Brief Essay-This Is What And Why I Write!
Okay, I'm writing a brief essay about "Roanapur's Rakyat Mercenaries." I need to get a few things off my chest and hopefully get more readers into this. First off, this is a crossover! Not a fanfiction! A common fanfic focuses on one specific story whereas a crossover...focuses on two or more settings. I will post another chapter after I get this essay done, but I need to get something off of my chest. Second, Don't be so harsh when it comes to my imagination, I just got burned and de-faved by one reader. :( Not so happy about that! But if you want me in the future to avoid certain things that could grind your gears, just say, "Hey could you avoid 'this and that' in the near future?" I'll surely take it into consideration and not lead into another de-fave of another writer. Third, sometimes it's hard for me to figure out what kind of actions I want the characters to do. I mean a song or a confession from time to time, or an essay here and there.
Could make or break a crossover like this one, so before you go and burn somebody for doing a crappy job, at least give them a little credit for trying. I mean, I spent most of my life with an abusive step dad and not knowing let alone seeing my biological one. But when I did see him, I felt a piece of my heart being replaced with a piece being torn out as a kid. I used to watch anime as a way of escaping my tormentor's abuse. But now, I have this unsettling anger and rage built up in me. I mean, I don't take it out on other people let alone go and kill them. I either play violent video games or work on my stories. It really helps eleviate stress and expresses my feelings. I just hope those who still like my work can stay with me and if I can get more, then it'll make me more committed to reaching my goal of 100+ chapters! My point I'm trying to reach to you my fellow readers is this, don't judge a story based on how bad the person's Ideas are. Just show them a little respect and try to make them feel good about themselves.
For all those who I am greatful for, and those who read but do not favorite my work, I do thank you all and I still ask for no flaming. It just ruins my psyche, and I don't need to throw myself into another relapse. I just have a very crappy life that I'm trying to fix. And if you can help me get my spirits up, it would be much appreciated.
Sincerely,
BloodyDemon666
