update faster now that I'm on SPRING BREAK YEAH!!!!! Thanks again for reading. Review please and I'll be a happy camper.