LPOV
It was time for Rose's counselling lesson.
"Okay, Everyone out but Rose and I. It's time for counselling." I said.
"Kay, See ya." Mia said.
"Bye, Little Dhampir." Adrian waved.
"Bye." Christian said.
"Later." Eddie said and I swear I saw something surrounding him. All well.
"You ready?" I asked as I went over to Rose.
"Yup, can we talk aloud?" She asked
"Sure, whatever's easier," I said.
I sat down and mentally thanked Rose for putting through counselling so I know what to do.
"You're welcome Liss." Rose said. I laughed.
"What do you want to talk about first?" I asked.
"I don't mind."
"We'll talk about Mason." I decided. "Unless you want to talk about Guardian Belikov," I asked.
"I don't mind." She said.
"Okay, we'll talk about Mason. Why are you upset?" I asked.
"Because he died and it's my fault."
"Have you ever thought that it was his fault? He chose to go after you?"
"Yeah but I was the one who told him where the strigoi were after I was told not to."
"You trusted him. Plus it was his choice to go after them."
"I agreed to look in the tunnels were the strigoi were hiding, making us get caught."
"Yes but they argued, didn't they. You said no but they nagged you so you cracked."
"Yes but I cracked."
I looked at Rose.
"You are never going to say it's your fault are you?" I asked.
"Nope,"
"Okay, we'll talk about Dimitri." I said.
"Why are you upset?" I asked.
"He left, to go with Tasha."
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I made him angry after I kissed him."
"Have you ever thought it was is choice to leave?" I asked after not being able to come up with a question to her last statement.
"No because it is my fault."
"How is it your fault?" I asked.
"I kissed him."
"Why did you kiss him?"
"I was angry."
"Is that the only reason you think he left?"
"No."
"What are the other reasons?"
"I don't know."
I sighed. What am I going to do?
"I'm sorry Liss." Rose said.
"Don't feel sorry for me, you're the depressed one." I said.
"Yeah, but if I get over this depression, I won't need everyone looking out for me, making sure I don't try to commit suicide." Rose said.
"You won't commit suicide; your depression isn't that bad." I rolled my eyes.
"Still- I've got the perfect idea!" She blurted out.
"What?" I asked suspiciously.
"Compulsion." She said.
"I'm sorry Rose; I swore never to use compulsion on you, never." I said sympathy leaking into my voice.
"Oh." Then her eyes widened.
'Adrian.'
'I'll ask him tomorrow, we better go to bed, it's late.' I promised.
"Alright let's go to bed."
We got changed, and hopped bed.
"Night Liss,"
"Night Rose,"
I drifted into a sleep, dreaming about sheep.
(A/N: Sorry about the sheep thing, I'm obsessed with them at the moment, so you'll probably hear more about it later. Please Review. Jappa _)
Jesse POV
I saw everyone leave Rose's room except Lissa and decided to listen to what they are talking about.
I tapped Ralf's shoulder and pointed to Roses room. He nodded and went over.
(Lissa in bold, Rose is underlined.)
". . . About Mason," Lissa decided. "Unless you want to talk about Guardian Belikov,"
"I don't mind." Rose said.
"Okay, we'll talk about Mason. Why are you upset?"
"Because he died and it's my fault."
"Have you ever thought that it was his fault? He chose to go after you?"
"Yeah but I was the one who told him where the strigoi were after I was told not to."
"You trusted him. Plus it was his choice to go after them."
"I agreed to look in the tunnels were the strigoi were hiding, making us get caught."
"Yes but they argued, didn't they. You said no but they nagged you so you cracked."
"Yes but I cracked."
"You are never going to say it's your fault are you?"
"Nope,"
"Okay, we'll talk about Dimitri."
"Why are you upset?"
"He left, to go with Tasha."
"Why?"
"Because I made him angry after I kissed him."
I turned to Ralf in shock. He nodded as if saying: I heard it too.
"Have you ever thought it was his choice to leave?"
"No because it is my fault."
"How is it your fault?"
"I kissed him."
"Why did you kiss him?"
"I was angry."
"Is that the only reason you think he left?"
"No."
"What are the other reasons?"
"I don't know."
"I'm sorry Liss."
"Don't feel sorry for me, you're the depressed one."
"Yeah, but if I get over this depression, I won't need everyone looking out for me, making sure I don't try to commit suicide."
"You won't commit suicide; your depression isn't that bad."
This is better than I thought.
"Still- I've got the perfect idea!" Rose blurted out.
"What?"
"Compulsion," she said. Oh My God!
"I'm sorry Rose; I swore never to use compulsion on you, never."
"Oh."
After a moment Rose started talking again
"Alright let's go to bed."
"Night Liss,"
"Night Rose,"
I turned to Ralf.
"That was better than I thought." I said.
"I know."
I came up with the best Idea.
"I've got an idea, let's go."
We went back to my room to plan. I'm glad were room mates.